The D'Amelio Show (2021) - Season 1 Edit

A extremely talented group of women.

A frontline worker and then it's next to her,

A little birdie told me

A little bit on your plate, though, to even be fostering,

A little black and white.

A lot of my friends at that ‐‐

A lot of patience, he says...

A lot of people got on TikTok 'cause they were very bored.

A lot of people, unfortunately, don't come back from.

A lot of stuff all the time.

A lot of things to write songs about.

A person just needs all of our support.

A song. ‐ Sure, no, no.

A very talented one.

A video of me talking about this,

Aaaah!

Aaah!

Aaah! ‐ We're right by the street.

Abby Lee comments on all my Instagram photos

About different little song ideas.

About everything that's going on?

About going dark for like a week?

About somebody who's dishonest or lying.

About the music video.

About the whole Billie thing, you posted a dance to her song,

About things they don't know.

About this most recent video with Hailey Bieber

About two years ago because of social media.

About what I'm going to do with competitive dance.

About what people have to say about me.

About what they're doing that help them,

About what's possibly gonna happen.

About, like, finishing what I started

About, like, me or, like, anyone that she cares about

Accidentally, like, cuts off a limb?

Actually posting on social media.

ADDIE: I had so much fun. WOMAN: Thanks again, everybody.

ADDIE: Thank you so much. CHARLI: Yes, I hope you had fun.

After a while, it, like, gets hard to just

Ah! As he should. [ laughs ]

All because I didn't know I could say,

All the negative things about my music,

All the things that have happened to me in the past year.

All the work that was put in behind it.

Almost! [ laughing ] What happened?

Almost. Almost. Almost.

Alright, two rounds. Highest total score wins.

Am I an idiot to this person?"

Am I your favorite D'Amelio? ‐ [ laughs ]

Amazing. Let's take a trip when COVID opens up."

America's sweetheart's a bitch.

An apology is necessary? ‐ So they would shut up.

And ‐‐ And even from an outside perspective,

And ‐‐ And everyone was also telling me

And ‐‐ And I know dance was how we, like,

And ‐‐ and we need to help her.

And ‐‐ or having therapy sessions on this show

And about five minutes ago,

And about how ‐‐ ‐ You're sad or something?

And affectionate girlfriend.

And all of that.

And all she wants to do is dance.

And all this stuff. WOMAN: Who doesn't say that?

And also doing a million things.

And also kind of being in charge of my own career.

And always wonder what's going to happen next

And apparently they predicted, like, a bunch

And as long as she's coming home at night,

And ask for time off 'cause there's deadlines and contracts,

And asking for what she needs is really good

And be able to appreciate each other.

And be able to just continue our friendship

And be like, "That's not true."

And be, like, a superstar.

And because I'm only seeing you

And Blake is helping me prep for that.

And can relate to a lot.

And Charli in last.

And checking who's talking about me every day

And closed off and, like, rude

And come here any time

And convincing my parents.

And dealing with people, and I want to be there for her

And decided to take a picture.

And didn't change just because someone else told me I should.

And Dixie wanted to take me shopping.

And Dixie, I'm like... Yeah.

And doesn't not do things

And doing everything to try and please everybody.

And don't have someone else to look up to, you know.

And draw attention to things that are important

And even if I did, I know at the end of the day,

And even if you are in the beginning,

And every time I am free,

And everybody on this team is gonna say,

And everyone just picks apart every single thing I say and do

And everyone would be like, "Yeah, Bryce,"

And everyone's gonna not like me again

And everything is amazing and everyone loves working with her.

And everything's gonna work out, but...

And figure out which ones you like the best?

And getting hate and all of that,

And getting more comfortable.

And girls that have "spread positivity" in their bios.

And good, bad, and ugly, like, it's just part of it.

And got me so much hate.

And hang with her.

And have some anger problems.

And have your own career and be able to sing music

And he combines nutrition and mental health

And he introduced Charli to Madi and Avani.

And he just, like, overall, like, does a lot of comedy.

And he would lie about, like, everything,

And he'd get, like, mad if I asked.

And he's been helping me

And he's been helping me out a lot recently,

And he's just been, like, kind of coaching me and helping me

And he's, like, really good at understanding the dance world

And helping her in every way we knew how,

And her happiness and growth as a human being

And his hair's done and he, like, looks super cool.

And honestly, like, I can't believe the next step

And how it's not always a roller coaster going up.

And how it's not always picture‐perfect

And how long does the fostering...

And how people are consuming stuff

And how you want the release to be,

And I also don't let the hate get to me as much.

And I am worried about her.

And I can, like, kind of just tell him anything.

And I convinced my family out here.

And I definitely wanted to quit a bunch of times,

And I didn't think I would like writing this much,

And I don't even check my phone in the morning anymore.

And I don't know who's letting them get away with that.

And I don't think Erika even notices it.

And I don't think the things that people were saying

And I don't think you could ever truly be prepared

And I don't trust my friends with axes in their hands.

And I feel like I can trust them the most.

And I feel like I can trust them the most.

And I feel like I'm, like, not at my best.

And I feel like she kind of feels like a burden

And I feel like she's done.

And I feel like those were the times

And I feel the same about therapy or mental health.

And I got fourth place, that would be really good.

And I guess that's kind of where I messed myself up,

And I have a picture of it somewhere on my phone.

And I just feel like there's no way

And I just think, if I said one thing differently

And I just took it down.

And I just try to be as good as I can

And I just want to be like 100%.

And I just wanted to let you know this week's episode

And I just wanted to say, sweetheart, happy birthday.

And I just, like, didn't want to be happy.

And I kept getting these work opportunities out in L. A.

And I know I look anxious and I know, like,

And I know she's capable of that.

And I know that, and I just need to keep going.

And I know that.

And I know with your schedule ‐‐ is crazy,

And I like to win things, and I know I'm not gonna win.

And I love dogs, so I thought it'd be nice to foster Jim.

And I made it on the Time 100 Next list.

And I met him last year.

And I realize you can't always do that.

And I really need to ‐‐ to learn how to balance it.

And I still, like, am nauseous sometimes.

And I think having this be not only my job

And I think it will be very empowering

And I think it's a lot on her.

And I think navigating that is part of it

And I think that that's something that's very awesome.

And I think that's a good thing.

And I think that's extremely upsetting, as it would be

And I think we told it well.

And I think we've all kind of realized

And I thought I was, like, hot [bleep].

And I too often let people walk all over me.

And I understand we're finding the confidence

And I want to do unspeakable things.

And I want to see Dixie share her stories.

And I was just, like, dragging every single day.

And I was like, "Now, I can't post this."

And I was like, "Oh." ‐ Me.

And I was like, "What the hell?"

And I was supposed to die,

And I wasn't always, like, doing a million things.

And I wasn't always, like, working

And I wasn't going to put my daughter

And I were like, "I want to date Chase,"

And I wish that when I was your age,

And I work well with and can help me.

And I would be not 100% comfortable

And I would sit in my car and just throw up from anxiety

And I would, like, ask him about it

And I'd be like, "Oh, my God, now I need to eat."

And I'd rather give them a little bit more

And I'll just say you can ‐‐ "She can have it."

And I'll know once they're seeing this.

And I'll share with you is, like,

And I'm gonna be completely burned out

And I'm gonna make breakfast.

And I'm gonna scare my mom.

And I'm happy with the way that everything turned out.

And I'm just ‐‐ Thank you guys.

And I'm just like, "Chase, we're eating dinner."

And I'm just very excited for Blake to kind of, like,

And I'm like, "Guys, we got to pull back on things."

And I'm like, "I guess so."

And I'm like, "I'm all fixed. Thank you."

And I'm like, "Okay." QUEN: Are you serious?

And I'm like, "What if the brand looks at this

And I'm like, [gasps] and then I, like, check TikTokRoom.

And I'm more connected to the songs, which I love.

And I'm never done thinking about it, which is tough.

And I'm not allowed to be upset.

And I'm not gonna just, like, throw that away

And I'm not gonna let that happen.

And I'm not great at showing how much he means to me.

And I'm so excited.

And I'm the one who had to tell her during school.

And I'm very thankful that Dixie did that for us.

And I've also been seeing a therapist once a week.

And I've had too many grown men

And I've known her for, like, a very long time.

And if I wanted to quit,

And if it's not fun, then we have to rethink it."

And improv'ing, the things that I used to do for fun.

And in that moment and what feels right."

And in the end, my voice is important.

And is just like, 'Oh, my gosh,

And it definitely is frustrating,

And it is ‐‐ it really is a blessing, but...

And it makes everything more meaningful.

And it still pops up.

And it was fun.

And it was something that I was familiar with

And it was, like, over nothing.

And it wasn't even the song.

And it would be nice to kind of keep my normal

And it's all boys, too.

And it's Dixie and I's line.

And it's frustrating.

And it's hard to face the reality

And it's just a little thank you.

And it's just anxiety. But it's been helping.

And it's like a couple on a beach kind of thing.

And it's like everyone else can, like, show emotion

And it's like, "Well, L. A.

And it's like, you know, social media,

And it's not just a money grab.

And it's not just going to go away.

And it's not like I'm saying, "Okay, snap out of it."

And it's really well timed out.

And it's very, very helpful.

And just being confident with it.

And just what's gonna come after that.

And just, endgame is to be happy,

And just, like, be fine, you know,

And just, like, be normal for like five seconds.

And keep my life a little bit sane.

And kind of just always feeling alone

And kind of my only consistent part of my life.

And knowing how to deal with it has helped.

And like, I felt pretty confident about it,

And like...

And make her feel special.

And make it, like, a negative thing.

And make sure all this social‐media stuff

And marketing plans, really everything,

And my comments would switch up with that.

And my family set up a little surprise for me

And my mom loves working out,

And my Vogue video.

And navigating the waters

And never want to touch my phone again.

And no one would be like, "What did you say?!"

And no one's going to say anything about it.

And no one's gonna believe something

And not anyone else.

And not have, like, our head on a swivel

And now I don't like it.

And now I just have so much energy.

And now I'm here with all of you, and my own sister,

And now the upcoming Vogue video, the anxiety,

And now we feel like people rely on our relationship.

And now we have a whole bunch of new family around us.

And obviously I couldn't do that due to COVID.

And one of the first things on my calendar

And people are just like, "Let's hate on Avani today."

And people are just, like, such insane characters that, like,

And people hating you.

And people that I should be able to trust,

And physical health all together.

And physically tired,

And put all of my energy into this.

And put me on it... QUEN: [ laughs ]

And put out songs that you love, you're gonna say no?

And put the comments away.

And realizes the opportunity she has right now

And realizing that it's not scary to be open with it.

And really use ‐‐ you want to squeeze the abs.

And said he missed me. Lookit, it's you!

And she always wants the best for me.

And she can't even, like, bring herself to do that.

And she can't redo that with people she's met here.

And she said, yes.

And she was also a personal trainer.

And she was damning ‐‐ she was actually ‐‐

And she was like, "I don't see it," and just walked away.

And she was like, "You're the ‐‐"

And she was shaking.

And she'll get mad at Madi,

And she'll send it to me and be like, "Ha ha ha ha. Loser."

And she's also Avani and Chase's manager,

And she's been through a lot.

And she's there for me,

And she's very shy at first and, like, timid.

And singers.

And so am I.

And so I'll get the calendar completely cleared.

And so when they're ‐‐ when they find things

And so, like, my brain has created these archetypes

And social media could, like, go away like this.

And somebody that she can open up to

And somehow they still manage to spell the word wrong

And sometimes people need breaks.

And sometimes you just need some time...

And still being so tired.

And technically you came in last because two tied.

And thank you. Push, move.

And that made me work so much harder to get to,

And that really sucks 'cause I'm so excited

And that's been super awesome, and with Hollister.

And that's frustrating because, like, I'm a great girlfriend.

And that's so frustrating 'cause I really want to be on my A game

And that's super exciting.

And that's the greatest thing.

And that's what's so frustrating.

And that's when both of us grew so much.

And that's where we're gonna dance from today.

And that's who she's kind of lost.

And that's why we're doing ‐‐ why we have cameras on us,

And that's why you're on the list.

And the fact that it's most likely

And the fact that you got to that point, like, is serious.

And the other music that I have is just going to take me away

And the person that writes about you is Jennifer Lopez.

And the reason that we haven't, like, spiraled out of control.

And the second I can get a handle on that,

And the thing is, everyone knows a [bleep] boy.

And the way I look and ‐‐ It's ‐‐

And the way to feel in control of other things

And the whole idea has been brought to life

And their first launch of their clothing line,

And then be embarrassed.

And then both get upset.

And then gain a bunch of weight and then lose it.

And then he drops this thing.

And then he wanted to put me in a muzzle.

And then I called them out and then I ended up apologizing.

And then I come to, like, the entertainment industry

And then I have to, like, set everyone straight

And then I just stopped everything.

And then I leaked more parts last night.

And then I lose that job?"

And then I'm gonna get burnt out.

And then it got really heavy.

And then it kind of did, so...

