Keep Breathing (2022) - Season 1 Edit

A compass.

A course of a river that turns, moves on, doubles back,

A few more days alone out here…

A living breathing part of it.

A tourniquet.

Aah!

About the postcards?

About working with mixed media.

According to my hours, basically. Yeah.

After, I mean after you knew.

Again.

Ah, fuck! Fuck! Fuck, fuck.

All good?

All good.

All right. Yeah, I think you're nice.

All the love,

All the pain.

All those times when I asked you where Mom was

Allow all thoughts to fall away.

Also, your potatoes were like growing other potatoes.

Although I guess, technically, we're not at work.

Although, I guess, technically, we're not at work.

Always have been.

Am I like her?

Am I ready for this?

And and I I think you like me, so what's the problem?

And about 8,000 cameras,

And as you move through it,

And being forgotten.

And comes full circle, forever arriving. Octavio Paz

And construct a timeline,

And food is actually quite high in a man's desire to eat.

And get in the car and drive for too long,

And he's still at the office doing everything he can

And I don't need it.

And I think your client would agree with me.

And I… I didn't want to miss it.

And if there's an order to any of this,

And if you don't take time to play catch with me right now,

And if you keep interrupting it, it's not going to be good for me.

And it looks like my plane is stuck somewhere and

And it'll be chaos after we're gone.

And let's just say that staying lost might be preferable.

And look at you.

And really, you should only be drinking filtered water from now on.

And see where it takes you.

And she seems to have zero interest in doing so.

And she talks to herself.

And she would always be right.

And since you don't seem to take it, I thought I'd bring it to you.

And smooth it out.

And tell him to stay the fuck out of my snack drawer.

And that I'm sorry.

And that's on him.

And then here, what you're going to do is fold this part,

And then we'd all go back home again.

And then we'd get there.

And then we're gonna drop it into the water.

And this isn't about…

And tired.

And to text me if anything changes.

And travel in the direction that you're already flying.

And we waited.

And what about you?

And what makes you think you can find your way back

And when he's awake…

And when the money ran out, I decided to go to law school.

And yet I am. How great am I, huh?

And you can't find your way out of a wet paper bag,

And you don't have to rush out. Just lock the door when you're done.

And you gave her enough.

And you know why?

And you said you didn't know.

And you're just as dead as I am.

And… and don't tell me to have fun.

Any motherly advice?

Anyway, it's not my call.

Are you familiar with the song "Cat's in the Cradle"?

Are you kidding me?

Are you lost?

Are you okay?

Are you ready? Are you nervous?

Are you sneaking out on me?

Are you sure you're all right? You…

As a joke for my father on their first date.

As long as you're eating properly, staying hydrated, you can exercise.

Ask your father.

At the very least, you should consider restaging it.

Backpacked through Europe for a while.

Bad luck, I guess.

Be good.

Because I don't give up!

Because I like fighting.

Because of you, I've spent my whole life in fucking armor,

Because you're like answers.

Been looking all over for you.

Beg your pardon, Your Honor?

Besides, I've known you, what? Almost a year now?

Better than you can find your way forward?

Bigger!

Bit of a gray area.

Both of us complaining the whole time.

But don't forget.

But first, we got to clear all of this out.

But first, you need to get to that plane.

But he kept it.

But he thinks he is, which is why we're here.

But I didn't.

But I forced myself to do it anyway, and I am really glad that I did.

But I'm going to find out.

But if you don't take this time with him…

But it was the only way I knew how to take care of you anymore.

But it will.

But it's helpful to try to minimize stress during your pregnancy.

But most of you has nothing to do with her.

But right now take this…

But she wanted you to know.

But the world's not interested in what you want.

But unfortunately, because of the baby, we can't really put you on anything.

But we're not paid to make mistakes.

But what if you go somewhere?

But, is there any way you guys could take me with you?

But, then, you've always been a little impulsive.

Buy an RV, see the world.

Buyers don't like being confronted with the previous owner's history.

Bye, Mom.

Bye, Sam.

Can we just…

Can we not do this today?

Can you get me on a plane or not?

Can't imagine where you got that from. [scoffs]

Careful, it's hot.

