Heartstopper - Season 1 Edit

A bully?

A crush or something, mate.

A lot of gay people are good at sports, Charlie.

A lot of people are expecting us to get together,

A lot of people will see you in a different way,

A triple date?

About me and you.

About our date…

About the date with Imogen thing.

About the tackling, you've really got to commit to it, okay?

About what?

About?

Actually, no, sorry, that was stupid.

Actually, there is kind of someone.

Actually, we're… Me and Nick, we're kind of going out.

Actually, when you think about it, there are 1,200 people at this school,

Actually…

After we'd kissed, like, six times…

After you left and I went back to the group, he…

Ah, yes, you're over there.

Ah! How dare you? I'm a very muscular individual.

Ah. Well, congratulations.

All of this could have been avoided if I just…

All right, I'm not going to make you go because I'm a nice teacher.

All right, ladies!

All right, line up, boys.

All right, mate?

All right, mate?

All right, mate.

All right?

All right. Boys, set up. Set up.

All right. Fine, I was just asking.

All they want to do at lunch is just sit on the field and chuck stuff at people.

All your friends?

Also, "hers are really soft,"

Also, we've been hanging out a lot and…

Am I not being entertaining enough for you?

Am I the first one here?

An even worse fate, if you ask me.

And all our mates were watching and expecting me to say "yes"

And amazing person in the whole world,

And becoming friends with you

And bisexual people exist.

And does it feel good to have told someone?

And expect us all to immediately love him.

And get milkshakes with them before it starts.

And guess what? He did.

And Harry's party probably isn't even that bad.

And he's always had a tendency to believe that him just existing

And he's been acting a little bit flirty sometimes.

And he's friends with a bunch of loud, gross Year 11s

And he's getting into fights because of me.

And he's not even bothered.

And honestly, we feel like we don't need to keep it that quiet anymore.

And I couldn't.

And I don't want to have to sneak around pretending we're platonic BFFs.

And I felt really bad for her and…

And I ignored you.

And I just don't like Nick.

And I just feel like

And I just slyly asked if Nick was going out with anyone

And I just think…

And I just…

And I love liking you.

And I really don't like you.

And I saw you run in PE and you're, like, really fast.

And I tried to tell her we probably shouldn't go out,

And I want you to be able to tell people too.

And I was going to ask if you wanted to come,

And I was such an idiot, I just blurted out "yes"

And I will not tolerate it, so consider this your final warning.

And I'll keep on saying it until you believe me.

And I'm in love with you.

And I'm too busy being the cool, mysterious new girl

And I've had to deal with enough changes in my life lately.

And if you can't give him more than that then…

And if you really want to break up,

And it is a lot to deal with.

And it would be better if I didn't exist.

And it's not that I didn't want to, you know…

And kind.

And like, it's all just banter, isn't it?

And likes being with me.

And now I've got people on my Instagram, like, "Oh, my God, you're a lesbian."

And now Nick's lost all his friends,

And obviously he cares more about Nick's feelings than mine.

And on Monday.

And one day, we shared a kiss, and I didn't feel weird about it.

And people are still asking her if she's dating a guy

And punched him, and… yeah.

And she asked me out and I didn't know how to say no.

And some of the others were being really unfriendly and…

And stay up to watch the Oscars.

And Tara and Darcy want us to go

And that's when I realized, I'm bisexual.

And then her dog died.

And then you realize, there isn't a choice.

And then, um…

And we'll always be able to talk about deep stuff. Like this.

And what about Tao?

And you feel like I'd be better off without you, but…

And you know Tao.

And you probably don't wanna talk to me again,

And you try and run up to me.

And you're scared to change?

And you're sitting there going, "Which one is it? Make a choice."

And you're sure you want to spend a whole hour

And your Year 11 friends are kind of intimidating.

And… and who's nice.

Apart from the whole "having no friends" issue.

Apparently so.

Are they not a girl?

Are they…

Are we even allowed in here?

Are you and Darcy out to your friends, then?

Are you angry at anything in particular?

Are you free on Saturday?

Are you getting more food?

Are you going out with him then?

Are you joking?

Are you literally doing your homework while walking to your lesson?

Are you okay?

Are you okay?

Are you okay?

Are you sure you want to go back to Truham?

Are you sure?

Are you, like…

Are you?

Are you? Serious question.

Aren't I a bit small and weak to be a rugby player?

Aren't you?

As a stereotypical gay boy who can't do sports.

As if anyone could replace

As if anyone would ever want to go out with someone as desperate as you.