And then it's like, "Don't eat,"

And then leave.

And then maybe there's one nice one.

And then my sister started posting.

And then no one gets to see

And then run into the open.

And then see where you are now.

And then someone commented, "Can't [bleep] stand her.

And then the earrings.

And then the main person

And then the people will make fun of us.

And then the rise on social media was...

And then they got to a certain point, and...

And then they posted a video of just that 15‐second clip,

And then they posted about the Grammys with me

And then they were like, "Oh, she lost so much weight.

And then they're ‐‐ they'll, like, snap.

And then think it's all gonna go back to normal.

And then three hours later,

And then we drop the body of work, right?

And then we're all gonna call out the person

And then we're going to sleep at my apartment,

And then we're gonna go axe throwing.

And then when you, like, crack her shell,

And then you add millions of eyes on top of that.

And then you have books and TV shows.

And then you turn off your phone."

And then you're just like... "Ohh."

And then, like, I'm in one.

And then, like, there's this next one after.

And there's a way to get out of it.

And there's baby food.

And there's cameras with us

And there's nothing wrong with me.

And they ‐‐ they break up every single thing I do

And they don't understand why we're not happy.

And they hate that I do that

And they kind of helped me navigate

And they know she's 16 and they know

And they really know they have each other's back.

And they screenshotted it and posted it on Twitter.

And they want me to speak up for myself.

And they would never say this to your face, so...

And they'd be like, "Charli, literally kill yourself.

And they're gonna cause it to trend

And they're like, "Oh, my God. She's so musty."

And they're primarily

And they're saying that. I don't know, just some people

And thing number one, we have no idea who else is on the list.

And this is a risk.

And this is like it's a nice little opening.

And this is such an amazing opportunity?

And to have, like, do‐nothing time with all of this?

And to make time for dance?"

And today is the first time we announce the brand,

And update them how the treatments

And was like, "Why the [bleep]

And we can get through it."

And we need a title, though.

And we really put a lot of effort

And we want to do something for her birthday,

And we wouldn't trade the position we're in

And we'll take your lead on how you want to present it.

And whack.

And what an honor to be chosen to be on that list.

And what I actually enjoy.

And what I do on TikTok

And why I look so bad that day.

And you are still proud of it?

And you dated someone, of course I'm not gonna date them.

And you get to go spend time with J. Lo and meet J. Lo

And you have to worry about how things are going to play out.

And you make a lot of people happy.

And you were getting a lot of hate from her fans like,

And you work super hard

And you'd be like, "You're doing so good.

And you're doing a ton of great work.

And you're enough, and you don't have to

And your music and all of that is just so awesome.

And, I don't know, it doesn't happen as often as I'd like.

And, like, "You're alive, so I hate you."

And, like, everyone's just waiting

And, like, how far I've come even in the past year.

And, like, I don't ‐‐

And, like, I haven't gotten back to, like, normalcy.

And, like, I just think I kind of need that.

And, like, I loved being a part of that.

And, like, it is all the time.

And, like, kind of find himself

And, like, out of it.

And, like, romantic wise,

And, like, the kind of cheating‐ish ‐‐

And, like, try to forgive myself as much as I can.

And, like, use that as a way to get ahead in life.

And, like... so proud of them.

And, you know, I wish I would have figured that out earlier.

And, you know, picking styles and telling us what to do.

And...

Anything I don't know, I don't want to know about.

Are ‐‐ are ‐‐ are created.

Are definitely Social Tourist...

Are gonna be like, oh, it was so this or so that.

Are happiest selves in a relationship,

Are messed up.

Are the songs emotional or happy?

Are we walking weird? Do I sound stupid?

Are you actually ‐‐ ‐ Give me it.

Are you embarrassed to post about us

Are you excited for writing camp tonight?

Are you okay? DIXIE: Don't touch me. Ow.

Are, like, natural selection or something, you know?

Are, like, really good,

Aren't gonna ask me every day to hang out.

Around that will stick by you.

As an artist, I think I'm continuing to learn my voice.

As being really positive,

As if someone is looking at us, only focusing on us.

As in, like, our relationship?

As it would with anyone.

As somebody that she can trust

As young female entrepreneurs,

As, like, a positive thing.

At a little writing camp. And I'm super excited

At least now I have, like, friends that I can talk to

At some fine ‐‐ HEIDI: What people think that?

At the end of May.

At these times

AVANI: Charli?

AVANI: I think theirs was the worst.

AVANI: I'm so conscious about what I like versus what I save.

AVANI: It's getting weird.

AVANI: Okay! DIXIE: Okay, I'm done.

AVANI: Post it and take her phone away.

AVANI: That would be better.

AVANI: Was it fun?

AVANI: Where do I put this?

AVANI: Why did you pick it up like that?

AVANI: You're so swag right now.

Average is boring.

Aw. Thanks, Dixie Doodlecup.

Away.

Awesome. Other side.

Aww, that's so sad.

Aww! ‐ Oh, these are cute.

Back pain, migraines, all due to anxiety.

Back to the mental health thing.

Bam! Thank you!

Be a messy girl.

Be careful.

Be careful. ‐ [ whines ]

Be like, "Hey, I've ‐‐ I've been working on this.

Be part of the change.

Be part of the group of people

Be unapologetically herself, because her place

Beautiful young lady.

Beautiful. And back down.

Because being able to be part of the songwriting process

Because everyone uses it.

Because he's gonna mess around."

Because I am a really shy person.

Because I can only do so much to help her.

Because I can't ‐‐

Because I didn't feel like dealing with

Because I didn't want to, like, do something stupid.

Because I don't know how.

Because I don't talk just

Because I feel like it's my fault.

Because I get to use my real emotions, but at the beginning,

Because I used to not be a judgmental person at all.

Because I used to not.

Because I'm like,

Because I've had, like, really bad chronic pain.

Because it would have saved me many a heartache.

Because it's ‐‐ they're not dating Anthony.

Because my mom wants me to do it.

Because no matter what we say, no one's gonna believe us.

Because no one feels in control,

Because now it's like we have shared custody over my child,

Because of getting cheated on publicly.

Because of her shyness and how quiet she is,

Because of social media, you know?

Because of what other people say.

Because of, like, what the situation's about.

Because outside of the house is scary a little bit.

Because over time, it was feeling like a lot.

Because people don't know our relationships with other people.

Because people don't understand that social media

Because she decided to be old,

Because she needs to rest.

Because she thinks I'm gonna, like, fall off the deep end

Because she used to just keep going

Because she's very sensitive and fragile.

Because so many people out here are here solely

Because so much of their life is public.

Because that was super frustrating

Because that's what real friendship is.

Because that's what you think is best?

Because that's what's gonna speak to your fans.

Because that's who she was before all of this

Because then it's just like you're always disappointed.

Because there are times, "Oh, my God.

Because there's so many for L. A.

Because these writers have worked with me before,

Because they want to, like, get ahead.

Because we don't always know what we're doing

Because we have a strong family unit,

Because we've all been there.

Because yeah, I trusted a lot of people,

Because you are a mom and your child does dance.

Because you guys support me every day and love me.

Because your daughter's a fan and she should make me happy

Because your schedule is literally bananas,

Because, like, I'm nervy. ‐ You're nervy?

Because, quite honestly, I don't care.

Before he could be with someone else.

Before I knew it was going to come out, but...

Before social media

Before they even got their permit.

Before we had come out publicly that we broke up,

Before you do it, and you'll be good to go.

Behind it ‐‐ behind the screen of the phone,

Being a dancer my entire life,

Being at such an amazing photo shoot for our own brand

Being like, "You need to practice, you need to do this."

Being pushed a little bit is a good thing.

Between Mark and I helping her get a therapist

Between music and your own dog

Billie Eilish stans.

BLAKE: [ claps hands ] Okay. Where's my music?

BLAKE: [ exhales deeply ]

BLAKE: [ laughs ]

BLAKE: Alright. Always before we start,

BLAKE: And constantly having to prove yourself

BLAKE: And stretch it up.

BLAKE: Elongate this line.

BLAKE: Hello.

BLAKE: Leg. Good. Now go.

BLAKE: Nice.

BLAKE: Okay, so you don't have to,

BLAKE: So let's do one more again.

BLAKE: Well, it's not bad now, so flex.

BLAKE: You are enough.

Bless you.

BOTH: ♪ And I just can't imagine ♪

BOTH: ♪ And I just can't imagine ♪

BOTH: ♪ Nobody knows ♪

BRAD: Are you sleeping better

BRAD: As long as I can remember, Dixie's had anxiety.

BRAD: Heard the horror stories where young people rise

BRAD: I mean, from her YouTube channel

BRAD: It really went from like 0 to 100 like that,

BRAD: Knowing what I know about our family,

BRAD: Let's not do that, Belle.

BRAD: Like...

BRAD: The new term is bop. ‐ It's a bop.

BRAD: We had the conversation,

BRAD: We're here for you, babe.

BRAD: Yeah, it's a little chilly.

Breathe out. [ exhales slowly ]

Bringing dance back into my life is mostly

Brushed my hair in a video,

But 100 million people

But a good surprise.

But also a crazy liar.

But also being in the public eye,

But also my life is something that I'm still getting used to.

But any time I talk about, like, literal shit I've been through,

But at the end of the day,

But at the same time,

But at the same time, a lot of the people I trusted

But at the same time, I am in touch with reality

But at the same time, I want to be perfect.

But at the same time, I'm getting to do things

But at the same time, it's ‐‐ it's Hollywood,

But at the same time, it's like I have to deal

But being on calls with CEOs of companies, I'm like ‐‐

But being really involved in the process is gonna be fun.

But can't take it at all.

But Charli and Madi are completely opposite sides.

But Dixie and I's clothing line, Social Tourist,

But Dixie...

But everything just kind of hit me at once.

But for the most part,

But for the most part, I think everyone is happier today

But having more control over it

But he walked in with a cane and sunglasses

But hopefully one day

But I ‐‐ for me personally, a little push helps sometimes.

But I also don't want to over‐push her.

But I also know that they always do want to help other people.

But I also think it was a good storyline

But I can't do ‐‐ ‐ You are.

But I did all the heavy work of finding a house

But I do, um, get very upset.

But I don't believe in, like, the whole, like,

But I don't believe it.

But I don't know.

But I don't really hold on to things for that long.

But I don't think I could put out

But I don't think it's really hit me

But I feel like it's just waves.

But I get it.

But I got cheated on a lot. QUEN: You went off the rails.

But I guess that's what trying it is going to be about.

But I have had a lot of those moments

But I hope that that won't be a problem with dance.

But I just literally don't have time.

But I just want to do my best

But I just want to put it out.

But I know sometimes

But I love him.

But I never did.

But I still always have my guard up, I think.

But I tend to get a lot of social anxiety,

But I think ‐‐ ‐ Just fixing your eyelashes.

But I think it was good that I stuck to

But I think no one can change the fact

But I think social media really robbed me of that.

But I think that it's a...

But I think this is really important to you.

But I think we're in a good place now

But I want you to "rawr!"

But I would tell you if I knew.

But I'd love to have you over.

But I'm secure, and I know that she loves me.

But I'm very excited with how it went.

But I'm writing my own songs now.

But I've had a continuous wave like this through my whole life.

But if I don't stop now,

But if I quit, every hate page, every rude tweet,

But if I was upset that she is moving forward

But if not, like, Greg and I can help you.

But if you do have the means to go to therapy,

But if you're a friend of a friend, like,

But instead of dying, I posted a dance video, so...

But it always depends on the day and how I'm feeling.

But it does make it a little bit better.

But it got worse with social media.

But it hurts so much because I'm...

But it is hard to think about that when ‐‐

But it was just like once I posted it,

But it was like that.

But it was never, like, you in the studio with me

But it works. I guess it just works out.

But it's almost turned into this, like,

But it's also at the same time, you have to think

But it's also I've just felt this way my whole life.

But it's just leggings, so you're just gonna ‐‐

But it's like at a certain point, I can't control it.

But it's like I don't want to prove them wrong.

But it's like things are different now.

But it's not like I'm just sitting home doing nothing.

But it's not what I thought it was.

But it's not with, like, ill intentions.

But it's pretty fun.

But it's tiring.

But it's, like ‐‐ it's, like, in your head all the time.

But keep your foot on the brake.

But like, now, like, you're showing off.

But making sure you're happy first

But no, I feel like that's going to change.

But Noah threw me for a loop.

But not like... "You're not pretty enough

But not that one, because that's not real talent.

But now being in the public eye,

But now I feel like I can handle it more.

But now I'm all insecure 'cause I got cheated on.

But now it's a lot more now that I'm writing my own songs

But now we have to go back to regular work.

But now, with TikTok, and having all these opportunities,

But once you're in it, good luck.

But she can't do that on social media,

But she has to feel it.

But she'll be like, "Charli, that's so cute."

But she's amazing when you get to know her.

But she's not going to help a chemical imbalance in my brain.

But since COVID,

But sometimes she'll see, like, a hate comment

But that's once again not reality.

But that's what you're figuring out.

