Monster (2003) Edit

A day off?

A person like that... no Mdm

About 2 blocks up Yeah yeah yeah

After my daddy killed himself, we were out on the streets

Al runs a tab all the time you know...

All I could think about was that for the rest of your fucking life

All I need is love and to believe in yourself

All I wanted was a beer

All I'm fucking trying to do is survive, you know

All kind of things, you know, whatever they want

All that looks great, It must be wonderful, but...

Alrite

Alrite man, 30, straight up

Alrite... you just give me a sec

And almost kill ourselves...

And even more than that, the easy life with this...

And for what?

And I always secretly looking for who is gonna discover me?

And I believe in something

And I believed in her

And I decided to come down here and try to figure somethings out

And I gotta go

And I guess you can call me a real romantic

And I know how people fucking think out there and fuck it's gotta be that way

And I know how you were raised alrite

And I never let you down, alrite

And I thought for sure, it could be like that

And I was getting pretty sure that, I wasn't gonna love a man again

And I'll tell them that, ok

And I'm not gonna feel bad about it anymore

And I'm sure my wife wouldn't mind a bit

And I've done everything in the whole wide world

And kind and that it should make sense, you know?

And letting those fucking bastard going out there raping somebody else isn't either

And making your mark on the world

And may you rot in hell...

And my head dreaming like that

And my new world

And no one could imagine the will power it took to what we do

And now you would like to be... a lawyer

And some very handsome young gentlemen, I understand

And someday all you gonna want is a roof over your head even if you do have to sleep with a man to get it

And thanks for the drinks

And that was it

And that's my dad... fucking beats me up for it

And that's what I mean

And that's your choice

And the only reason I did it was a five dollar bill

And there she was

And they hate me and all that

And they pay for it, you can see all these miserable straight people...

And they sure as hell wouldn't ever get fucking circumstances

And they're are all embarrassed..

And this was exactly the kind of thing I wanted to learn...

And to believe in yourself

And we see you choosing, this life.. this gay life

And what's a day off for a whore, you go to church or something?

And you all, you are just bunch of scum, that's what you are

And you never know that I fucking meant to be there

And you should know that I've worked with people all my life

And you'll never gonna understand it, alrite?

Anyone sitting here?

Are you alrite?

Are you awake now?

Are you in some kind of...

Are you ok?

Are you ok?

Are you ok?

Basically I sucked him off for free

Basically, you've no experience, no college degree...

Beautiful and rich, like the women on TV

Because I fucking killed someone, alrite?

Because I truly believe that one day... they'll come true

Because I'm fucking borrow a car from my friend...

Because I'm so hard up

Because the best you're gonna get is factory work

Because we felt exactly the samething you do rite now!

Because you thought I was stupid, enough to support you?

Because, because I don't know if they're, you know...

Blacks or whoever you wanna call them, Selby

But 1 day they'll all see

But back then, I believed it whole heartily

But even if they couldn't take me all the way... like Marilyn

But I can't

But I did, and they don't miss out

But I guess it was better to hear flat out lying then to know the truth at thirteen

But I just thought that you can tell my family

But I knew they didn't have any money, you know

But I know what I am doing

But I know yours

But I will though, man

But I'm kind of broke, rite now

But It doesn't bother me at all

But it's also strange, how things can be so different than you think

But it's cool now

But it's over for me now

But Leen, you can take care of me rite? cause...

But Leen... they went up to see my parents

But my dad had to pay my medical bills

But she's gonna come back, ok

But that's a doctor... you gotta get a degree for that

But that's not the way the world works, Selby

But the day I met Selby I'd spent most of the afternoon sitting in the rain, about to kill myself

But the thing no one ever realised about me...

But then there's 1 nite, we're at this party and this guy comes in and he's like...

But they can't...

But when it's gone so am I

But you know, I'm gonna be hanging out at the Moon Nite, around 5

But, I'm...

But... don't worry about that, Sel

By the time I met you all...

Call me daddy, while I fuck you

Can I ask you a question?

Can I buy you that drink?