As your token straight friend,

Ask Nick Nelson. He's got some serious anger issues.

At Higgs.

At least he knows his place.

At school… is it okay if we, like…

At the milkshake cafe.

Aw, thank you for telling me.

Aw! Are you gay for them? [laughing]

Aw.

Aw. You're getting so angry.

Because he dares to hang out with someone below his popularity status.

Because he loves you a lot.

Because he really cares about your opinion.

Because he's a pathetic little fag.

Because I didn't know how to say "no"

Because I didn't want to upset her when she was already crying about her dog.

Because I knew that he'd get picked on by some of the idiots in your year.

Because I might have a friend who was interested.

Because I'm a very nice and supportive friend.

Because if you haven't signed up for an event…

Because they're not gay.

Because you don't have to.

Because you made a friend and I'm scared of being alone?

Because you're performing.

Becoming friends with you and, you know, everything that's happened.

Before I met Nick, I was sort of

Before we start today's lesson, I've been told to remind you all

Befriending dogs, and you are good at sports.

Being bisexual.

Being out is hard.

Ben?

Ben?

Better?

Both my fault, by the way.

Bubblegum's more interesting. It's more interesting.

Buried inside you

But all of a sudden I started having feelings for guys too.

But are you two, like… dating?

But Charlie wants to tell you himself.

But for some reason, he really likes you, and you're messing with him.

But have you tried putting some space between you?

But he probably wants to be something more

But he's super interested in this girl from the girls' school.

But he's the only one who doesn't know.

But I at least had to say sorry.

But I don't think I like her like that.

But I don't want it to be awkward or weird since you don't really know him.

But I kind of also agreed to go to Charlie's birthday party on the same day.

But I know you don't really know them, so you don't have to.

But I pushed him into a wall and told him to go away.

But I think you're officially part of the inner circle.

But I want to believe in romance. Elle! So there's this girl at Higgs

But I… I'm not sure.

But if he is even slightly mean to you…

But if you're craving human contact that badly, you could just say so.

But is it okay?

But it wasn't like he was the only one saying stuff to me.

But it's always gonna make him feel a little bit crap about himself.

But it's finally time for you to sit back and watch

But it's so cool and brave of you.

But Kieran has an unavoidable dentist appointment.

But like…

But maybe we could, like… go out somewhere.

But murder's fine too.

But she might ban you from watching

But sometimes the loneliness was just as bad.

But that's not something you'd want to lie about.

But then I realized I actually needed to put myself out there or I'd just be alone.

But then when it's just us two he's fine.

But we're not allowed to actually play against other teams without a reserve.

But you didn't have to witness all the months of intense pining

But you don't get to make me feel like crap anymore

But you weren't joking though, were you?

But you're both late for rehearsal. Come on.

But, like, I'm definitely bisexual.

But, miss, I can't run.

But…

But…

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Call me if you need me, okay?

Called it.

Can he even play?

Can I ask you something?

Can I have the ball back?

Can we be a group of three?

Can we promise that no matter what happens

Can you at least try to get to know him?

Can you let me win one time? You've won five or six games.

Can't believe this is the second time we've been locked inside here.

Can't eat that now, can I?

Can't it be 11:00?

Can't we just watch something funny?

Char?

Char…

Charlie does want to tell you.

Charlie seems like a lovely boy. When did you meet him?

Charlie Spring though?

Charlie tried to teach me the drums once and I am absolutely crap.

Charlie won't give up on this straight boy until we know for sure.

Charlie, come on! Your drum kit still isn't set up.

Charlie, I like you but I'm figuring stuff out.

Charlie, look. I'm saying this to you as a friend.

Charlie, you don't have a tissue, do you?

Charlie! How's it going?

Charlie.

Charlie.

Charlie.

Charlie.

Charlie.

Charlie.

Charlie.

Charlie…

Charlie… I wanted to tell you that I'm gay too.

Charlie's a really special friend, isn't he?

Charlie's befriending bullies, and our friendship group is falling apart.

Charlie's changing.

Charlie's leaving you all in the dust!

Charlie's my boyfriend.

Charlie's my friend. I was worried about him joining the rugby team

Charlie's not going to give up on Nick Nelson, is he?

Charlie's putting himself in danger

Chip?

Chuck stuff?

Clearly, I need to be here to get tips on how to be good at rugby.

Come and get it.

Come dance with me!

Come here.

Come on, girls. We're running through it again in a minute.

Come on, I bet you can do it.

