It's like my brain is a never ending rollercoaster of doubt and insecurity, dragging me down a spiral of self sabotage. I try to fight against it, but it's like a relentless force pulling me further and further away from the one person who truly cares about me. Maybe one day I'll be able to silence that nagging voice in my head, but for now, I can only hope that they understand and have the patience to wait for me to figure it out.