But that's where we need to keep going.

But then I get to do all the fun stuff.

But then I think now that the Internet

But then it turns into a good song.

But then they're also, like, very comforting.

But there were some very dark times,

But there's absolutely nothing wrong with it.

But there's also nothing that they can really do,

But there's just so much positive

But they came at me, I apologized,

But they're only gonna open for 30 minutes.

But this is just a moment, and they're tough.

But this is, like, sweet, and it's like...

But treat people with kindness.

But we realized it's just better to be friends

But we were both very immature throughout our relationship,

But we're here for you and we're all team Charli,

But well worth it.

But what they don't realize is

But what will keep those moments less frequent, less intense

But when I got older, I kind of just, like,

But when it's about her, she's a little bit more internal.

But when we got there, there was a paparazzi guy.

But when you are in a public light,

But why are you talking in your whisper voice?

But with my friends,

But you can only go from where you are and do better.

But you can't just stop doing something for a year

But you know who they don't say it to?

But you make my daughter really happy."

But you might not believe it.

But you worked really hard and killed it.

But you've ‐‐ you've said that that's gotten better.

But, like, I kind of just used my anxiety

But, like, I'm just kind of making up the melody.

But, like, if you tweeted something that I tweet

But, like, it still counts, you know.

But, like, it was so warranted.

But, like, sometimes, especially in places

But, um, there's just ‐‐ they're ‐‐

But, you know, you're allowed to feel like this

By putting out, like, a strong face.

Bye!

Call you Flash.

Called Social Tourist,

Called Social Tourist.

Can I open this?

Can I tell her?

Can y'all even do that?

Can you do anything ‐‐ ‐ Like legally?

Can you ever really imagine 100 million people?

CATE: Come on, one‐take wonder. ‐ Here we go.

CATE: Hell yeah. You killed it.

CATE: If they disliked it, they watched it.

CATE: No, you cannot. [ laughter ]

CATE: So, that happens. That's normal.

CATE: What song has the most dislikes?

CATE: Why?

Charli and I both have our own ideas of what we want to do.

Charli D'Amelio? What the heck?"

Charli taking time off

Charli works from 11:00 to 4:00 three days a week.

Charli, you're, like, tossing it at the wall.

CHARLI: A lot of people were reaching out.

CHARLI: A therapy appointment.

CHARLI: Are there new people at the studio since we last...

CHARLI: As much as people hate to believe it,

CHARLI: As part of the announcement,

CHARLI: Avani is a makeup artist,

CHARLI: Can I have a coffee with vanilla and milk, please?

CHARLI: Chase and I dated for a while, um,

CHARLI: Definitely a lot of people want me to stick

CHARLI: Dixie, I literally am about to throw up.

CHARLI: Do you agree with my decision to not do

CHARLI: Do you want me to come feature on your song?

CHARLI: Do you want me to come?

CHARLI: Do you want to get dressed?

CHARLI: Get shrimp and then give them to me.

CHARLI: Got to dance onstage with Bebe Rexha.

CHARLI: Hi. HEIDI: Hi, queen.

CHARLI: How do you even take care of one?

CHARLI: I am. I think it's gonna be really fun.

CHARLI: I don't like stuff anymore. I just save it.

CHARLI: I don't want to do it. I don't want to do it.

CHARLI: I feel better after taking a week break

CHARLI: I feel like I can't go with you 'cause Noah's gonna ‐‐

CHARLI: I felt Blake could be a good option

CHARLI: I had to go to, like, a therapy appointment yesterday.

CHARLI: I have a dance competition coming up

CHARLI: I have no idea what I'm doing.

CHARLI: I just made a joke.

CHARLI: I know I can do it, so I don't know what's stopping me.

CHARLI: I mean, I don't know how long anyone, like, expects me

CHARLI: I never like to let my family down as much as I can.

CHARLI: I never wanted to stop competition.

CHARLI: I realized I really like the business side of things,

CHARLI: I really had to work to learn about businesses.

CHARLI: I think dance definitely is good for my mental health.

CHARLI: I think Dixie is a completely different musician.

CHARLI: I think from an outside perspective,

CHARLI: I think I always get anxious

CHARLI: I think I'm definitely

CHARLI: I think the purple one.

CHARLI: I think we were good for this

CHARLI: I want a gecko.

CHARLI: I wish I could, like, mass do this.

CHARLI: I'll actually have a bowl of Lucky Charms.

CHARLI: I'm already, like, way overtired.

CHARLI: I'm definitely very thankful

CHARLI: I'm getting back into work,

CHARLI: I'm gonna throw up. No, I'm gonna throw up.

CHARLI: If I could say something to myself at 15

CHARLI: If someone were to ask me why I do social media,

CHARLI: It doesn't scare me.

CHARLI: It was like Billie fans were attacking me.

CHARLI: It was really bad.

CHARLI: It was, like, fine.

CHARLI: It's been really awesome to work with

CHARLI: It's definitely hard to not have that little voice

CHARLI: It's gonna feel like the end of the world.

CHARLI: It's like the thing that I've always

CHARLI: It's my...

CHARLI: Let's go in and change.

CHARLI: Like some people are just ‐‐

CHARLI: Like, why?

CHARLI: Madi is very

CHARLI: Madi's mom is really strict about everything.

CHARLI: Miss Erika loves me.

CHARLI: Mm. It's a lot of work.

CHARLI: My dad likes sports.

CHARLI: My friends are scary

CHARLI: My sister, Dixie, lives in an apartment

CHARLI: Never did, like, the sports thing, you know?

CHARLI: Nothing is as it seems online.

CHARLI: Oh, no.

CHARLI: Okay, this one's a very important question.

CHARLI: Okay, we can wrap.

CHARLI: Okay.

CHARLI: Once I stepped out of the car,

CHARLI: She's gonna ‐‐ She's gonna blame it on me.

CHARLI: She's very protective over me ‐‐

CHARLI: So, Larray is a friend that I met quite some time ago.

CHARLI: So, recently, it's been very stressful.

CHARLI: So, someone posted, like a cute little, like, video of me

CHARLI: Something like How to Survive, like, Parenthood.

CHARLI: Sorry, I didn't hear it.

CHARLI: Thank you, Belle. That's proper etiquette.

CHARLI: The closest we could get.

CHARLI: The difference between competitive dance

CHARLI: The one with the cuss word.

CHARLI: The video that came out, his music video,

CHARLI: The violence thing.

CHARLI: This is such an important line for Dixie and I,

CHARLI: This weekend was great,

CHARLI: TikTok.

CHARLI: We are not friends.

CHARLI: We can just go with you. You could drive us.

CHARLI: We have a surprise for you!

CHARLI: We'll do a quick one of these.

CHARLI: What are you doing this week?

CHARLI: When Dixie did a video with Vogue,

CHARLI: When I started dance again, I was really excited,

CHARLI: Which gets very tiring and sometimes

CHARLI: Yeah, can you have, like, some type of thing happen

CHARLI: Yeah.

CHARLI: Yeah.

CHARLI: You barely even like me most of the time.

CHARLI: You go that way.

CHARLI: You went to the gym today?

Charli's just more comfortable in real life

CHASE: All the time. A lot of it comes with us

CHASE: Never heard of that either.

Chase's "America's Sweetheart" music video.

Close your eyes.

Co‐writing and being a part of the whole process

Codi. ‐ Hi, puppies.

Come on, Charli.

Come on! Hey!

Come on. [ smooches ] This way.

Come on. High note. ♪ Hoo! ♪ [ keyboard playing ]

Comes into my house and doesn't introduce herself?"

Coming from people because I just ‐‐

Comment filters and ‐‐

Compassionate, funny,

Congrats. WOMAN: See you soon.

Congratulations.

Content that I make for myself, it's contracts,

Cool.

Cool. Now span this line.

Could she ‐‐ does she have the rights to say, like,

Curbs, curbs, curbs, curbs, curbs.

Dance definitely has been such a huge part of my life

Dance definitely used to be a safe space for me

Dance is my gift.

Dance used to be, like, the most fun thing in my life,

Deal some cards. Blackjack.

Definitely a big part of anxiety

Definitely is not worth it.

Definitely not. I thought I was, like, maxing out at merch.

Definitely the most creative project we've done so far.

Despite Gemma having a very busy schedule,

Did me very wrong.

Did she come to my house and not introduce herself?"

Did you just call me a bitch?

Did you see the way he looked at her in that video?

Did you stretch? CHARLI: Yeah.

Didn't think about it anymore.

Dirt biking, cliff jumping,

Dixie and Charli's friends like coming here

Dixie is a lyrical genius. [ laughs ]

Dixie Jane D'Amelio!

Dixie, Heidi, myself, and you, has been incredible.

Dixie, I said no more dogs.

DIXIE: 'Cause they're my favorite.

DIXIE: 'Cause you're a brat.

DIXIE: 'Cause you've been there. ‐ Yeah.

DIXIE: [ groans, laughs ]

DIXIE: [ laughs ]

DIXIE: [ sobbing ]

DIXIE: [ sobbing ]

DIXIE: ♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

DIXIE: ♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

DIXIE: ♪ And I'm over all these funny love affairs ♪

DIXIE: ♪ I got plenty of roommates, even when I'm alone ♪

DIXIE: ♪ I thought you'd always be there ♪

DIXIE: ♪ I'm caught up in what coulda been ♪

DIXIE: ♪ My mind knows you don't care ♪

DIXIE: ♪ Worthy of Aladdin, I'm aware ♪

DIXIE: After we were hanging out?

DIXIE: And then, like, you told me a story

DIXIE: Are you excited for axe throwing?

DIXIE: Being at the shoot is crazy.

DIXIE: But there's also a difference

DIXIE: Cate is my A&R at HitCo.

DIXIE: Charli looks gorgeous.

DIXIE: Charli recently took a break from her crazy schedule.

DIXIE: Charli wanted to move here the most,

DIXIE: Charli's 17th birthday is coming up,

DIXIE: Checking who's talking about me every day ‐‐

DIXIE: Did they get this on camera?

DIXIE: Do you love him?

DIXIE: Do you want me to get it?

DIXIE: Does anything change when you turn 17?

DIXIE: Dom is my creative director.

DIXIE: Don't you have Billie's number?

DIXIE: Don't you still have a boyfriend?

DIXIE: Dr. Greene is a functional medicine doctor,

DIXIE: For the little titty people.

DIXIE: Grab the pillow! Grab the pillow!

DIXIE: Greg, do you want to be in it?

DIXIE: He's just super fun, super thoughtful.

DIXIE: Hey. ‐ Been a while.

DIXIE: How's your love life and all this?

DIXIE: I definitely feel that.

DIXIE: I don't think Cali ‐‐ Belle!

DIXIE: I feel like she would appreciate it.

DIXIE: I have a meeting with L. A. Reid.

DIXIE: I have to go to the studio.

DIXIE: I hear her.

DIXIE: I heard there was a lot of tears.

DIXIE: I know a lot of people think

DIXIE: I mean, losing a passion for something you love

DIXIE: I need to go.

DIXIE: I see Dr. Greene once a week,

DIXIE: I think he is overwhelmed.

DIXIE: I think he's tired.

DIXIE: I think we were just ready.

DIXIE: I think you did amazing.

DIXIE: I used to think TikTok

DIXIE: I was checking the other day ‐‐

DIXIE: I'm going to be shooting with Vogue ‐‐

DIXIE: I'm going to earn everything I do.

DIXIE: I'm like, "There's a lot going on in that area," so...

DIXIE: I've matured a lot in the past year.

DIXIE: If your TikTok likes got opened ‐‐

DIXIE: Interesting. I'm proud of you.

DIXIE: Is it for fit or for fabric?

DIXIE: Is it not cute?

DIXIE: Is this everyone?

DIXIE: It is kind of scary having Jim go to Noah's family

DIXIE: It's just gifts. I can't keep them.

DIXIE: It's so nice to have you.

DIXIE: It's so risky to put yourself out there.

DIXIE: It's, like, a lot.

DIXIE: Larray is hilarious.

DIXIE: Let's just be up at the same time, bitch.

DIXIE: Like the law?

DIXIE: Like, he's with a new girl every week.

DIXIE: Little beach picnic.

DIXIE: Looking at my relationship with Noah

DIXIE: Mm‐hmm.

DIXIE: N‐No. ‐ Why?

DIXIE: No. ‐ But you don't want ‐‐

DIXIE: No. ‐ My shoes are on.

DIXIE: No. [ laughter ]

DIXIE: Oh, thanks.

DIXIE: Oh, there's assigned seating.

DIXIE: Really? ‐ Mm‐hmm.

DIXIE: Recently, it's been very stressful.

DIXIE: Since Charli and I have been super busy,

DIXIE: Six points for Avani.

DIXIE: Social Tourist is Charli and I's clothing line.

DIXIE: Stevie Mackey is my vocal coach.

DIXIE: Thank you guys.

DIXIE: That wasn't creepy at all.

DIXIE: That's weird.

DIXIE: That's why we're doing the show.

DIXIE: The other side.