Come on, man. For the third time!

Come on, mate. We've got practice.

Come on, Nicholas!

Come on, Nicholas!

Come on, Nick.

Come on, none of us are being homophobic.

Come on, put your foot under.

Come on, this time, Charlie!

Come on, we need to find the basketball machine.

Come on, Year 10!

Come on!

Come on! Harry Greene's fighting a Year 10 by the picnic tables.

Come on! Yes!

Come on.

Come on.

Come on. I want to go find my old locker.

Come on. Let's go, boys. Come on!

Come on. She's just down the corridor.

Come on. Yes! Ooh!

Come out as anything.

Come to join Hamlet House?

Congratulations?

Cool.

Cool. Um…

Couple of months ago. Uh, he's in my form.

Crisp?

Darcy, I announced this weeks ago.

Darcy.

Date on Saturday?

Definitely gay?

Did he ever say anything to you?

Did I forget something?

Did Miss Greenwood tell you to try and make friends with me?

Did something happen?

Did you finish your project?

Did you forget a coat?

Did you hear all of that?

Did you know this too?

Did you want to get lunch together?

Didn't want to do the concert thing anyway.

Didn't you have some childhood romance with her?

Didn't you hear about Harry Green's fight with Nick and Tao?

Die, space aliens!

Disappointing, but… Okay.

Do I even want to know?

Do I?

Do I?

Do Tao and Isaac know?

Do the high jump or something. Ugh.

Do you ever feel like

Do you feel sorry for him 'cause he's gay?

Do you know a girl called Tara Jones?

Do you know Charlie Spring?

Do you like me?

Do you like me?

Do you like Tara?

Do you prefer sweet or salted? Or we could get a mix of both.

Do you really want to?

Do you regret it?

Do you think he has a crush on you?

Do you think he's hot?

Do you want me to do that for you?

Do you want me to go around telling people about me and you?

Do you want to be?

Do you want to come round my house?

Do you want to go out with me?

Do you want to go to Harry's party?

Do you want to join the rugby team?

Do you want to meet up with us for lunch today?

Do you…

Does he even like sports?

Does this mean we're boyfriends?

Doesn't mean I also want to share all my secrets.

Doesn't sound like the safest tactic.

Don't be angry at me for not wanting to come out yet.

Don't be sorry.

Don't believe me. I'm clearly just lying for fun.

Don't die.

Don't feel like you have to come out to anyone before you're ready.

Don't let anyone make you disappear, Charlie.

Don't look at me. I'm not giving you more just so you can lose again.

Don't pretend you have any idea you know what's going on.

Don't say it.

Don't say that. I thought I'd never have to come back to this hell hole.

Don't stop.

Don't tell anyone, okay?

Don't touch me.

Don't worry, I'm a highly qualified hair stylist.

Don't worry, most people here are nice. Just don't do anything Darcy says.

Don't worry.

Don't worry. The right girl will come along, just you wait.

Don't you think I would understand you're figuring out your sexuality?

Don't.

Draw?

Draw.

Elle said they wanted to be supportive.

Elle!

Elle!

Elle! Oh, my goodness.

Elle? Are you looking at Timothée Chamalet's Instagram again?

Even if we were together…

Even they just… stood there.

Even when I was really young.

Every time, every time.

Everyone get into pairs.

Everyone in school already knows I'm gay.

Everyone knows he's gay.

Everything turned out okay.

Everything's awful without you.

Everything's changed.

Everything's going to be okay.

Exactly.

Except, I wouldn't do that because I'm a decent person.

Feels nice to be able to ditch my friends for once.

Fighting back.

Fighting?

Figure this out.

Fine, I see how it is.

Fine, I… I guess I can invite you, Imogen.

Fine, if it'll make you stop talking about it.

Fine, one sec.

Fine.

Fine.

Fit

Fit together.

For a really long time.

For being honest.

For, um…

Friday night.

Friend.

Friendship is more important. If he knew, things would change,

Fun names?

Get off.

Get over the ball.

Get set!

Ginormous heterosexual.

Glad Nick's such a nice… friend.

Go after him, mate. 100%.

Go away.

Go on then. What's your problem with Charlie?

Go on, mate.

Go on.

Go on. Piss off.

Go over the top!

Go!

God, Tori.

God, what's your problem? I'm trying to be nice.

God, yes.

God.

Going out with this other guy.

Going somewhere?

Good game.

Good game.

Good practice, Nicky?

Good.

Got to go.

Great. Thanks.