Can I just give it to you straight

Can I tell you something?

Can I touch your face?

Can you help me out?

Cat got your fucking tongue huh?

Cause I can't

Cause I gotta call her

Cause I just got out, it's my day off

Cause I love that about your, Sel

Cause I love you

Cause I love you, and I never wanted to lose you that's all

Cause I needed to, alrite?

Cause I remember I just put the baby up for adoption

Cause I told you I promised my dad

Cause I wanna take your car

Cause I'll be gone

Cause I'm freaking out... they know Leen

Cause I'm out there, every fucking day living it

Cause she left, Tom

Cause they've no idea what I can discipline myself to

Cause this guy who played drum for certain workmen...

Cause you're using me No! I just...

Cheers

Cheers Cheers

Cheers!

Climb over

Climb over

Come in here

Come on are you ready?

Come on baby

Come on here we go!

Come on man, let's see you

Come on, man, shit, alrite

Come on, the money is rite there

Come on, you gonna stay awake now?

Come on, you wanna suck it for me

Come out here with strange gals, do dirty things with them

Cos I fucking love animals, you know

Cos I knew I was coming home to you

Cos there was a fucking cockroach in mine, size like this

Cos we're in love

Daddy, see?

Did you check your stuff, because she might have stole something

Do you wanna die?

Do you wanna die?

Do you wanna fucking die?

Do you wanna stay with me?

Don't fight the world, honey

Don't think I don't see it, man

Don't you remember me?

Don't you wanna come to bed?

Donna, I'm sorry, I just came and get some stuff

Everything happens for a reason

Everything you ever wanted

Exactly... I'll get a job

Faith can move mountains

Fine, but what are you gonna do about work?

Fine, fine, then I'll walk

Flick his chair over, flick his shit around all that jazz

For me? For me all I had left was love

For politics, for religion, and they're heros...

For sure he said something that stuck rite in my real mind

For when there's life, there's hope

From when we crashed the car

Fuck it

Fuck it, man, I got shit line up, you know

Fuck them, who need them?

Fuck this phoney shit, told him to fuck himself, kiss my fucking sweet ass

Fuck you Leslie!

Fuck, man, circumstance that's exactly it, that's exactly it

Fuck, man!

Fuck! I'm out of here

Fucker, tried to fucking trick me, while he's got a fucking gun in there

Fucking a monkey can do that shit, man, fuck!

Fucking cop, the guy I wasn't even gonna do it...

Fucking lazy bastard, it's no big deal, man

Fucking office job rite? fucking retard sitting on the phone...

Fucking office job, who the fuck wants a job like that

Fun world in Orlando, this one over here said:

Get down

Get out of the car

Get out! get the fuck out!

Get the fuck in here!

Get the fuck out of here

Get the fuck out of here!

Get up!

Give me a beer whatever cheapest

Give me a week, I'm gonna go later I'll buy you fucking ticket

Go

Go clean... straighten up, you know, fuck it, man, I'll get a career

Go get me 2 more

Go straight and questions and all, so...

God Donna! Donna sorry, just a sec!

Goodnite Goodnite

Got all fucked up!

Got beer? fucking man, I think we should just go

Ham don't do it for me Thanks, man

Hang on a sec

Hang on gal

Hang on, hang on, let me finish my drink

Hang the fuck on!

He just probably doesn't know it

He's fucking dead, let's go, now!

Hello?

Hey are you alrite?

Hey are you alrite?

Hey lady love, need a ride?

Hey man, don't go too far

Hey remember me?

Hey Selby, check it out

Hey thanks for letting me crash

Hey Todd, do we even have any factory work?

Hey where did you get the car?

Hey you wanna ride the Ferris Wheel?

Hey, mind if I angle in on those nuts?

Hey, there're my friends

Hey, this is my only friend, Tom

Hey, whatever, man

His friend keeps raping me for years

Hold on, hold on

Holy shit girl, you just made my day

Honey, Al says I can't give you any tab

Honey, I think she was a straight person

Honey!

Hooking... I quit hooking

Hope...