Caribou run this late? I thought that was a spring thing.

Cars!

Cars.

Cocktail, New York Times?

Come back here, querida!

Come on, Burning Man.

Come on, fishy. [sighs]

Come on, kick a can whenever you can.

Come on, one drink. This is my happy place.

Come on! You got to get up.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on. I'm at the bar. Come on.

Come on. It's you and me, kid.

Come out tonight.

Come… [sighs]

Compared to what?

Cookie dough, alcohol, pre stuffed poultry,

Cool.

Copier's broken, sorry.

Could've told me.

Crazy for who? You don't even know us.

Dad?

Damn it.

Dance with the devil a few years, then cash out while I still have a soul.

Dancing. Dancing!

Danny, I want you running point

Day?

Deli meats, unwashed fruits or vegetables, smoked seafood, shellfish.

Determined.

Did I do something?

Did you hear what I just said?

Did you need something?

Did you really think you were going to find her?

Did you say you're going to Inuvik?

Dispelling any weirdness after the other night.

Do I just aim at the bullseye?

Do peanuts qualify?

Do what you want, Liv.

Do you have other thoughts? How's my tracking?

Do you hear me?

Do you know where your mother is?

Do you think I'm like her?

Do you think it's a town?

Do you think she misses us?

Does the lady prefer red or white flowers for her corsage?

Doesn't mean they can't find you.

Don't eat too much, summer solstice is here.

Don't leave me down here by myself!

Don't overthink it.

Don't push it.

Drinking it in.

Dying out here.

Each. I'll give you each a thousand dollars.

Easy.

Eleven minutes.

Ensure you're resting in a comfortable position.

Even when the answer was right in front of you.

Ever since you were a little girl.

Everything the long way around.

Everything's in the email I sent. I know it's a lot.

Excuse me! Sorry. Hi.

Feel the landscape moving through you,

Feel yourself alone in this place.

Figure it's good luck.

Find them and you can get help.

Fine.

Fine. They've got him on something.

Flotation devices, something?

Focus around you.

Focus on tensing and relaxing each part of your body.

Food. They make all different kinds.

For good luck.

Fresh juice, raw fish or sushi,

Fuck fun.

Fuck off!

Fuck off!

Fuck off! Get away!

Fuck off! Go!

Fuck you, fish! Fuck you!

Fuck you.

Fuck, yeah.

Fuck, yeah.

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck! Ah!

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fucking magnet.

George just doesn't trust anything without a rotary dial.

George knows what he's doing.

George logged a flight plan.

George!

Get out! Get the fuck out!

Get out.

Get out.

Get the fuck out.

Getting lunch with fellow associates.

Go away!

Go away!

Go away!

Go away! Fuck off!

Go away.

Go back to bed. It's early.

Go do something meaningful or meaningless.

Good to know about the drawer though.

Good, right?

Guess what I found at the store

Guided meditation, breathing exercises.

Guys, we got to get out of here! I mean, this thing's gonna sink!

Having fun!

He just came over with the merger.

He was making a first year do his work for him.

He was only trying to survive.

He's a great lawyer, of course, I do.

He's asleep most of the time.

He's at work.

Hello?

Hello?

Hello.

Hello.

Help!

Help!

Help!

Her grandparents are gone. My brothers are in Columbia.

Here we go.

Hey, are you almost done? We need you in here.

Hey, do you know where everyone is?

Hey, Sam!

Hey, Sam.

Hey, you got to go somewhere to come back, right?

Hey, you want a drink?

Hey!

Hey!

Hey!

Hey!

Hey!

Hey! Hey!

Hey! Stop!

Hey! Stop!

Hey! Wait!

Hey! What is it, like, take your kid to work day or something?

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey. Hey, Sam, wake up.

Hi, sunflower.

Hi, you've reached Liv Rivera.

Hi.

Hold your breath.

Holly shit!

Hopefully, the client still shows.

How come no family ever comes to visit us?

How do you eat an elephant?

How do you eat an elephant?

How far along are you?

How far have you gotten?

How much longer are we expected to wait, Miss Rivera?

How the fuck would you know that?

How the fuck would you know what kind of mother I'm gonna be?

How would you know that?

How's it coming?