Groups of three for the passing exercise. Let's go.

Guess I was just in a mood.

Had a good day, Nicky?

Happy birthday.

Happy birthday.

Happy New Year, Truham boys.

Harry just thinks it's fun to pick on people.

Harry picking on me and Charlie.

Harry was being a complete idiot

Harry was saying some really nasty stuff about Charlie.

Harry, don't let the game go soft.

Harry, don't start.

Has anyone seen Tara and Darcy?

Have fun at Nick's.

Have the boys been giving you a hard time?

Have they replaced us?

Have you two been friends for a long time?

He can look after himself.

He can't play rugby, he's got this weird friend who won't leave me alone.

He definitely has something for you, mate.

He doesn't even like people seeing us talk to each other in the corridors.

He doesn't exactly fit in with us, does he?

He doesn't look like a golden retriever.

He has two proper fit girls trying to get with him,

He ignores me sometimes.

He is the star player on the rugby team,

He is.

He is. But, um…

He just used a really bad word.

He knows I'm not ready to come out, but…

He made me feel like I was ruining his life.

He must have thought you were Ben.

He pretends like he doesn't know who I am.

He really can't.

He said he doesn't want to talk to you.

He said that Nick's single,

He should be with his actual friends.

He should have gone on My Super Sweet 16.

He started saying some…

He thinks I'll say something stupid and out Nick to all of Nick's mates.

He told you to stop.

He tried to, like, apologize for what happened,

He was in my maths class last year.

He was really old so, like, we knew it was coming.

He would literally never tell you this,

He's an idiot.

He's been eating lunch with him a lot.

He's been really gross and mean about him for ages, and I just…

He's definitely chirpsing someone.

He's different. He's nice.

He's finding it hard having to lie to people about us.

He's going on a date with this girl.

He's gone to rich boy Harry's parties.

He's in Year 11, so only one year older than you.

He's just picking up a jumper he left here last week.

He's my best friend, and definitely doesn't like me back.

He's my boyfriend.

He's not angry about me being in the closet or anything, like…

He's not going to force you to come out. Which is good.

He's not…

He's probably…

He's straight, Charlie.

He's the straightest person I have ever seen.

He's very different to your other friends.

He's, like, well skinny though.

He's…

He's…

He's… He's a really good friend.

Head up!

Her dog died.

Her name's Tara Jones.

Here we go then!

Here, budge up, let me help.

Hey, come sit here.

Hey, I don't know anything either.

Hey, look who's by himself. Nick! Where you going?

Hey, Nellie. You're so adorable.

Hey, Tara, I've got someone who wants to see you.

Hey, what?

Hey, you okay?

Hey!

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey. You okay?

Hi, Imogen, what's up?

Hi, sir.

Hi, Yan.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Highly doubt it.

Hmm?

Hold it.

Homophobia.

How about you promise me

How are you doing, Elle?

How are you doing, my love? New school okay?

How are you so good at this?

How are you?

How did you realize you were gay?

How do I stop liking someone? A straight guy.

How do you just appear out of nowhere?

How do you know that?

How long have you known?

Hurry up!

Hypothetically though. Dream guy.

Hypothetically, what sort of boy do you want to go out with?

I always felt like I had these feelings for girls up to that point,

I am the killer of aliens.

I assumed he was coming anyway.

I believe you.

I believe you.

I bet Charlie's eating lunch with Nick again.

I bet he's a whole different person when he's with his bro dude friends.

I bet you just felt pressured to do it because I asked,

I bought Elle's drink. Again.

I broke up with my boyfriend.

I can tell when something's changed. You look different.

I can text my friends if I want to.

I can, and this isn't it.

I can't believe this whole conversation was a ploy for you

I can't believe what a wimp you are.

I can't believe you just actually suggested that.

I can't believe you've been sat next to rugby king Nick Nelson.

I can't dance.

I can't just go up to her and ask her who she fancies.

I can't solve your problems for you, Charlie.

I can't.

I cannot believe you're disrespecting bubblegum flavor in front of me.

I could assign Tara Jones to look after you?

I could barely say the word lesbian when we started going out,

I could handle it 'cause I can stick up for myself, but Charlie can't.

I could make us some pizza for dinner?

I could quote it word for word by the end of it.

I decided to do some digging over the half term.

I deserve to be appreciated.

I did a stupid thing. I don't want you to feel awkward about it.

I did it again.

I didn't come to risk seeing all the Truham Boys who used to pick on me

I didn't even try talking to people at first.