Hoping that you'll never have to know

House, car... you know, how about that

How about him?

How about that?

How about that? Really?

How about the yard over there?

How am I supposed to do that?

How are you doing? Great

How could you?

How did you get them huh?

How do you know what they want?

How is your arm?

How long do you have to stay on?

How to follow in the footsteps of...

How?

However the evidence does suggest that...

I always said I'll take you to the bus, I'll take it, you know

I always wanna have a house on the beach, you know

I always wanted to be in the movies

I busted you not eight months ago for tricking up on 95

I can't

I can't believe you are here

I can't dad

I can't get one rite now, ok, Sel

I can't Leen, my picture's on the paper

I can't take the fucking car, it was a cop car

I can't, I can't do this here

I could train myself into anything

I didn't mean... you know you don't have to do anything

I didn't wanna die, thinking that maybe

I didn't want wreck the fucking car in public but we did you know, we did

I do it all the time

I do, so if you wanna keep your eyes shut to the whole world...

I don't care

I don't care about that

I don't even know her name, because of course she doesn't have a resume...

I don't even mind

I don't even write it down, you know

I don't have any experience, per se...

I don't know

I don't know what are you talking about, Leen

I don't know why you did this

I don't know, how about say 10 bucks?

I don't know...

I don't know... if I can forgive myself for...

I don't like it rough

I don't like men anymore, really

I don't mean to sound harsh, but frankly this is a little insulting

I don't need a ride

I don't need a ride, man

I don't think your father will either

I don't wanna hear this

I don't wanna hold you up!

I figure you guys would be here

I found a roomate and...

I fucking hate them

I gonna go and wash up ok

I got a car, Sel

I got a man really beaten me up, ok

I got a pressure cleaning business

I got everything going for me

I got in a fight

I got it on fucking control, man

I got it. I got it

I got my own money

I got you now

I gotta go

I gotta stay here by the phone for my girl

I gotta talk to her

I guess, I don't know, not really, you know!

I had a talk with Trevor, and I really don't appreciate what he told me

I heard that Marilyn Monroe was discovered in a soda shop

I just borrowed it

I just came by to pick up some stuff, I'm not even staying at Donna's anymore

I just haven't been feeling too good lately, you know

I just like to settle first, you know

I just took off never went back

I just trying to have one decent night out, you know..

I just wanna leave, Leen

I just wanna talk to you

I just want a normal happy life

I know Yeah

I know baby, I know

I know exactly

I know how to work the roledex

I know I did... I did the fuck up!

I know what it is

I know what you do for living

I know you didn't dial it up on a god dammed telephone

I know you think you're all romantic about that girl

I know, I've gotcha, come on

I know...

I like to have $25 straight up

I like you

I love them and I hate them

I love you

I love you with all my heart, my soul, my mind

I loved her...

I mean that's just some mistaken identity or something, you know

I mean, you come back here and we go far far away

I met a friend Really? good for you

I must've been around 13 years old

I need to get this taken off and I'm gonna get a job

I need to sit down

I never wanted you in this shit to begin with

I once heard this thing that always stuck with me

I quit

I rather not talk on the phone here, you know...

I remember I was just a kid in before age club...

I said God, I gotta spend this 5 bucks

I shot him, alrite... I fucking shot him

I take you to a fucking doctor, ok

I think he was retired or something but still, man...

I think now I would like to have what everybody else has worked their entire life for...

I thought that if I bought you some beer maybe you'll talk to me

I thought you didn't like gals

I thought you said it wasn't that bad

I thought you wanted a job like that

I thought you were in a rush

I threw up all over myself before it even made 1 fulI turn

I try, what you like to fuck your kids?

I wanna clean you up

I wanna go out I wanna meet people

I wanna hang out with people without you fucking scaring them off

I wanted to go back before it was just... so shit scared of getting caught

I was flexible, I mean everybody gotta have faith in something

I was getting lost there for a while...

I was goona use it to take you out tonite, but...

I was having a hook anyway...