How's the motion coming?

How's your dad doing?

How's your dad?

I almost died in a plane crash.

I am a painter. I am a person!

I am all that you have got.

I am going to dance on the bar the day that thing dies.

I am… nothing like you.

I brought you something else.

I can do it better than you.

I can do that on my own.

I can feel her here, in all of this.

I can find my way home. I've done it before.

I can't do it.

I can't get out.

I can't read this.

I can't return your call right now.

I can't stay long.

I conducted an investigation

I didn't know how to be around him either.

I didn't know if you prefer falafel or shawarma, so I got us one of each.

I didn't know.

I don't believe in lying to the people you love.

I don't even like you.

I don't even want to be your friend.

I don't have time to go out every night.

I don't have to leave, you do.

I don't know how it snuck up on us.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know. Because I am a human person who works an 80 hour workweek.

I don't trust it.

I don't want to talk about it anymore.

I eat.

I felt lost when I left you,

I find a lot of my patients benefit from relaxation techniques,

I got some for me, too.

I got to boil it.

I had to work at it.

I have a sickness. I didn't choose to be this way.

I have to file this motion by

I have to get to Inuvik today.

I have to go, Dad.

I have to go.

I have to know.

I have to see her.

I have to work.

I hear you're a shark.

I hope she found it.

I just don't know what service is gonna be like.

I just don't think it's that big a deal. Mistakes happen, and we'll fix it up.

I just don't want any surprises. I'll try to check in when I can.

I just go where they tell me.

I just have to go out of town for a couple of days.

I just want to sit on your plane

I just want to sit on your plane.

I just, I really need to focus right now and I can't…

I just, I really need to get to Inuvik today.

I just, I… I have this, uh, rhythm.

I know that it's scary.

I know that motion needs a ton of work.

I know you think I abandoned you.

I like you. A lot.

I love you.

I love you.

I mean, I don't know! I'm kind of busy right now.

I mean, what's to know?

I might not be around later when you're retired.

I might not be standing here to pay you your commission.

I missed you.

I need you to stop or we'll both drown, okay?

I need you?

I needed you then. Not now.

I never made much time for it.

I promise I won't try to hold your hand or anything.

I promise.

I promise.

I really think you should take some time off.

I saved all of us.

I saved you.

I see him every morning and at night.

I should be a stunt driver, right?

I stole it from the bar last night.

I think I just got tricked.

I think I'll stay for a while.

I think I'm good.

I think I'm lost.

I think it's red. It's red.

I think it's time for him to start letting go.

I think they may be liable for

I think you forgot this.

I think you, me or Danny should be writing first drafts from now on.

I think you'd be a good mom, too.

I think you're too nice.

I thought you'd left.

I thought…

I understand you're feeling a lot of pain.

I was always more of a…

I was basically sick my whole first pregnancy.

I will have something.

I wonder if I would have been ready…

I would have listened.

I…

I… have to go, I'm late.

I… I… I want to get something to eat.

I'd like to see it before the meeting.

I'll be right back.

I'll be sitting in a camouflage tent with a thermos full of coffee

I'll buy him the bread with the seeds he likes, he needs cumin.

I'll get you tomorrow.

I'll give you a thousand dollars.

I'll just take this. Right.

I'll make some at home.

I'll text you the address.

I'm a lawyer. That's not a thing.

I'm a photographer for National Geographic.

I'm a securities litigator.

I'm around.

I'm done.

I'm fine.

I'm fine. I… I'll be right there. I just…

I'm going back to the lake to get the watch.

I'm going North.

I'm going to take you home, huh?

I'm gonna take a nap.

I'm good.

I'm here now.

I'm here.

I'm hungry.

I'm just gonna go try and get higher to see if I can get service, okay?

I'm late. I have to go.

I'm not a photographer.

I'm not changing it.

I'm not going anywhere, Liv.

I'm not going home until we finish our dance.

I'm not saying that.

I'm not the one who left.

I'm right here, okay?

I'm right here!

I'm right here.

I'm right here.

I'm right here.

I'm right here.

I'm right here.

I'm shooting the caribou run.

I'm sorry I yelled at you earlier.

I'm sorry, miss, but I can't help you today.