I didn't feel like it was an odd thing to do.

I didn't just wake up one day like, "Oh, look, guess I'm gay now."

I didn't know you were coming round.

I didn't realize you were in a committed relationship.

I didn't say that.

I didn't say that.

I didn't think properly about what I was doing and…

I didn't understand it at the time, but…

I didn't… I didn't think so many people would suddenly think

I don't care.

I don't even want to be here either, honestly.

I don't expect you to dump your friends for me.

I don't know

I don't know anything about anything.

I don't know how to behave anymore and…

I don't know if I want to hang out with those guys anymore.

I don't know if this thing with Charlie is a joke,

I don't know what to tell you. I was just born to race.

I don't know why I'm so afraid of being alone.

I don't know why my friends want to set us up.

I don't know, just…

I don't know, we never, like, confirmed it.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know. It doesn't sound like my sort of thing.

I don't like you like that.

I don't really feel that way…

I don't really know how to play.

I don't think he even thinks we're boyfriends anyway.

I don't think he's straight.

I don't think I can afford to be that specific, to be honest.

I don't think I've ever been in this direction.

I don't think it counts as a landscape if it has people in it.

I don't want anything else to change.

I don't want him to know that. Just because you two came out,

I don't want to be friends with those people anymore.

I don't want to break up.

I feel like I know her from somewhere.

I feel like I'm always off loading my problems onto you.

I feel so stupid.

I felt like I was in the way.

I genuinely didn't have time to go out and buy you something.

I got scared.

I got you.

I guess I've always been sort of aware of it.

I guess so.

I guess, um,

I had a best friend at the time, and we were completely inseparable.

I had a question.

I hate being honest.

I hate you!

I have a long list of movies I need you to watch.

I have a question.

I have literally no musical ability.

I have my headphones on.

I have to go.

I have to.

I haven't signed up for an event.

I haven't talked to her for years.

I heard Harry got suspended for fighting, so…

I heard him agree to it after that rugby match the other week.

I honestly had no idea they'd be here.

I hope you've got your running shoes on.

I just don't like seeing him mess with you.

I just don't really know if I can, uh…

I just don't think rugby's for me.

I just don't think we really

I just kept thinking about how bad it was for Charlie last year.

I just lost it.

I just made things worse.

I just miss how things used to be.

I just think I can do better.

I just think I need some time to…

I just think you can't recognize talent when you see it.

I just want some peace and quiet.

I just want to live my life.

I just want to live my life.

I just want to talk, mate.

I just wanted to talk in person.

I just wondered, like…

I just…

I just…

I just… [sighs]

I kept accidentally buying your apple juice at the start of term.

I kept buying your apple juice.

I kept getting suspended because of my hair length.

I kind of overheard you and Tao in the bathroom earlier.

I knew it was because you loved Keira Knightley.

I knew this would happen.

I know he's straight. He told me.

I know I was joking about being weak, but I'm definitely too weak for this.

I know I'm attractive, mate. There's no need to stare.

I know I've been pretty unsure of everything for a while,

I know it's not your fault he hasn't told me.

I know people have hurt you.

I know you're trying to help but you're making things worse.

I know, I know.

I know, it's bad.

I know.

I know.

I know.

I know.

I know. [laughs softly]

I know. It took you three months to tell me you were being bullied.

I like being with you.

I like boys too.

I like Charlie Spring in a romantic way, not just a friend way!

I like it. It's cute.

I liked him, but…

I literally dragged my mum to play Mario Kart

I lost it.

I loved him so much.

I made it so hard for you to tell me.

I mean, I did the same thing to you in my last term at Truham,

I mean, I don't even know what my sexuality is.

I mean, I think I have liked girls before, so I wondered if you felt the same.

I mean, I'm happy for you too,

I mean, I've only ever met one openly gay person before.

I mean, if you want to.

I mean, it was hell for almost everyone, but, like, especially me.

I mean, pretty much. [chuckles meekly]

I mean, that's fine,

I mean, the lads can see it's banter.

I mean, we haven't made it official or anything, but…

I mean, when we were 13,

I mean, when we were 13, I think I did like you.

I mean…

I mean… I dealt with it.

I messaged Otis, since I sort of know him, and I know he's friends with Nick,

I might be.

I might just eat later.

I missed you.

I missed your face so much.

I need you to know that

I needed realistic solutions.

I never thought this would happen to me.

I promise, I'm used to people saying stuff about me.

I promise.

I promise. We're totally platonic, good friends.