I was out

I was out, we needed stuff

I was ****d and beat to fuck and was gonna get killed

I was real excited, cause he was the 1st real celebrity I've seen...

I was thinking maybe like a veterinarian, you know

I was thinking...

I wasn't trying to fuck you!

I'll be feeling great

I'll buy it if you want

I'll call you daddy

I'll have a pitcher, whatever she's having

I'll see you tomorrow

I'll take you there myself, just give me a week

I'm a hooker

I'm a real... I mean I'm a real hard worker

I'm fine with him

I'm gonna call an ambulance

I'm gonna go any place that I want to

I'm gonna lick it up like a dog

I'm good

I'm just cleaning this fucking pigstly we're leaving in that's all

I'm just getting some stuff

I'm just messing with you

I'm just trying to make some money

I'm kind of starving here

I'm never gonna see you again

I'm not a hooker, see, I don't fuck, man

I'm not doing anything

I'm not doing it, but I feel sorry for you

I'm not even staying here anymore

I'm not gonna fuck you for fucking beer ok

I'm out there trying my best, ok?

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry about that

I'm sorry, I called you dumb dyke

I'm sorry, I let you fucking down alrite

I'm sorry, I'm just trying to talk to you here...

I'm sorry, I'm supposed to be ready for church

I'm talking about when we crashed the red car

I'm trying to clean my life up here, you know...

I've been thinking about that

I've bet nobody fucking ever talked to him like that in his whole life

I've never done this before, but I have...

I've spent all our money

If she's in here, I want you to get her out rite now!

If that do in the laundry shop...

If you need some help, I'll do what I can to get you back with your kids

If you want a ride you better come on

If you've got something for me in this life, you better bring it on

In a minute

In a motel room

In my life, it has always been the harmless stuff that hurt the most

In that fucking car?

Infact most of them have specialised in law

Is that everything?

It doesn't work that way

It don't even matter

It got some fucking tracking device in there

It looks weird

It made me happy to think that all these people...

It must have been a really long fight

It said you were looking for a secretary

It was all you need in life... is love

It was nice

It was only me

It wasn't my fault

It's almost over, look at this

It's alrite

It's cool

It's fucking celebration time

It's getting late

It's not a fucking big deal

It's not what you think it is, alrite

It's ok, it's ok you know

It's out What, what's out?

It's pretty fine, but.. man, someday I'm gonna take you to some...

It's real hard to get help around here, you know

It's usually a lot easier than you think

Jesus Christ, you'll think nobody ever talked dirty to you before

Jesus, hookers nowadays huh

John, yes she's back

Just a little more, and a car we're out of here

Just drive the car

Just hang on a sec, babe, I gotta wash up here, ok?

Just like that

Just some friends my parents and I are staying with

Just stay rite... just stay rite there

Just stop it

Just talk to someone before I've to go back to my parents closet

Just where you can take me, I'm trying to get to a phone

Keep it down

Keys? Yeah

Leen what difference does it make?

Leen, this isn't funny

Leen, you know what I'm talking about

Leen... this isn't my plan this is your deal, ok

Let me have that

Let's go, I got some change in my car

Let's go, Selby, now! No! no! I wanna drive

Life is funny... it's hard

Like a diamond in the rough

Like to fuck in the back?

Listen to me,

Listen, honey, you cannot bring people like that here, what if Charles had seen her?

Listen, they can't barely see you out there

Look there ain't othing that we can't fix

Look, I'm not gay alright?

Look, man, I'm not a fucking novice shampoo gal here, ok

Lots of people have bad lives, and they still choose to move towards the light...

Love would always run away

Madam our services are for patrons only

Madam, I'm afraid I've to ask you to come with me

Man, just get rite here

Man, what the fuck are you doing?

Man, you know what I'm going to give you the $5...

Maybe he'll be able to save my soul and all that

Maybe I can come back

Maybe I can help you out

Maybe I can help you out, you know?

Maybe I'll swing by

Maybe we can go somewhere

Maybe you can... help me?

Maybe you could love me

Maybe you wanna slap me round a little bit huh?

