I'm just really scared, y'know? A year back, I was in a bad spot. I relied on you for so much, man. My whole sense of self worth, my happiness - it was all wrapped up in you. I just can't go back to that place. It wasn't healthy, it wasn't right. How did I even let myself get there? I don't wanna slip back into that toxic mindset. It's like, now that I've seen the light, I can't unsee it. I won't let myself fall back into that hole. I gotta keep moving forward, stepping into this new chapter....