DIXIE: these people who have been in this business

DIXIE: This new life that has came to me over the past year

DIXIE: Wait, no. [ speaks indistinctly ]

DIXIE: We were just talking about your birthday.

DIXIE: Well, basically, I came here

DIXIE: Well, now you can. ‐ Now I can.

DIXIE: What did you do?

DIXIE: When I was getting all the hate for the Vogue video,

DIXIE: Where'd you post it, TikTok or Instagram?

DIXIE: Why?

DIXIE: Yeah.

DIXIE: Yeah. It has 2.7 million views.

DIXIE: You can make your own song.

DIXIE: You look good in that.

DIXIE: You ready?

DIXIE: You stole this from Cali.

DIXIE: Your hair's so long, Charli.

Dixie's incredibly cold.

Do a Q&A post, podcast,

Do I look stupid leaving? Do I sound dumb right now?

Do not have a good relationship with food.

Do not point it up.

Do people still have social skills?

Do this. ♪ I miss my baby ♪

Do you check my accounts every day?

Do you guys want me to cook?

Do you know where?

Do you mind if I tell her?

Do you think that maybe you have

Do you think you're gonna look back on it

Does she have your face?

Doesn't destroy our lives.

Doesn't even sound like her."

Doesn't make sense to feel the way that I feel sometimes.

Doesn't mean bad things have to happen.

Doing a doodle jean.

DOM: "We've announced her."

DOM: All right. So...

DOM: Music‐video prep and content.

Don't cut me off at the end!

Drop. Drop it completely.

Dude.

Due to anxiety and, like, depression ‐‐

Early on, we had no idea what we were doing.

Either everyone's gonna love it or someone's gonna say

Erika, I'm gonna get my nose pierced.

ERIKA: Are you joking me right now?

ERIKA: Come in.

ERIKA: No.

ERIKA: What is she chewing on?

Especially after what a crazy year we've had.

Especially being in LA.

Especially Charli, 'cause, like,

Especially if I'm around more than one person.

Especially if you break up mutually, like,

Especially since quarantine happened as well.

Especially when you're a little bit more on the shy side.

Especially when you've dealt with it alone for so long.

Especially, like, before you got here,

Especially, like, with what we're going through.

Even from the process of filming this show.

Even has to be a topic of discussion.

Even if it's your friend, it's like,

Even if she was here for a short period of time.

Even just, like, have you come out here.

Even though I ‐‐ ‐ "Head on a ‐‐"

Even though I haven't known them as long as Gemma,

Even though it's their dog, but he's my baby.

Even when I am around friends and family

Even, like, it's like when you're emotionally tired

Every day recording three new songs

Every person that works for my family

Every person that's liked a TikTok

Every, like, two hours.

Everyone calls him a golden retriever.

Everyone kind of just thought

Everyone loves him, like...

Everyone says I'm mean, but it's true.

Everyone wants to do social media.

Everyone was like, "Oh, you sound good without autotune."

Everyone's been canceled at some point.

Everyone's just gonna make fun of me.

Everyone's just gonna make fun of me.

Everything about your life.

Everything changed.

Everything hurts, low energy."

Everything needs to be perfect.

Everything needs to be the best it can be

Everything was ‐‐ seemed like it was going wrong.

Everything you do is being nitpicked.

Fake fan accounts,

FALLON: Well, you're on TIME Magazine's

First song is coming out.

Fitting for my shoot the next day.

Five, six, seven. So come into the open!

Five, six, seven. So run!

Five. Six. Passion. Push.

Following me right now.

For a bunch of other people.

For a long, long time?

For a very long time and, like, the music industry

For a YouTube banner kind of thing.

For anyone if their comfort thing wasn't the same, you know?

For buying her merch and showing that I have it."

For everything that I have,

For just saying, "Hey, I love this so much,

For like a little bit of a week?

For many different reasons. CHARLI: I said answer honestly.

For me to find friends.

For me to prove them wrong.

For something that's not going to be good.

For the name of the podcast.

For the world right now.

For this super‐cool brand

For us to do, and it's like really fun ‐‐

For what I think their archetype is ‐‐

For, like, the past, like, four years."

From an outsider's perspective and, like, understand.

From her getting recognized in a restaurant

From my shoot yesterday.

From The Office.

From the social media influencer side.

From the Vogue video that came out.

From, like, even very young,

Full soul every single time we get in the studio from now on.

Full‐body dance that you do at, like, a dance thing.

Full‐time training dancers.

Future little arsonist. ‐ [ laughs ]

Gemma and I were both competitive

Gemma is my hometown/ dance best friend,

GEMMA: Hi. ‐ What's up?

GEMMA: I haven't seen you in like ‐‐

GEMMA: I miss you. ‐ I miss you, too.

GEMMA: Nope. ‐ Oh, that's so weird.

GEMMA: Oh, gosh. ‐ And we started talking about,

GEMMA: Oh, my God. This is so cute.

GEMMA: Oh. [ laughs ]

GEMMA: Relax and chill for a bit.

GEMMA: Yeah. ‐ Cool.

Get it, get it, get it!

Get it. ‐ Okay, I'm done.

Get me back into where I was before.

Gets pretty draining, doesn't it?

Getting through the moments of...

GIRL: Compared to all the other TikTokers,

Give it like a few months

Go turn. Go step. [ groans ]

Go, uh, clean up after your dog.

Going from, like, dancing a lot to not dancing

Going to want to be honest.

Gonna make fun of or talk about.

Gonna make it to your feet, but...

Good days, bad days.

Good job, guys. Wow.

Got it.

Grab 'em!

GREG So good. ‐ Hi.

GREG: Did you think when you were,

GREG: From a trademark?

GREG: Got it.

GREG: Hi, guys. ‐ Hi, Greg.

GREG: Hmm, let's look.

GREG: Killer.

GREG: No, her reputation and her work ethic

GREG: So what this is is it's a look at your 2021.

GREG: So you've been working your ass off,

GREG: What have we got? ‐ Look at this.

GREG: Why don't your team look and our team will look?

GREG: Yes. CATE: Hi, Dix.

GREG: You think people are gonna be like,

Happy birthday.

Happy life living in Connecticut,

Has a big part with my anxiety.

Has made me feel more comfortable, um, with my music.

Hate on you for really no reason.

Have been helping my mental health.

Have to, like, squeeze it out of her.

Have you ‐‐ Have you guys done any records

Having a normal teenage life.

Having fun and just being with her friends.

He doesn't like her anymore."

He dresses to the nines for every occasion.

He helps with everything visual ‐‐

He kind of looks like Willy Wonka.

He made some songs and some diss tracks

He might jump on you. Look at his little feet!

He really brings out fun energy in me.

He was kind of, like, very sensitive,

He was like, "Yeah, you might be, like, struggling,

He was the first person that had reached out to Charli,

He works with J. Lo, and he works with some of my friends,

He's ‐‐ He's awesome.

He's a salesperson for a sports clothing company.

He's just so happy to be, like, here.

He's literally a golden retriever.

He's one of those people who can dish it out,

He's probably my closest friend,

He's really, really nice.

He's still going. ‐ Hey, hey!

He's this, like, fashionista and he's got his nails painted

He's very big on YouTube.

He's very open and loving,

Head on a swivel.

Heidi, it literally hurts so bad!

HEIDI: After that break, we talked to the team,

HEIDI: All your cousins in Louisiana

HEIDI: And cry.

HEIDI: And then we can dip it in the olive oil after.

HEIDI: Are you excited for Madi's birthday?

HEIDI: Are you okay? Codi!

HEIDI: Are you, like, ramping up your YouTube channel, I noticed?

HEIDI: But I think in Charli's eyes,

HEIDI: Can't wait to see more of it.

HEIDI: Charli and Chase have a great friendship.

HEIDI: Charli! Oh!

HEIDI: Charli.

HEIDI: Charlie‐Madi‐Avani Trio

HEIDI: Codi, that's you.

HEIDI: Codi?

HEIDI: Codi's always squishing her.

HEIDI: Do you feel like it's worth it?

HEIDI: Do you need help? Do you know how to do it?

HEIDI: Don't be nervous,

HEIDI: Dude, I'm so proud of you.

HEIDI: Here's your mask.

HEIDI: Hi, Charli. MARC: Hey, Char.

HEIDI: Hi. ‐ Hello.

HEIDI: Hi. ‐ Hi.

HEIDI: How do you want to ‐‐ MARC: Do you want to toast it?

HEIDI: I can tell

HEIDI: I did not say ‐‐ ‐ Take it out.

HEIDI: I don't want it to come off

HEIDI: I don't want to feature on your song.

HEIDI: In this last year and a half,

HEIDI: Is it hard, like, in front of people

HEIDI: Jim!

HEIDI: Like teaching you how to drive?

HEIDI: Oh, got it.

HEIDI: Oh, I don't know. I was hoping y'all would say no.

HEIDI: Oh, yes.

HEIDI: Oh.

HEIDI: People act like guys and girls can't be friends.

HEIDI: She did it to a Billie Eilish song and ‐‐

HEIDI: She'll learn one if you learn one.

HEIDI: She's trying to get comfy.

HEIDI: Should we watch the video?

HEIDI: So how do you feel about dance right now?

HEIDI: Thanks, babe. CHARLI: Of course.

HEIDI: That's why we left the Northeast.

HEIDI: These dogs!

HEIDI: They laid everything out in the binders,

HEIDI: This is a proud moment.

HEIDI: TikTok is great for introverts.

HEIDI: Wait, Dad could deejay your next song.

HEIDI: What do you think's making you emotionally tired?

HEIDI: What does your label think about that?

HEIDI: Yeah.

HEIDI: Yes.

HEIDI: You got to do them all at the same time.

HEIDI: You guys struggle at different times.

HEIDI: You have way more people that love you.

HEIDI: You know how people say things

HEIDI: You know what we can do while we're out here?

HEIDI: Your method is amazing.

Heidi's reaction was better than yours.

Hello, everyone on TikTok.

Hello, everyone. It is Charli.

Hello, Vogue. It's Dixie D'Amelio.

Hello.

Hello.

Help us name our podcast.

Here I go again.

Here we go. Step, step...

Here, catch!

Here's to 17, guys.

Hey, did you know one out of three hoes are mad?

Hey, so we actually broke up.

Hey. DIXIE: Hello.

Hey. You two are bad.

Hi, Charli.

Hi, Charli. Hi, Charli.

Hi, Dixie.

Hi, Noah.

Hi!

Hi!

Hi.

Hi.

Hi. It's Charli.

Hi. Who's commenting?

Hold. One more time. Come on.

Honestly, we could move back to Connecticut

How did I do this?" That hasn't hit me yet.

How have you been?

How important dance is.

How many boyfriends do you have?

How you guys been? DIXIE: Good. How are you?

How you want the marketing to be.

How, um, awkward 'cause then I was just like, "Oh, no way."

How's everyone's day?

How's everything?

Hurting a lot of people,

I accidentally liked a tweet about Chase.

I also met her on my first trip out to LA

I also want a baby hippo and a duck.

I always have my guard up.

I always try to give people the benefit of the doubt.

I am also, like, a human being,

I am Charli D'Amelio. I am 16 years old.

I am not just a social media personality.

I am physically and mentally exhausted.

I am responsible for all of the people around me.

I am so genuinely happy and confused at the same time.

I appreciate your daughter.

I barely have the time to make myself happy.

I barely knew, like, anything about being in the studio.

I barely post!

I basically work a full‐time job,

I can always go into, like, marketing

I can definitely handle it a lot better.

I can kind of do what I want.

I can start coming in here in the middle of the night

I can't ‐‐ like, I can't do that to myself.

I can't act like you're not crazy.

I can't control it. ‐She'll be like,

I can't mentally handle this right now."

I cannot believe that there's 100 million supporters

I cannot believe that you would do that! Madison!

I completely understand why everyone thinks it's, like ‐‐

I could never imagine being my parent.

I could show you the proof, but you still wouldn't see it."

I could've done the same thing,

I dance on the Internet.

I definitely am still learning on how to use my platform

I definitely feel pressure when putting out music,

I definitely see Cate and Dom as mentors.

I definitely see things I need to work on,

I did not sign up for cold weather.

I did too much.

I didn't ‐‐ thought it was ‐‐ I didn't think it was that deep.

I didn't have the energy to do anything

I didn't know that that was happening at all.

I didn't think it would be, like, as...

I do every day, 'cause I'm in love with you.

I do get nervous when she gets very upset,

I do have two years left of competition in my future,

I do think it's time to make a decision

I do think one day in the future,

I do try to hide those feelings

I do wish it didn't bother me as much,

I don't care.

I don't even care anymore.

I don't even know how these things

I don't even know.

I don't get it, but they do.

I don't get migraines that much any day ‐‐ every day.

I don't have a song coming out. ‐ Oh.

I don't have a stalker yet, which is nice.

I don't have the time to try to make other people happy.

I don't have to be the first name in the public shot,

I don't have to pretend or anything around her,

I don't know how Charli blew up. It's crazy.

I don't know how long it's gonna take, but I hope so.