I'm sorry, Sam.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. Good luck.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to

I'm still here. I promise.

I'm ten years sober.

I'm thirsty.

I'm where fun goes to die. That's on you, by the way.

I'm…

I'm… I'm sorry.

I'm… I'm trying to meet someone before they leave again.

I've been doing in entire my life.

I've just never known you to take time off

I've never once seen you eating one of those snacks.

I've never played before.

If he wants someone to hold his hand, join a support group.

If I could find her…

If I could look her in the eyes.

If that piece of history didn't exist…

If you don't get lost.

If you don't show up, I'm coming to find you.

If you ever want to talk to someone, I'm a good listener.

If you like spending your money.

If you're ever lost, this is how you find your way home.

In addition to being a kick ass lawyer, I'm also a fucking poet.

In my experience,

In my homeroom because someone stole my pencil case.

In this giant corporate machine that doesn't care if we live or die.

In through the nose and out through the mouth.

In your eyes,

In your smile.

Inhale and exhale slowly,

Into the gas can you call your life?

Inuvik until September.

Is anybody out there?

Is everything okay?

Is Ruth trying to set us up?

Is that appropriate?

Is that appropriate?

Is that what you did?

Is that what you want me to do? Huh!

Is that what you're wearing?

Is there a breathing exercise for that?

Is there family that could stay with you, help you out for a while?

Is there something else?

Isn't there like smoother air higher up or something?

It comes from the same word as makhol.

It does, doesn't it?

It ends at 4:00.

It fucking hurts.

It is a big deal.

It looks like wind's pretty bad up in Outer Rapids today.

It means something like forgiveness.

It means, will you accept…

It stopped.

It was always beautiful.

It was just a bad dream.

It was really hard to see him like that.

It's a secret.

It's all I can think about.

It's been chaos since before we got here.

It's called breakfast. Some people are pretty into it.

It's fine to be active. It's good, actually.

It's fucking cold. Holy shit.

It's getting dark. Those clouds are still looking pretty low.

It's good.

It's great, Liv.

It's impossible.

It's in motion.

It's invisible to us.

It's just us.

It's like one of my favorite things.

It's me, Liv.

It's not impossible.

It's not something you prepare for.

It's not your fault.

It's okay to let go.

It's okay to let go.

It's okay to rest.

It's okay, Liv. It's okay.

It's okay.

It's pretty bad.

It's something you give over to.

It's the meds. They make him dizzy.

It's too hard.

It's too late for excuses.

It's… it's gone.

Jesus, Rivera. Were you born this cynical?

Just be with your dad.

Just closed my eyes for a second.

Just for a couple of weeks.

Just go away!

Just keep going.

Just like my dad.

Just some things are out of our control.

Just the trees.

Kick it.

Kick your legs,

Kick your legs!

KISSES, DAD

Langston Hughes gal.

Late summer air, mixtures of hot and cold, makes for a rough ride.

Let go?

Let's circle back on prep strategy once I'm back in the office.

Let's dance.

Lies pile up.

Like this!

Liv, are you listening?

Liv, can I talk to you for a second?

Liv, come on. You got to get up.

Liv, don't think about it.

Liv, it's like a different world here!

Liv!

Liv!

Liv?

Liv?

Liv.

Liv. Liv!

Liv. Liv!

Liv. No. You don't yell at me!

Long as you can do that, you still got a shot.

Look at all those people who came to my show.

Look how much I've been painting.

Look how strong you are now.

Look, I feel for you. We just can't do it.

Look, I know it's going to suck, but it's the job.

Look, I know you just want to help but I didn't ask for it.

Look, I'm small, I have this one bag. I promise I'll be quiet.

Look, it's nice that you're nice,

Look, you don't have to do this.

Look, you guys do Venmo? I can I can send it to you right now.

Looking for a place like this.

Looks like your magnet wore off.

Luckily, I'm very helpful.

Lunch delivery.

Magnet.

Make different choices.

Make it nice and smooth.

Making sure I don't need anything from anyone!

Making sure no one gets close enough to hurt me!

Maybe I should have.

Maybe none.

Maybe that's what she was doing this whole time.

Maybe we could grab dinner tonight?

