I never hade a father c:

I never had a father c: - these words ring in my ears like a haunting melody, a constant reminder of a missing piece in my life. The emptiness of those words reverberates through my soul, filling the silence with a sense of loss and longing. The faint echo of them lingers in the air, a melody of sadness that plays on repeat in the back of my mind. The first syllable, "I", falls softly like a whisper, barely audible in the vast expanse of my thoughts. It is a gentle sound, a quiet declaration of self that seems to fade into the background. The weight of that single letter hangs heavy in the air, a reminder of the solitude that comes with not having a father figure by my side. The next sound, "never", crashes through the silence like a thunderstorm, loud and commanding. It is a declaration of absence, a stark reminder of what was missing in my life. The sharp consonants cut through the stillness, leaving behind a sense of emptiness and longing. "Had", the next word in the phrase, is a soft sigh that hangs in the air like a faded memory. It is a sound of regret, a mournful reflection on what could have been but never was. The gentle cadence of the word carries with it a sense of longing and wistfulness, a whispered plea for something that was never meant to be. And finally, "a father c:", a phrase that feels like a bittersweet melody in the symphony of my thoughts. It is a sound of yearning, a desperate desire for a connection that was never formed. The finality of those words hangs in the air, a reminder of the void that exists where a father should have been. These sounds, woven together in a tapestry of emotions, create a symphony of longing and loss that reverberates through my being. They are a reminder of the absence that has shaped my life, a constant companion in the silence that surrounds me. You can play and download these sounds here: [link to download page]. Listen to them, let them wash over you like a wave of emotion. Feel the weight of those words in your soul, and understand the pain that comes with never having a father.