I don't know how to catch.

I don't know if it'll ever completely go away,

I don't know what exactly it was, but, like...

I don't know what I would do.

I don't know who else is on it. GREG: It's a bunch of people.

I don't know who's gonna order food for us."

I don't know why.

I don't know why. That was really weird.

I don't know yet.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know. I feel like that's kind of

I don't know. It really depends.

I don't leave the time for myself.

I don't like leaving the house.

I don't love that I didn't have any part

I don't really check my calendar in advance.

I don't really feel like making anything.

I don't really like asking people for things.

I don't really like targets because

I don't remember what it was, but...

I don't think either of us really did.

I don't think has genuinely smiled in a long time.

I don't think he knows his name.

I don't think he's ever dealt with anyone with mental health.

I don't think I'm going to be that girl

I don't trust boys because if I'm not with the person 24/7,

I don't want to be embarrassed if something happens.

I don't want to deal with that.

I don't want to do it.

I don't want to put all my love out there

I don't want to say these things 'cause then people

I don't want to see you anymore!"

I don't want to talk to anyone.

I don't want to. What if I just run?

I don't... [ sobs ]

I feel like at the end of the day,

I feel like I'm a wee bit behind.

I feel like I'm in the middle.

I feel like I've gotten past the point

I feel like it just gets more difficult, like, every day.

I feel like it was also the dance thing.

I feel like it's better to stick together

I feel like it's very important for us

I feel like she's not as fake as them.

I feel like there's a lot going on for Charli

I feel like this is the longest time

I feel like this will be good.

I feel like we'll find each other again.

I feel like you stayed the same.

I feel like, at some point,

I feel so bad 'cause I think they think I don't like them

I felt like there was so much more that I could be doing.

I got Jim, and then I went to the gym.

I got such a big bruise,

I got, like, really upset about it after.

I grew up playing piano and violin.

I had "hype" as a comment filter for a really long time

I had other boyfriends." ‐But you know what else?

I had to get ready for content filming,

I had to get the cane out for today.

I had to have my content meeting,

I have a lot more energy.

I have a very low level

I have a very strong workload.

I have no idea how this is gonna work out in the long run.

I have no idea.

I have no reason to be jealous, but I do and I hate it

I have not put my foot on the gas pedal once.

I have some cute things planned for us.

I have something that I would like to share with you all.

I have soup.

I have struggled finding a good one,

I have style.

I have to be this person that is happy and upbeat.

I have to just be okay with everyone saying anything.

I haven't been probably

I haven't thought about this in so long.

I hear waves.

I hit 10 million followers on TikTok.

I hope Charli just continues pushing

I just ‐‐ I'm difficult.

I just can't.

I just don't take B.S. from anyone.

I just feel I'm held to a very high standard.

I just hope everything goes well.

I just hope to have a lot of fun.

I just kind of do whatever I want to do that day

I just love firsts,

I just made me want to continue doing them.

I just wanna put a smile on people's face,

I just want my hard work to be shown.

I just want to be, like, in bed on my phone.

I just want to do dance because I like it.

I just want to go back and tell myself

I just want to know why you do this to yourself.

I just want you to know, so do you miss me?"

I just wanted to show you."

I just wanted to sound important.

I just worked out. I have some coffee.

I just, like, post, as every other teenager in the world.

I kind of, like, hope no one asked me about it

I know I don't.

I know that they don't want me to feel responsible,

I know that's a joke.

I know the back ends of everything, which is cool.

I know we're all very emotional people.

I know what you're saying, even though it's spelled wrong.

I know when you're upset. ‐ 'Cause when they put out

I know you'd be coming out here a lot more

I know, but you would have an emotional, like...

I know, it was scary that it, like, leaked

I know, you love me, right?

I let it get to me, and I wish I didn't.

I like this better than the logo

I like this with this outfit.

I like to forgive and forget, but obviously,

I liked a tweet about Chase. I don't even know what it was.

I literally come back from the gym,

I love ‐‐ ‐ He's a good kid.

I love music. I've done it my whole life.

I love to hear you sing so much.

I love you, Charli!

I love you.

I love you. ‐ Isn't it cute?

I mean, a year ago, I was in high school,

I mean, every single day, you never know what people are

I mean, everything's just slowly getting better.

I mean, have y'all ever thought

I mean, I ‐‐

I mean, I definitely wouldn't be able to hang out

I mean, I don't know.

I mean, I don't want to push her too far,

I mean, I feel like every kid wants to grow up

I mean, I just always felt like

I mean, I think the risk is just mental health.

I mean, I'm just so grateful for how everything happened.

I mean, I'm sorry for you, but I have a really good time.

I mean, I've obviously seen some negative things,

I mean, it doesn't make me miserable.

I mean, it's obviously real,

I mean, kind of.

I mean, my life turned around in a year.

I mean, not tap water. Bottled water.

I mean, people could've hated the song.

I mean, personally, I've been doing great.

I mean, that was really upsetting.

I mean, there's some girls, but it's mostly boys

I mean, we think about it all the time.

I mean, when people are constantly talking about

I mean, you haven't been stretching?

I mean, you see.

I met them once things kind of started to take off for me,

I need to stop at the stop sign.

I never went to business school.

I obviously feel for her because I've been there plenty of times.

I officially turn 17 at 5:51 p. m.

I planned this little girls getaway thing.

I probably would be in my bed crying.

I promise you that.

I promise you, I'll do it in a way where everybody understands

I really do.

I said "I apologize

I saw this tweet this morning.

I set up all these cool things

I start to shake and, like, it's so frustrating.

I started competing when I was 5 years old.

I step out to do something, I have to, like,

I still feel like it's a dream.

I still have to do school.

I swear, you better have gotten the fall.

I tend to be a little bit more on the shy, basic side.

I think a lot of my identity with my family

I think a lot of people,

I think about all the reaction or hate I can get from it.

I think Charli's scared to drive

I think everyone's so worried

I think everything happens for a reason.

I think for some people, it works really well

I think he will be ‐‐

I think his co‐star killed it. MAN: Okay, okay.

I think I set a pretty high standard.

I think I'm a lot more comfortable showing my love

I think I'm definitely sacrificing

I think I'm very insecure now,

I think I've come a long way as a parent

I think I've grown a lot

I think it'll be good for her.

I think it's fun.

I think it's weird to bring up that I shouldn't be upset

I think my comment section is worse.

I think planning wise...

I think Quen, Madi, and Avani are closest to me

I think she was really intimidated.

I think she was scared of me.

I think social media can be a different place.

I think that at this point it's more something that I do

I think that that's a good thing.

I think that this is definitely something

I think that's just bullying.

I think the level of confidence, though, is, like...

I think there's a lot of stuff that people don't know about her

I think they keep me grounded.

I think they keep me in check, as they should.

I think they're all mean in their own specific ways.

I think this is definitely a lot more stuff

I think we ‐‐ It was right person, wrong time.

I think we both do, but I try to put on a brave face

I think we've definitely worked our way

I think when Charli has anxiety around me,

I think when Gemma and I are together,

I think when she truly doesn't get it all out

I think when you have a lot of people

I think with each song, she's connecting it more to herself.

I think you just handled it tremendously well.

I think, for everyone.

I think, so taking pictures just really...

I think, that I wanted to be a professional dancer,

I thought those together would be really cute,

I took the video of me dancing to Billie's song down

I truly have any anger towards anyone.

I try to be very careful

I used to train sometimes seven days a week.

I usually stay in, like, those bottom two categories.

I wanna go home. DIXIE: Okay. Come on, let's go.

I wanna go home. No, I wanna go home.

I want just a little bit more resistance.

I want my wife, Dixie, and Charli all to know

I want to go in there!

I want to make sure that you are ready when everything opens up.

I want you to contribute to the tone and the lyrics.

I was 116 pounds.

I was always an extremely anxious person,

I was always super into dancing.

I was asked to be in

I was just dancing and doing what I like to do.

I was like ‐‐ 'cause Chase was like, "Yeah, she hates you."

I was like ‐‐ MADI: Bro, who?

I was like, "Haha, his co‐star did great."

I was like, "I feel like I've had a constant anxiety attack

I was like, "Oh, if I don't put effort in,

I was like, "Oh, my God, she's right."

I was like, "Please don't cancel me.

I was like, "You are so embarrassing.

I was listening to the demo today.

I was making and doing little dance videos with my friends.

I was never gonna be in a relationship again.

I was so upset about the comments

I was the one that wanted to move to L. A.,

I was very excited that J. Lo wrote the tribute.

I was very frustrated because I worked so hard,

I was wearing the Social Tourist thing.

I went crazy last year.

I went to the gym!

I will be able to find a therapist that I like

I will be crying in my bed for three days

I wish I could kind of see myself

I wish sometimes things were a little bit more calm here

I wish sometimes things were a little bit more calm here

I wonder how big he's gonna get.

I would ‐‐ I do the same.

I would ask them why they use social media,

I would cry. ‐ No, no ‐‐

I would hate to place the blame anywhere,

I would love to collab with my family.

I would not be where I am.

I would not put it out there like that

I would stick to crying.

I would, like, be gone.

I would, like, fall or something

I, like, want to push her,

I'd be like...

I'll be extraordinarily horrible.

I'll be hanging with my friends, totally forgot about it.

I'll go in.

I'll have Charli in a music video.

I'm ‐‐ I'm just dancing in my room by myself.

I'm a little girl that dances or whatever.

I'm a lot more comfortable talking about my music

I'm about to get an airbag blasted in my face."

I'm allergic to shrimp, for anyone that doesn't know.

I'm already on? MAN: You're on. Time's 100 Next.

I'm also doing fun, different things,

I'm definitely a perfectionist, which ‐‐ It's very difficult

I'm excited to, like, see my friends and everyone.

I'm getting handed a paper with what I should be feeling.

I'm glad she came out here,

I'm glad that we're still close.

I'm going to say no if I truly think that it's not something

I'm gonna be, like, crashing into all these things

I'm gonna find him a good home in a couple years.

I'm gonna just start posting stuff.

I'm gonna look like an idiot thinking that I should be

I'm gonna run. I'm going to decide to run.

I'm gonna tell you anyways."

I'm gonna work for it.

I'm great. Thank you.

I'm joking. ‐ Shut up.

I'm just a lot more comfortable with myself and my abilities.

I'm just happy that I have you guys every day.

I'm just playing with the cup holder.

I'm learning as I go.

I'm like, "Charli, please, tell me!"

I'm like, "Charli, what is happening?

I'm like, "Charli?

I'm like, "How would that ever happen?"

I'm like, "I can't order it either.

I'm like, "I don't know.

I'm like, "Shut the [bleep] up! Like, stop!"

I'm like, "This is our fifth dog."

I'm like, "What the heck?"

I'm like, "Y'all are the mean ones.

I'm like, "You obviously don't believe this."

I'm literally gonna cry.

I'm literally gonna have a mental breakdown right now.

I'm mad!"

I'm never usually, like, the insecure, jealous type,

I'm not a "Hey, say this just because

I'm not even gonna ‐‐ I'm gonna delete it.

I'm not gonna just say no just because I don't want to do it.

I'm not PG. I'm really crass.

I'm not really gonna ask too many questions.

I'm obviously very, very thankful

I'm open to anyone that has suggestions

I'm passing the phone to someone who

I'm passing the phone to someone who didn't make it

I'm pretty sure you said something to me.

I'm proud of her for asking for a break

I'm proud of myself that I shared this much

I'm putting in a fake nose ring,

I'm remember everything right now.

I'm so excited!

I'm so grateful for Noah.

I'm so happy for them.

I'm sorry I decorated the shoes like that."

I'm super excited to be as good of a friend as I can be

I'm sure if things were open,

I'm telling you right now, she's gonna snap

I'm thinking this. DIXIE: Love it.

I'm trying!

I'm usually not that good and I don't have aim.

I'm very excited for the [Bleep]boy release.

I'm very excited.

I'm working. I'm learning. I'm 19 years old.

I've always had music in my life.

I've always loved music.

I've been better. I've been better.

I've been in therapy for over 10 years.

I've been waiting for the chance.

I've ever met in my entire life. ‐ Mm‐hmm.

I've gone into multiple of my friends' pantries

I've got an abundance of time on my hands.

I've had a lot of physical reactions

I've had some people really come at me.

I've had, like, all these feelings before,

I've learned that not everyone needs to be in my relationship

I've seen nothing but good things about it.

If I didn't cry three times a day...

If I didn't have the family that I had, first of all,

If I don't make this. ‐ No, no, no, no, no, no!

If I had 100 million people looking at me all the time.

If I have no hobbies.

If I tell you a secret ‐‐ ‐ What are you doing?

If I was wearing this outfit right now?

If I were to have a therapist right now,

If I were to, like, breathe the wrong way,

If I, like, wasn't on TikTok as much as I was."

If it wasn't for, like, COVID. ‐ Don't worry, I will.

If it's someone I'm super close with

If it's, like, years ago.

If my feet are turned in.

