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This is my journey into audio mixing, produciton, and spoken word poetry. If you have any suggestions or comments, please contact me. Living is about learning. #music #drum #bassdrum #zither #newagemusic #electronicmusic #sampler #musicalinstrument #soulmusic #ambientmusic #singing #musicofasia Another little song I've working on you're the secret shown to all but so easily dismissed you're my favorite poison flowing into my soul feeding the lust to sin here, bondage is just a way of life here, we're kept from the sunlight here, walls can talk back here, the name of God is smack beyond twisted completely dismembered the hand that feeds is the one that bleeds we crave the... Memories pulse like an unstable current Thoughts spiral and collapse out of my skull Emotions collide with words and spit themselves out And I'm left choking with regret All the reasons spin and twist into excuses for desire Can't grow a thing without tilling the soil first Can't grow out of the old clothes, if you never stand up straight The worl... There was once a man Brought a light with him To lead us all in the right direction Tried to show us what love and peace could be But no one liked that he didn’t wear a crown So we gave him one and shut out his light There was once a man Brought a dream with him To show us, we all bleed the same Moving the masses and bringing hope of change He wat... Listened for so long To know I'd never belong Once upon a time was so long ago Now I'm a memory of the living And so I turn the page Mark the day Remember the time And what you said Watched for too long To see who goes and who takes Between the blood and water I'm the only one left with scars And so Love confused with rage The one you betray Wal... counting clocks, hope and pray as they number each of my mistakes too long gone, wrong, i bleed and dissipate you sit and stare, almost happy with the wait seeking refuge in the plights of your needles finding my desire in the cracks your needs, still i'm the thought your mind refuses to accept the lie of hate your heart strives for, but has never... The years and the journey The pieces cracked and worn Halfway finished and forgotten Waiting patiently for one to just sit and want the whole picture A thousand times and just one more I'll scream inside my head Words lost to ears busy with appearances Steal my life, ransom my soul, and it goes Hill after hill, just another mile Baggage lost is s... Today was the day No children left to play Today is the day Any words are worthless to say Thoughts beyond the point of recognition Judgments twisted into indecision Salvation lacked the grace of superstition Today was the day No children were left to play Today is the day Words will do nothing but get in the way Hollow-point, solid-shell It mak... She's so full of needs and knees Controlled by the pet - the irony He likes the noise a little too much Should just sew his mouth shut Sometimes we climb the mountain Just to piss in the valley Sometimes the bridge we're burning Is the only one that could reach us They pick apart the scabs But can't stand the blood Clean hands and dirty deeds Po... it's just a step away from my mind to my hand it's just a light behind the eyes you've taken too kind god's not absent just looking the other way still might be good if you decided to pray we're not leaving you just abandoning you to the you you deserve the only love you've ever served it's just a step away from my mind to my hand it's just a li... Drifting through the clouds In a striped, paper sky Pulling down what's left of your halo To show the damage of each of your lies I don't want to know your name I just want to see you pay I think you need to feel this As you watch me burn down your castle I will take your life And steal your family You’ll only own the hate You impregnated in my s... Hotter this time So much hotter Relief in the burn The spike of the nerves Sets me free Carry the whole fucking thing up the hill Just to suffer the next When it rains... That's what they say Isn't it? So many apologies So many condolences Still went through it alone Didn't I? They all burn anymore Tears of anger Of love, betrayed...lost Of ra... Your mouth keeps moving With nothing really to say You're running out of time It's too late to start to pray Your eyes keep blinking But still you don't see I don't need another savior You're nothing new to me Another fallen angel, another hero taken Grab a corner and carry the weight Love the name and forgive the crime Curse the sky and seethe w...