Maybe... maybe we could go somewhere

Me neither

Most of our secretaries have college degree

My brothers and sisters, screwed me royal

My car is over there

My dad's friend... some friend

My daughter is having a baby Shut the fuck up!

My friend, Thomas, saw me on my way home, he let us borrow it to move

My last john, alrite, I fucking killed my last john

My name is Selby

My son's room is empty if you want it

My truck broke down, I'm a...

Never give you a chance because they think you took the easy way out

Nice idea, it doesn't exactly work out that way

No

No

No Selby, you take that alrite

No man, actually it's a real good job...

No man, I just wanted to see you

No need, you fucking asshole, you piece of shit

No problem

No resume, no work history what so ever in fact

No way

No, Good lord Fucking man

No, honey, you are gonna talk to your father

No, honey, you are gonna talk to your father

No, I don't wanna go

No, I don't wanna hear that, Leen

No, I just want a little privacy, you know, I don't wanna get busted

No, I understand that if you can't get a work

No, I wanna fuck

No, I'm not, no

No, it's alrite

No, it's me I fell out of bed

No, just pulI the car over

No, madam... no

No, man, it's not part of the fucking deal

No, no, Leen there was 1 man

No, no, no,come on, come with me

No, now I gotta take the fucking car back

No, see... I'm sorry, but when I read the ad...

No, Selby

No, Selby, I wouldn't do that, you know, I would never do that ok

No, Selby... no Sel

No, she is... real nice, you know

No, that was nice

No, this isn't a choice I'm not choosing anything

No, you 1st

No, you can't come back

No, you can't get away from your shit forever

No, you don't know my life, Selby!

No! Selby!

No! no! Selby, that's not the reason

No. Toby, 2 more

No.. no... there are a lot of shit I can't do anymore

No... I checked it, she didn't take anything

No... No Problem.

No... no... not changing your mind on me

Nope

Not a fucking thing

Not in my fucking friend's car, you are not!

Not now

Not one fucking thing

Not when there's a fucking gun in it

Not you, Tom, not fucking you, Tom

Nothing, just some change

Nothing! when I told you that I'm starving

Now I'm so sorry I didn't hire you before. Leslie could you please escort miss...

Now listen to me, they are not coming

Now that the bar's closed

Now would be a good time, don't you think huh?

Now, you know me Sel, now you fucking know me alrite

Oh come on

Oh come on don't let me down now

Oh come on, I'll give you 10 more dollars, come on

Oh God I'm sorry

Oh God, my wife... my wife

Oh I can't do that

Oh I don't have any money

Oh man you see that little fucker over there?

Oh man, am I glad to hear that

Oh man, I'm talking about the cash, alrite

Oh man, it's good to hear your voice

Oh man, take the pants off

Oh My God Selby! We thought you were dead

Oh my god, are you serious?

Oh my god, they're coming for us

Oh no...

Oh yeah, me and you are gonna hit the floor rite now

Oh yes this is... this is big

Oh, are you sure?

Oh, he's gay

Oh, man I love this song

Oh, man that's all my cast

Oh, man, a real place? an apartment?

Oh.. it is, you know, but, not always, it's not the point

Ok

Ok Alrite

Ok There you go

Ok honey I talked to your father and guess what?

Ok sorry

Ok, car's over here, come here, this way

Ok, great, that's great, see?

Ok, hang on, hang on

Ok, I don't wanna sit here alone all the time,

Ok, if you need something you let me know, ok

Ok, well you need to learn how to type...

Ok? any time I want

Ok.. ok.. I'm an adult now, I'm gonna stay...

Or Charlie bound to blow her head off

Or maybe just beautiful...

Otherwise we all be hookers and druggies...

People kill each other everyday

People like me and you go down every fucking... day

People like pay to be with you, it's wild!

Perhaps that's the act prostitution?

Please

Please drop the fucking blade

Please!

President of the US

PulI the car over I'm sorry

Quater 6

Real good friend of my dad's, you know

Real top places in the Keys, like some real classy joints

Really?