If she opens up to somebody,

If she says she needs a break,

If there's moments where you feel down, you feel discouraged,

If they can see it on my face

If this doesn't come out good or I get a lot of hate from it.

If this happened a couple weeks ago,

If you spread the positivity,

If you throw something at me, I'll be like,

If you want to just do it, like,

If you want to work with her, we got to fit it in.

If you were given a chance to record in a music studio

If you worry too much, you're just gonna tire yourself out.

If you're nice to them

In commercial dance if you want to do this professionally.

In her fame won't allow that.

In my life and I'm just

In such an amazing way.

In that position unless she 100% wanted to be.

In the back of your head

In the beginning, it was a lot more difficult to, like,

In the music industry if she can't take this criticism."

In the past few months, but I also just know it's like a wave.

In these past few months.

In, like, a very positive place to be able to move forward.

In! [ chuckles ]

Instagram is a lot nicer than TikTok.

Instead of just jumping into whatever

Into the women of TikTok book.

Is a major part of society,

Is a miracle.

Is adorable and so sweet.

Is all supposed to work in harmony,

Is because the main goal of ours is to tell a true story of us.

Is challenging.

Is completely different.

Is if you do all the stuff that we've been talking about.

Is it a diss? ‐ No, I'm just kidding.

Is it called a 404 or 502?

Is me as a dancer.

Is much different than the Vogue thing.

Is my makeup messed up? Does my outfit look good?

Is obviously very difficult,

Is probably so, so, so helpful for them,

Is really hard to read on the Internet.

Is that what he did all day?

Is that you don't get to control when or how bad it is.

Is that your favorite? MADI: No, I hate it.

Is there anything you want to add?

Is there room for dance and to be a kid

Is TikTok dances are mostly, like, from the waist up.

Is to be in control of your mind.

Is to shoot the Time 100 thank you video.

Is when she ends up in a bad place.

Is when you can control your food.

Is, like, actually going to see people wearing it in real life.

Is, like, the biggest thing, you know?

Is, like, the only thing that matters here.

Is, like, when I'm hanging out with friends in L. A.

It ‐‐ I promise you it's going to get better.

It can be a double or triple. You want to start with a double?

It changes people.

It could just cause a meltdown, like it did.

It definitely did lift my spirits to see Gemma.

It definitely takes a lot of time

It does make me nervous, putting things out.

It doesn't feel good. It doesn't feel fun.

It doesn't matter if they knew before or they knew me after."

It doesn't matter, and it's like

It doesn't really happen a lot,

It feels good to be back in the studio

It felt normal. It did smell like, um, dry pasta.

It got like tenfold. ‐ It got worse

It got ugly.

It hurts so bad. It hurts so bad.

It is a lot. It's a lot. ‐ It's a lot.

It is scary.

It is the real thing.

It just creates a really bad cycle.

It just feels normal, like, just hanging out,

It just is there. I said this today.

It just reminds you that everyone sucks,

It just, like, never ends. It's always there.

It kind of gives me back that sense of, like, real life

It kind of was an outlet before,

It literally just infuriates me so much

It means a lot to me because it's been six months

It really is the beginning.

It shouldn't be like that.

It sounds just like her. QUEN: Yeah.

It still gets difficult.

It took me like an hour to get it perfect.

It was an iconic moment. ‐ Thank you.

It was kind of hard to make friends

It was like a chapter in my life

It was like, "You're so musty."

It was like, that's easy for me. That's fun.

It was like... is it even worth it?

It was really, really helpful, you know?

It was so crazy.

It was so funny because I was, like,

It wasn't like I decided I'm gonna do dancing on TikTok.

It would be done. [ laughter ]

It would make sense that people think

It, like, let's ‐‐ like, people let us know how dumb we look

It'd be important for them to bring up what I do.

It'll make your parents happy.

It's ‐‐ It's ‐‐ You saw her.

It's 'cause when you get anxious,

It's a bop.

It's a lot more mentally draining than people think,

It's a lot to put on one person.

It's a lot, but it's really organized,

It's a process.

It's a really, really big deal.

It's a struggle.

It's a win she needed.

It's about people and drama,

It's all in there.

It's amazing.

It's awesome. We love it.

It's basically like you're telling me,

It's been a while since I've seen her.

It's been definitely weird lately.

It's been nice to have a little bit of time off.

It's definitely a lot.

It's definitely a lot.

It's definitely nice to have a friendly face.

It's deliverables, it's meetings,

It's extremely hard to go from having a very unhealthy mind‐set

It's going to get better.

It's going to get better.

It's gonna be a part of our ‐‐ the journey

It's gonna be people from the medical field.

It's gonna be people who, like, were helping.

It's hard not to 'cause they're saying it.

It's hard to fit any new things into my schedule,

It's hard to not be insecure about it.

It's important to have family and friends

It's incredible.

It's interviews, it's everything.

It's just a dead end, you know?

It's just annoying 'cause I don't know who's making them up.

It's just chlorine.

It's just kind of been, like, crazy.

It's just kind of finding my thing.

It's just like ‐‐ like another thing that I am doing.

It's just like this whole new person.

It's just like...

It's just not fair. I never get to hear her.

It's just not gonna be, like, good at all.

It's just not...

It's just perfect that they're not

It's just so much. QUEN: I can't...

It's just the haters are louder.

It's just too much.

It's just turns into a joke, and it's so not!

It's just, like, people's opinions,

It's just, like, stuff like that where we just realize ‐‐

It's kind of been my normal throughout all of this,

It's kind of like, well, you're not escaping to anywhere

It's like ‐‐ it's improv.

It's like breaking the law,

It's like everyone uses social media.

It's like for the most part, it doesn't get to me.

It's like good things are happening.

It's like I can't even...

It's like I have people critiquing my improv,

It's like it can be so much fun.

It's like my little child.

It's like therapy without words,

It's like we're able to talk about our feelings.

It's like, "Get away from me!

It's like, "Now how am I

It's like, "Oh, how would someone on social media see me

It's like, "Well, I'm up early.

It's like, how do you know what she sounds like?

It's like, I want to just be like,

It's like, my days are filled up with work.

It's messed up. QUEN: [ laughs ]

It's more just like girl empowerment.

It's mostly because most of the stuff we're working on

It's much harder for them to just be.

It's my birthday!

It's negative comments plus school.

It's night and day.

It's not at anyone.

It's not different at all.

It's not like a regular job.

It's not like it's something that I'm like,

It's not that long.

It's not the music industry."

It's not triggering you.

It's obviously not that anymore.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay. Are you shaking?

It's only when, like, you really notice it or, like,

It's pretty much like our truest selves.

It's saying "so run into the open,"

It's scary because I don't like weapons.

It's so frustrating to have to be so careful all the time.

It's so funny.

It's something that I've always done.

It's something that, you know,

It's starting to come back.

It's still something that I have to get used to, obviously.

It's still, like, a lot

It's sucks, but, like, if dance is the thing

It's super amazing.

It's supposed to be, like, from the heart and what I feel.

It's this is third person

It's up to you, your parents supporting you,

It's very fun.

It's work. It's my personal.

It's, like, bigger than that.

It's, like, not real pain.

It's, like, over. ‐ Right, right, right.

It's, like, tough, you know?

J.Lo reached out, and I got to meet her.

J.LO: You are a sweetheart. You're adorable.

JACEE: Hello. How is everybody doing?

JACKSON: There could be something really cool in there,

JACKSON: We talked for like an hour

JACKSON: Yeah.

Just because I also ‐‐ like, me, me and my boyfriend,

Just because I've worked with him before

Just because it's, like, been a while, you know?

Just because of what I do and the nature of my job.

Just because that was such a huge part

Just because they are completely different people.

Just been taking a toll on me lately

Just do it five times a day, 10 times a day, 15 times a day.

Just do what you need to do, clear the schedule, and...

Just don't have, like, mental problems.

Just finish the line. You got this.

Just get our ears pierced and eat dinner.

Just how everything feels right now.

Just music stuff, I think.

Just mutual friends and things like that.

Just so proud of you girls, both of you.

Just start by breathing. Breathe in.

Just that's all I got to say.

Just to do normal kid things.

Just to make sure you're doing everything you can

Just to say things, like...

Just want to make sure you're loving all the doodles.

Just, like, "Oh, really?" Pow.

Just, like, as sisters.

Justin Bieber asked me to send his little sister a video.

KAILEY: Both.

KAILEY: Is everyone sending a video in?

KAILEY: Okay.

KAILEY: Sorry. My hands are cold.

KAILEY: Yeah, we're gunning for 60 seconds

Keep moving around a bit more.

Kind of brush everything off

Kind of did their best this year to inspire other people.

Kind of living a super‐normal life.

Kind of looked forward to in life is, um, different now.

Kind of messy.

Kind of. I still wake up really early.

Kind of. I'm fostering a dog.

Kisses.

Know her in her purest form,

L.A. is weird. But you can do it.

L.A.: Here's the good part.

L.A.: This really represents the beginning.

LARRAY: Come on, Chase.

LARRAY: Let's change the subject. Kumbaya.

LARRAY: Wait, I would love to know why. Why are you guys ‐‐

LARRAY: Why y'all being so sus?

Let me do something productive or something."

Let me tell you that.

Let us love you.

Let's go.

Let's go. A cappella.

Let's not do that right now, guys, please, come on.

Let's talk about this.

Like 10 minutes away.

Like a point of view judgment that you feel.

Like Ariana, Nicki, Beyoncé, et cetera."

Like bigging it up, so but I ‐‐ ‐ What age?

Like dance, like, every so often you see, like, the one thing

Like everyone hates me,

Like how you're all like, "Yeah, we check TikTokRoom"

Like I'm anxious or something,

Like no matter what I do,

Like right now, my ankle's throbbing,

Like that for a very long time. ‐ There's a word for it.

Like that one time

Like that.

Like the dice, the eyes, the stars.

Like, "Do I look stupid walking in here?

Like, "I could tell you a story,

Like, "Man, gym bro," you know?

Like, a healthy relationship with food again.

Like, actually dancing in a while, so it was like...

Like, Be Happy I literally recorded

Like, but like, you need a little bit."

Like, Charli was just, like, in a rough...

Like, come on!

Like, do we have a deadline of when we want everything done?

Like, even if it might not be exactly the same,

Like, everyone loves social media,

Like, everyone's just kind of thrown at me,

Like, get away.

Like, guilty for being alive or ‐‐ I don't know.

Like, he has grown up a lot.

Like, how am I supposed to, like, do dance class?

Like, how tired you are.

Like, I actually was under...

Like, I breathe sometimes, and that really sets her off.

Like, I can't ‐‐ I'm not that girl.

Like, I didn't know Chase lived in someone else's house.

Like, I don't know, they just kind of help me,

Like, I don't... [ sobs ]

Like, I feel like you're ‐‐ you're mentally drained

Like, I had a really, really bad panic attack,

Like, I have awful back pain, and then they check

Like, I just want to be able to stay true to myself

Like, I know I'm great.

Like, I know it's not ‐‐

Like, I know you were saying you wanted to quit all social media and stuff.

Like, I literally just posted me dancing today,

Like, I literally, every night, like, I wake up

Like, I mean, I would love for it to not go down again,

Like, I shouldn't be on that list.

Like, I think it was a fun thing for us.

Like, I want to help, and sometimes, you can't.

Like, I was just posting on social media, and it like ‐‐

Like, I'm like a cute 145 now.

Like, I'm trying to do everything I can

Like, if I ever did something to hurt them,

Like, if you think of a perfect boyfriend,

Like, in a movie, it's him.

Like, in high school and middle school

Like, it just doesn't even come to my mind.

Like, it just doesn't make sense.

Like, it just... [ sobs ] It sucks.

Like, it started when I was like 11.

Like, it sucks.

Like, it sucks. ‐ Yeah.

Like, it took a while for him to gain my trust back,

Like, it was a beautiful thing.

Like, it's been that 100 where it's, like, ruined every day.

Like, it's hard to speak up

Like, it's just annoying that it's like even a ‐‐

Like, just in the most simple sense of, like, writing a song

Like, like, clinical, like, breakdowns

Like, mind, body, soul?

Like, no conversation, No hey, no nothing.

Like, no one is 100% honest.

Like, no. That's crazy.

Like, old things is different.

Like, people hate me. CHARLI: Yeah, people hate me.

Like, please do go, because when I was going,

Like, probably the sweetest person

Like, right place, right time.

Like, right...

Like, she doesn't want to dance.

Like, she needs a break.

Like, she's a lot more, like...about it.

Like, sit there, look pretty, you know, but like ‐‐

Like, small things and really big thing.

Like, stabilize my mind almost.

Like, tell me what's wrong."

Like, that fear,

Like, that was the stuff that, like, I just did on my own

Like, that's cute. 'Cause no, you're not.

Like, that's not how we roll as a family.

Like, that's terrifying.

Like, the fact that y'all haven't had, like, breakdowns,

Like, there's always gonna be people that...

Like, they all win.

Like, they'd come up to me and be like,

Like, they're 15 seconds, you know?

Like, this is just for them.