Maybe you should rest a little while.

Maybe you should tell her.

Mekhila.

Mekhila.

Might help calm your nerves.

Mighty fine.

Miss Rivera, I think it's time you cut your losses here.

Miss Rivera.

Mm hm, it's where I come to forget.

Mm hm.

Mom!

Mom?

Mom?

Mom?

Mom?

Mom.

Mom.

More!

Morning.

Move! Ah!

My blood pressure?

My ears are still ringing, are yours?

My leg is stuck!

My mother is Argentinian.

My phone is dead and I'm stranded in the forest.

My place is…

My usual.

Never mind, it doesn't matter.

Never mind. I'll let you get back to work.

Nice is a liability.

Night, Sam.

No matter how hard you try.

No more, okay?

No one's coming. No one knows we're here.

No one's gonna fault you for calling it a day.

No, but I do consider myself Burning Man adjacent.

No, don't bend this back to me and work. We're talking about you now.

No, I just, I thought I heard a compliment in there

No, I just… I have to go in early to do some stuff.

No, I'm not.

No, it's fine. it's just I'm I'm tired. Took me forever to get in from…

No, my stomach. [groans]

No, nice is not a compliment.

No, pressure.

No, that's not really a thing anymore.

No, they wouldn't. That's not…

No, they're not coming.

No, they're not.

No!

No!

No!

No! Hey!

No! I don't.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No.

No. I won't do that.

No. I'll get back to work.

None of it makes any sense.

Nope, we're not doing that.

Nope. Still here.

North.

North.

Not gonna get you fed, though.

Not just you and your laptop tonight?

Not make this a thing?

Not sure if you care about that but…

Nothing and no one around.

Now get the fuck out of my head. I am done with you.

Now how in the hell did you become a lawyer with a worldview like that?

Now I'm here…

Now when you're done out there, we need you in here with the rest of us.

Now you look just like me.

Now, I know your lungs probably feel like they're still on fire,

Of course, he's not getting fired. What are we, monsters?

Of course, they are.

Of course, you do.

Oh, fuck!

Oh, God. Shit.

Oh, just some guy from work.

Oh, my God, thank you. I'm Liv, by the way.

Oh, my God! Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, no, no, no…

Oh, no. No apology necessary.

Oh, shit!

Oh, shit.

Oh, should I make popcorn for the movie?

Oh, thank God it stopped.

Oh, trust me, I've got that covered.

Oh, yeah? How's that?

Oh, you're going to want to avoid all wild poisonous berries.

Oh.

Okay, can I get the check, please?

Okay, first we're gonna magnetize the needle just like this.

Okay, I think I got it.

Okay, put it through the cork

Okay, tell Sophie to call her and tell her that I'll check in in a couple of hours.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay. It's okay. I got it. I got it.

Okay. Okay, there's got to be one. Fu

Okay. Well, I didn't see you helping.

On what, my weight?

One bar. Just one bar. Stupid trees.

One bite at a time.

One drink.

Or if she is, she's focused on the wrong things.

Or is this whole thing just you throwing another match

Or just…

Or the oxy that came with it.

Or trying to be friends.

Order.

Other than always put yourself first?

Ow!

Ow! [grunts, groans]

Ow! Ah, fuck!

Peaceful.

Perfect.

Piedra del Sol A tree deep rooted yet dancing still,

Plant a garden with flowers, have goats.

Please contact Danny Summerfield

Please tell me you have never been to Burning Man.

Please, come back!

Please, help me.

Please!

Please! Come back!

Please! Please, I'm here!

Please. Don't leave me.

Probably not supposed to eat you anyway!

Put on your seatbelt.

Quiet's not really an option on a Cessna 208.

Raising a kid seems like a weird thing to start on.

Really?

Returning you to yourself.

Right, that happens tonight.

Right.

Right.

Right.

Right. Bit of a gray area.

Rises in the East.

Ruth, I'm fine. I really have to go. Um,

Ruth, what am I gonna do? Sit by his bed?

Sam, how do I make it tighter?

Sam, I'm gonna need your help. Sam?

Sam, it stopped.

Sam, look at me! Stop!

Sam!

Sam?

Sam?