Right

Scream, let me fucking hear it! let me fucking hear it!

Screaming out, I'm a whore, and they were so embarrassed...

See you can do this

See you later Ok

See, I told you... no problem rite?

See, these here are my kids

Sel?

Selby, I didn't do anything

Selby?

Selby? Hi

Selby? Jeses Christ, what're you doing

Selby... what are you talking about?

Self employed, just like you said, your plan

Sentence a ****d women to death

Serious I can't skate

Set up this beautiful gigantic red and yellow ferris wheel. It lit up to nite sky

Shame... all I want is a beer

She fucked so and so

She's here

She's just a friend I made

She's just some old street hooker, she's just using you

She's not even... gay

Shit I know

Shit I'm sorry

Shit me either

Shit, I bet you get real rough back there huh?

Shit, I don't fucking trust you

Shit, I know, you know what I always wanted to be?

Shit!

Sketches of us

Slamped me out of the fucking door, just like that, man

So are you really a steam cleaner?

So everything is working out, and we are real happy

So gal I'll buy you a house on the beach, how about that?

So how about we make it quick I suck you 20 huh?

So I always made sure they had new cloths, cigarettes, and stuff like that

So I go to my dad, tell him what's going on...

So I killed him

So I listen real hard to any advice he had

So I made a deal

So I made a deal with him, that I would go back

So I popped him sure enough he's a fucking cop

So I started growing up real young...

So I was gonna do it

So I'm gonna do a broil

So I'm just getting out of the rain

So I'm just trying to make a couples of extra bucks, you know what i'm saying?

So I'm real good with people and...

So I'm sure he can save your soul a week from now, rite?

So if they'll gonna call the cops, they would've done it by now!

So if you want, come with me

So just talk about us, you know?

So just trying to make... some cash somehow, you know

So my car broke down

So ok?

So really like to get real rough?

So really tried to piss me off that if I killed myself without spending it

So see you around ok

So that you can go on thinking that people are good

So they... you know they threw me out of the snow

So we don't hit anyone

So what are you doing here then?

So what it is like, a gay place or what?

So what they complained about?

So what? You think I can't get you a house on the beach?

So what's your deal, man?

So when are you leaving?

So whenever I was down, I would just escape into my mind

So where are you headed?

So where's your friends?

So you came

So you can understand

So you just have to go and get us another car...

So you'll gonna get in tomorrow alrite?

So you're choosing to go this way

So, don't feel bad, it's life, Sel

So, lots of people have guns

So, you back down here huh?

So, you're leaving?

So... just chill out here, ok?

So... you married rite? you don't get that fucking shit

Some good shit here!

Sometime, I feel like everybody just think I'm just a fat shitty fucking person

Sooner or later, it's gonna catch up with you

Sorry it was me I fell out of bed

Sounds like you're at fun world

Stop rite here

Stop wasting your fucking time!

Stop what?

Stop... the car

Stud always is

Stupid mother fucker

Sure

Sure enough, when I finally got my chance I got so scared and nauseous...

Sure you do, sure you fucking do!

Take your fucking job and fucking shove it!

Take your pants off

Taking the hitch and still getting back up

Talk to your dad

Thank you Judge

Thank you.

Thanks

Thanks for the ride, man Sure

Thanks, man

That people could forgive you for something like this, you know?

That you wouldn't even have to fuck me to get it

That's because I was... That's not even matter gonna matter

That's enough to rent a hotel for whole week

That's good, I'm proud of you

That's how people are, Selby

That's how people are, Selby

That's my fucking business, ok, that's what?

That's ok

That's ok

That's really sad

That's rite, working rite with your dad

That's Trevor, That's the son of the people I'm staying with

That's where you lended, that's what you've had to do

The bar is closed

The car was good

The car's still rolling, you can't get out

The difference?

The keys in the car, that's my wallet

The least you can do is hear me out

The money I gave you

The murderers had their current stirring some face of the Central Act

The point is, people make bad choices

The truth is, I'm... I'm a hooker

Then he has a fucking gun in his car...