Like, this wave has to crash,

Like, those are my only two.

Like, those are the people who just comment to comment.

Like, to have these people discredit everything that I do.

Like, we get it and we're here.

Like, we were there every step of the way,

Like, we would be able to have a conversation about it to.

Like, we're figuring out what you're good at,

Like, what are you doing?"

Like, what does that have to do with anything?

Like, what... CHARLI: No.

Like, what's the point of, like, doing anything?

Like, whatever, like, my emotions and stuff.

Like, when you look at it from an outside perspective,

Like, where's the baby?

Like, would I get made fun of for doing that?"

Like, you can continually build upon the good that you're doing,

Like, you can have continuous good things happen.

Like, you can talk about your parents.

Like, you can't be loved ‐‐ loved by everyone.

Like, you do things purposely to ‐‐

Like, you kind of just say one thing

Like, you know, ring lights and starting a clothing company.

Like, you're just so calm.

Like, your mom was there for that.

Like...

Like... [ sobs ]

Like... GEMMA: Oh.

Literally, leave me alone. ‐ No.

Living in Connecticut with my mom, dad, and my sister.

Look down on me in this business.

Look, it's Charli.

Love you.

Madi and Avani are probably my closest friends out in LA,

Madi and Avani I met through social media,

Madi in second place,

MADI: And then we played with slime.

MADI: Anyone who touches anybody that I've even, like, talked to

MADI: Avani. ‐ What?

MADI: Charli needs to be able to look at me

MADI: Charli said I could.

MADI: Dixie, I have a few questions.

MADI: He runs fast.

MADI: How was your little break?

MADI: I feel like we're on the same wave right now.

MADI: I just feel like it'd be weird.

MADI: I literally wake up in the middle of the night.

MADI: I saw the anger in that, though.

MADI: If they were shorter ‐‐ ‐ Ahh.

MADI: It is hard to get to know Charli

MADI: It literally hurts so bad.

MADI: It's actually real, though,

MADI: Maybe like an iced vanilla latte.

MADI: No, I literally ‐‐ It hurts so bad.

MADI: Oh, my God! QUEN: Girl.

MADI: Oh, yeah, I was pissed. ‐ Yeah, you were ‐‐

MADI: Ooh! ‐ Look at you.

MADI: Right.

MADI: They love bringing that up.

MADI: Yeah, that was a weird time.

Madi's house is a safe place for me.

Madi's turning 17

Make sure you go and listen.

Makes the songs a lot easier to sing.

Making a mistake that a lot of other people do,

MAN: Alright. ‐ Bye.

MAN: Here we go.

MAN: How are you, Dixie? DIXIE: Hi. I'm good.

MAN: How's Noah doing? ‐ He's good.

MAN: I know. Now you're all mic'd up.

MAN: I literally want to say, like, how proud I am of you

MAN: I think you have the most potential in the entire world

MAN: I'm gonna take your water bottle.

MAN: Jim.

MAN: Just on. ‐ On?

MAN: Nice.

MAN: Oh, that's cool. ‐ Yeah.

MAN: That was really nice. PHOTOGRAPHER: I love!

MAN: That you're amazing at.

MAN: That's nice. PHOTOGRAPHER: Yes!

MAN: There you go. Perfect.

MAN: There's gonna be adults who have kids who are gonna say

MARC: A lot of people ‐‐ ‐ Unless someone is waiting by

MARC: A lot of people.

MARC: And it's gonna be a jam.

MARC: Bye, Greg.

MARC: Cali, come here. [ thudding ]

MARC: Charli Grace, I just want you to know

MARC: Charli, stop.

MARC: Did you sprain an ankle?

MARC: Dixie just...broke down.

MARC: Dixie's confrontational.

MARC: Everybody's really well mannered.

MARC: For her mental health and wellbeing now,

MARC: Give us top 10. ‐ I have a song coming out.

MARC: Hi, Dixie.

MARC: I think they complement each other really well.

MARC: Larray, is she being mean to you?

MARC: Like, what's a question that they would ask?

MARC: Question is, on the yin‐yang, is there any

MARC: Right on.

MARC: She looks so comfortable.

MARC: She needs some time to be a kid,

MARC: Sounds so good, Dixie. It's awesome. So cool.

MARC: Such an asshole. ‐ What?

MARC: Tell me what you're upset about, 'cause I ‐‐

MARC: The history of Charlie is she likes her comfort zones.

MARC: Wait, what are you gonna cook?

MARC: We listened to your song last night.

MARC: We'll leave all the doors open.

MARC: We're here for you, babe. ‐ [ sniffles ]

MARC: What did you guys get all that?

MARC: What do you know how to play?

MARC: What do you think?

MARC: Where are you going?

MARC: Why are you being mean to Larray?

MARC: Yeah, I know.

MARC: Yeah, Larray, what you been working on?

MARC: Yeah, you can bring us.

MARC: You don't think you're confrontational?

MARC: You're not gonna let your own family ‐‐

Maybe once or twice if we're lucky a week,

Maybe you tell your friends about your breakup.

Me and you, friends.

Millions of people ready to tear you apart at every second,

Mine is more darker colors, and hers is more like pinky pastels.

Misogyny at its finest.

Missing out on things with Gemma,

MITCH: [Bleep] yeah.

MITCH: How do you feel? ‐ Good.

MITCH: Okay, are you ready? DIXIE: Yes.

MITCH: We're like pro and stuff.

MITCH: Yeah. ‐ It sounds good.

MITCH: You ready to go knock out a verse?

Mm‐hmm.

Mnm! [ chuckles ]

More, more, more. Ha!

Most people don't start with their first job

Music videos, cover art ‐‐ everything.

Music‐video prep.

Music, posting regularly.

My comments section will be all about the way I look

My dad used to rap and deejay.

My emotions come and go so fast

My goal is to just kind of get ready for competition,

My grandma has social media.

My life is going to be work,

My life is very busy.

My mental health is a roller coaster.

My opinions out there

My parents found some time that we could hang out together,

My parents trust me because they know, like,

My parents, they don't know how to handle this.

My shyness has definitely made it harder

My sister, she's almost 20.

My thing is, like, the longer we wait to put stuff out,

Myself supporting you to allow you

Nessa invited me over, and she'd just broke up with Josh.

No comments made you feel any type of way about it?

No matter what way that is,

No more steps.

No one wants to see real life.

No one's really given us a chance

No sleepy.

No, don't tell me that.

No, no, no! Heidi, it hurts so bad!

No, no. Oh, my God.

No!"

No. I'm not keeping him. Mom, I'm saving his life.

No. Why are you telling me that I'm thankful

Noah is probably one of the sweetest guys I've ever met.

NOAH: [ laughs ] ‐ He's so floppy.

NOAH: Anxiety marks. I've never heard anything called that.

NOAH: Aw.

NOAH: Can I have these?

NOAH: How you holding up, though?

NOAH: How's your driving going?

NOAH: It's super hard to see Dixie struggle

NOAH: Not for those ‐‐

NOAH: Okay. This is really cool.

NOAH: Someone made a lyric video on YouTube.

NOAH: Stop! Don't block it!

NOAH: That's so cool.

NOAH: Walking like a [bleep] astronaut.

NOAH: Want to be blue or red?

NOAH: Yeah, YouTube. HEIDI: Mm‐hmm.

NOAH: You look so pretty right now.

NOAH: You were telling me it's like the****utic, huh?

Not "take a light walk in the park."

Not going to work out the way that I want it to

Not just like a sad day like, "I don't want to do" ‐‐

Not listen to the things that people had to say about me.

Not quite as [ clicks tongue ]

Not to your brain.

Not too crazy right now.

Not understanding fully about anxiety or depression,

Now she's my best friend, but yes,

Now that you're going to the gym?

Now we can go shoot the content for Instagram and stuff.

Obviously to competition

Obviously, I live on my own. I make all my own money.

Of a variety for in store.

Of all the stuff that happened?

Of c‐‐ I don't do shit, and I'm tired.

Of confidence in my singing ability.

Of course.

Of dance being therapy.

Of everyone just being an asshole.

Of everything I was doing at 16,

Of my life for so long.

Of other people's deaths.

Of the "2 Chix" podcast is out now.

Of the writing process on the first couple of songs.

Of this newfound notoriety was difficult.

Oh [bleep]!

Oh‐aah.

Oh, God!

Oh, here it is.

Oh, my God!

Oh, my God! Hi. The queen's in here.

Oh, my God. ‐ [ laughs ]

Oh, my God. We're matching.

Oh, my gosh!

Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh. This is so embarrassing

Oh, my gosh. This is so weird.

Oh, no thank you. Can't be friends.

Oh, no, I remember. I remember now.

Oh, thanks.

Oh, what was Monday like?

Oh, whoa, whoa.

Oh, you drive me insane!

Oh! These are new shoes. DIXIE: You're fine.

Oh.

Oh.

Okay for a while.

Okay, Codi.

Okay, here we go.

Okay, like, we get it.

Okay, one, two, three.

Okay, Quen, who is the most open and honest?

Okay, wait. The pool's green, but it's not bad green.

Okay, we're gonna just start slower.

Okay, you ready? ‐ Mm‐hmm.

Okay!

Okay?

Okay?

Okay.

Okay.

Okay. You can take it off.

On the end.

On the same list as these people.

On TikTok to make fun of us.

Once I saw you process

Once you feel in control of other things

One day you're gonna look at me and be like,

One more time there. ♪ Nobody knows ♪

One more time.

One side too little, you know.

One small step for man.

One, two, go three.

Or are Madi and I gonna be wearing them?

Or do you think it's gonna ‐‐ five years from now,

Or don't like hanging out with them,

Or have you had it forever? QUEN: No.

Or how many arguments my parents and I get into

Or how many times they tell me I have to clean my room,

Or how to help them.

Or I can make you laugh.

Or if I'm gonna wake up

Or if it's going to be a good day.

Or if it's someone that's tried to mess up our relationship

Or let's do something that you're passionate about.

Or made a different move or, like...

Or made for this.

Or maybe not. I don't know.

Or my voice or something, I don't think that's fair.

Or rough day because people are being mean to her?

Or this is something bigger.

Or, "Let's, you know, learn a new language,"

Or, like, even my parents,

Or, like, talk about things, and everyone, like, supports them.

Other people to hate on you. MADI: Oh, yeah.

Others I just laugh at it.

Our girls love you.

Our whole time moving, all this stuff,

Out of being sad when she was younger.

Out of the dance room.

Over the past couple months, I think I've just grown.

Overall, I think that everyone else thought

Pads that you can take in and out.

Parenting teenagers is not easy.

People also saying, like,

People are like, "Well, she obviously can't make it

People could've hated my dancing.

People could've thought it was corny or cheesy or whatever.

People on both sides of my family are musicians

People think it's so simple just because, "Oh, well, you do it,

People weren't nice because they thought I was gonna die.

People who inspired you, and we can even make it easier,

People would be like, "Oh, you gained weight."

Perform in front of me, means the absolute world to me.

PHOTOGRAPHER: Brilliant. Perfect.

PHOTOGRAPHER: Can you do that again, actually?

PHOTOGRAPHER: So obsessed.

Pieces of it start to come to life.

Pink gift, pink cake,

Podcasts, photo shoots, meetings, interviews,

Probably never have a sing on a song.

PRODUCER: Do you see yourself with him

PRODUCER: Similar...

Professional dancer one day.

Prove something, you know, I guess.

Prove yourself to anybody.

Push it and put it in drive.

Push.

Put a lot of trust in me, which I really appreciate,

Puts pressure on me.

Queen of TikTok. ‐ Ew.

Quen and Dixie for third place,

Quen keeps asking me to hang out, and I'm like ‐‐

QUEN: [ retches ] What is that?

QUEN: Boo!

QUEN: Charli, I'm gonna send you one.

QUEN: Do y'all not use comment filters?

QUEN: Feel like my life is on the line right now.

QUEN: Gonna start crying? CHARLI: No, no, no.

QUEN: He's so okay.

QUEN: How many comments do you get on, like, one IG post?

QUEN: I have an older audience. I have 18 to 24.

QUEN: I just got back from New York.

QUEN: I just love cones.

QUEN: I like my personality on the air because I feel like

QUEN: I think social media is an outlet for people

QUEN: I'm so hungry I could eat a human arm.

QUEN: It should not be a thing.

QUEN: Just having a weekend to hang out with, like all of us

QUEN: Like, the thing is your personality

QUEN: My pictures always look like someone found Bigfoot

QUEN: No. They're neurotypical. That's the ‐‐ Yeah.

QUEN: Oh, my God, Charli, they fittin' to jump you.

QUEN: Oh, my God, it would be done.

QUEN: Oh, my gosh, think about all your hate comments.

QUEN: Please don't. I don't know what to do when you do that.

QUEN: Really? ‐ Mm‐hmm.

QUEN: Rough day? Rough day mentally?

QUEN: She's really trying.

QUEN: That's all like ‐‐ like The Shade Room.

QUEN: The way people tell y'all to find jobs is so crazy.

QUEN: What happened with the Grammys?

QUEN: Whoa.

QUEN: Whoo!

QUEN: Yeah, Dixie doesn't believe in girl code.

QUEN: Yeah, why are you being weird?

QUEN: Yeah. ‐Like, I live with her.

QUEN: You did it. ‐ Is it cold?

QUEN: You know the rage is deep in there.

Read about things that people have to say who don't know you?

Really connected when I was younger.

Right? CHARLI: Yeah.

Right? So how do you feel about 2021?

RYAN: Don't wait for it. ‐ ...things to get bad again.

RYAN: Hello, hello.

RYAN: Well, I mean, you said that

Saving money. Saving money, guys.

Say that they don't like it.

Scratching your neck. ‐ No, I wasn't.

See? You do it on purpose. You do it on purpose.

Seeing if a camera's out videotaping us,

Seeing positive comments was really a surprise,

Send way over there. Go.

Shake it out a little bit.

She also does social media.

She doesn't know how to handle this.

She feels like the people that knew her

She had no idea what she's doing.

She has the pressure of the world on her shoulders.

She is most things older sisters are.

She just cries.

She kind of helps me with everything right now,

She kind of, like, can bring me out of my shell.

She looks so good. Just kidding. Skin and bones."

She wants to dance. She doesn't have time to dance.

She was doing so much better.

She was like, "So you're the one with the hype."

She was supposed to have died in a car accident.

She would totally cut my head off.

She'd have a big party,

She's ‐‐ She's great.

She's a lot cooler than I am.

She's a really sweet girl.

She's been doing this for a lot longer than I have.

She's been going through a lot, social media itself

She's gonna be like, "Oh, we're just ‐‐

She's gonna get abused.

She's gonna literally murder me.

She's just a spoilt little bitch who should hang herself."

She's like a real person that actually wants to talk to us.

She's like, "Nothing." And I'm like, ugh!

She's not gonna be filming for a little while

She's not gonna learn a new language, apparently.

She's not in a good place.

She's really trying her very best

She's so unapologetically herself

She's very bossy.

She's very close with my mom,

She's, like, hit a wall. She's done.

She's, like, stuffing her bag.

Should I be?

Should I get in this lane?

Should I get these?

Should I go get her?

Should I introduce myself?

Shugga‐dugga‐da and voom!

Shugga‐dugga‐da.

Simmerly. Sim...

Since I released a song, and I've been working really hard.

Since I've, like, actually trained for dance.

Since we're doing the collab

Since you visited us last time, we have updated

SINGER: ♪ I still don't know how to be human ♪

SINGER: ♪ I wish I could be like you ♪

SINGER: ♪ It sucks ♪

So before that happens, we're stopping this train.

So Charli and I have created our own line with Hollister

So cute!

So cute.

So cute.

So do you. Your hair looks healthy.

So Dr. Greene came over to have a conversation with my parents

So every once in a while we all need a break.

So everything ‐‐

So hard to keep up with.

So I can't write that down.

So I completely lost my way and turned to drugs,

So I could be like, "Hey, everyone, die,"

So I could start feeling better?

So I didn't say it. [ laughter ]

So I don't know who.

So I don't know, maybe one day.

So I feel like I teach him a lot ‐‐

So I feel like it's gonna last.

So I feel like this will kind of be our ‐‐

So I feel like your solo will turn out good.

So I felt a lot better about it.

So I got a dog! [ laughs ]

So I got Cali to help with anxiety.

So I got on the call...

So I had this boyfriend in a time in my life.

So I hope you get over it.

So I need to find a way to show him how much he means to me.

So I think it's ‐‐ it's getting to that point.

So I think it's fun.

So I want to make sure she's okay.

So I want to put it out. I really thought

So I want to try and keep that as normal as it was.

So I wanted to take her shopping.

So I why start your morning,

So I will try to be nothing less than that.

So I would just caution you to not even think,

So I would just like it to be reciprocated.

So I'm definitely beginning to find friends I can trust.

So I'm excited, but I'm nervous.

So I'm getting better at it

So I'm giving the opposite, so everyone can just shut up.

So I'm glad she asked.

So I'm gonna take it to a professional,

So I'm proud of you. ‐ Thank you.

So I'm really excited to get to actually do something this year,

So I'm very appreciative that I have him

So I've definitely felt a big difference

So if it's a list of people who have been like, you know,

So if she can't dance, then I know that, you know ‐‐

So it didn't bother me. ‐ I have nothing against that.

So it doesn't make sense if I was upset.

So it doesn't really solve the problem,

So it just, like, didn't work.

So it was like going through two breakups.

So it's been a little bit over a year

So it's coming through.

So it's just like I've always kind of been very sad

So it's just people who, like, you know,

So it's like even when I'm done,

So it's like I need to actually change things.

So it's like it's fine.

So it's like there's no right place to be.

So it's like things like that that's like...

So it's like, different than a two‐minute‐forty‐five‐second,

So it's like, if you're not this perfect person

So it's really cool to, like, finally see

So it's turned into a very negative place

So it's very frustrating. So, it's like every time

So maybe she feels like she can't be as close with them.

So mean.

So next, we're gonna do

So no matter what really happens with social media,

So now we can look at the calendar and say, "Cool.

So please don't tell me.

So proud of you. I know that was, like, scary,

So really try and move with that head.

So really, all we're trying to do is have some fun

So same thing like we did the other night with the jeans,

So she could be happy.

So she would laugh and then stop being sad.

So she's very helpful.

So Social Tourist is a clothing line with Hollister,

So someone, like, predicted my death,

So stupid.

So thank you. WOMAN: Yes, and congratulations.

So that and then with a tiny little bit more control

So that's all I had to say on that.

So that's the world we live in, I guess.

So then when I see someone that has, like, an archetype

So then you can talk about ‐‐

So there's this app that you can rent a pool,

So they definitely can relate to her.

So they escape to the Internet.

So they gave me one, so I got to get to class

So they set up this hibachi dinner for us

So they're happy that I stuck to what I wanted to do

So we did push you.

So we don't even have to worry about it.

So we have a pool for us and the girls to hang out for the day.

So we have partnerships, we have, you know,

So we have the songwriting camp.

So we want it to be perfect.

So we're both really mean to each other

So we're gonna get it done. ‐ Yay.

So we're having a pool day,

So we're not trying to, like, intertwine anything.

So we're not two messes in the car. [ laughs ]

So we've been on a couple dates.

So what's been going on?

So when I put on weight,

So whenever we're with her, she does everything for us,

So why don't we just think it through for a second

So you are making progress, and you should be proud of that.

So you don't ‐‐ You would be running into them.

So you got to work on it.

So you were in the music video. ‐ I was.

So, actually, like, being able to see things

So, as usual, you have your Social Tourist team

So, how goes it?

So, I get a lot of questions about my lyrics

So, I like to hang out with people I know I can trust,

So, I'm pulling the leg like...

So, like, oh, just do everyone a favor.

So, like, there's never any way to go where, like...

So, thoughts on the show so far?

So, what are we doing?

So... ‐ That is not what happened.

Some days I'm really upset.

Some of the comments could be taken as fair.

Some of the songs that we've done so far

Some people never have that.

Some, like, rough little thing like that.

Something that you didn't speak on.

Something's got to give.

Sometimes a little too protective.

Sometimes the way he says things makes it worse.

Sometimes we just want to hang out with our friends

Sometimes, I do feel guilty

Songs first, then everything else

Sorry for being late. ‐ What happened?

Sorry.

Sort of cultural issues that we have to think about?

Squeeze. Yeah, you'll get it.

Starting music with a huge audience is very scary.

Step.

STEVIE: ♪ Oh, here we go ♪

STEVIE: ♪ Oh, yeah ♪

STEVIE: ♪ Oh, yeah ♪

STEVIE: Hmm.

STEVIE: Yeah. Those are sounds singers make.

STEVIE: You sound like a singer.

STEVIE: You will be nervous. You will. But you know what?

Stop.

Stop. Don't touch it.

Straight through, that would be great.

Super excited to be back with you.

Supposed to tell you, like, how ‐‐"

Switch it ‐‐ switch the sides.

Takes the biggest toll on your mental health ever.

Talking about, like, my looks

Tea pages and negative comments

Tell us what you did when you got your driver's license.

Telling you when you're not perfect.

Text it to her.

Than Ariana Grande." Like, no.

Than ever be in last.

Than I thought I was doing.

Than she is on social media.

Than they were two years ago.

Than, like, if I were to have, like, left you in Connecti‐‐

Thank God.

Thank you guys so much for watching.

Thank you so much. ‐ Alright, rock star. Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you. How are you?

Thanks for the flowers.

That are dipped into the ‐‐ like, the last breakup

That are hungry. MARC: Like a lot of people

That doesn't have social anxiety is Madi.

That follow you from an outside perspective,

That happened with the song One Whole Day.

That I can be a part of for a very long time.

That I can be bawling my eyes out crying,

That I could just keep doing the same things that I'm doing

That I couldn't do.

That I did a hard thing here,

That I get to do and get to learn and get to experience,

That I have a platform to do.

That I never really got closure from.

That I want to do long term, not for work,

That I was gonna die.

That I was just gonna be this dancer,

That I'm doing the work that I have to do.

That I'm gonna judge them

That I'm just, like, uncomfortable.

That I'm not as into Noah as he is into me.

That I'm stronger than I think I am.

That I'm trying to find out right now.

That I've really been able to curate with my sister,

That if they keep pushing me that hard,

That is ‐‐ it's a lot for Charli.

That is going to be good for me.

That is not true.

That is something that I've always wanted to do.

That it's completely, like, comedy gold.

That it's, like, overwhelming.

That just says just toughen up and don't worry about it.

That make social media not as negative of a place.

That makes me happy

That many other people do not do.

That maybe would like to be entrepreneurs one day

That means, like, you know, it's not affecting you.

That might not be what I want anymore.

That no matter how mad Dixie and I get at each other

That people cannot comment on your page.

That person should have the respect to not, like ‐‐

That sets you over the edge. ‐ Mm‐hmm.

That she ‐‐ my daughter was going to die that day.

That she's just being a bratty, snotty teenage kid

That someone would even joke around about something,

That sounds so bad.

That sucks.

That that's all you need.

That they think you're supposed to be,

That they were doing good

That this ‐‐ these people that are tearing you apart

That this is how this has turned out.

That this journey that we're going on with us four,

That Time 100 video that they had wanted me to do?

That video has like a million dislikes.

That was a lot. I got nervous.

That was for TV.

That we have an out.

That we're together.

That will be coming out soon.

That would be horrible.

That wouldn't make me a very good friend.

That you don't always take home with you?

That you have created in front of you,

That you have to be in here.

That you posted something... ‐ [ sighs ]

That you want to vent.

That you'd have a clothing company?

That you're not going to live up to everybody's expectations.

That, like, not everyone needs to know

That's ‐‐ That's the human condition.

That's a constant terror.

That's a good one.

That's a joke. HEIDI: [ gasps ]

That's a lot of pressure coming from ‐‐

That's been something

That's good to know. You're gonna say no.

That's how I used to get Charli

That's kind of fun.

That's kind of making it more stressful than it is, like, stress relieving,

That's like, "I don't want to do that."

That's maybe a little bit more true than what's on TikTok,

That's not real."

That's not really existed to any other generations.

That's not what I do.

That's out of her control affect her.

That's probably why I've been doing it for so long.

That's really a sign that she's totally run down

That's really embarrassing.

That's saying something mean to me,

That's so cool, so exciting.

That's so weird.

That's the first rule of singing.

That's very cool to me.

That's weird. And, like, she has to learn

That's weird. Like, it must have been a fluke."

That's why at the end of the day,

That's why Charli ‐‐ I'm like, "Are you okay?"

That's why I just keep my mouth shut.

That's, like, excited for dance class again.

That's, like, kind of my thing

The app was developing as she was going,

The behavior is disgusting.

The bottoms ‐‐

The business projects that I'm most excited for this year

The cleaner is over there.

The crazy world of Los Angeles.

The different companies you're working with,

The exact same person.

The find new jobs section with many jobs you'll enjoy."

The first part is for the Avani memoir.

The first TikTok of mine

The first time they meet me,

The floodgates are gonna open.

The happiest time in my life, you know?

The job comments on Twitter have gotten more updated.

The leggings fitting for Hollister.

The less momentum.

The logic doesn't make sense.

The more I hate the old songs a little bit.

The more we make new songs,

The more you do to, like, make people like you,

The most loving

The most talented makeup artist I know.

The only reason we stopped was because of, like, COVID.

The only time I'm really with other people just having fun

The other shoe doesn't always have to fall.

The reaction wasn't good.

The show we're filming right now.

The social media world is great.

The Social Tourist launch isn't a launch

The water got up.

The whole family just saying, "Look, we had a very fun,

The whole Internet jokes about how I have no style.

The whole process of releasing and all that.

Their judgment gives us our own third‐person judgment.

Then I'm gonna be like... DIXIE: I can do that?

Then it won't matter if I get hate

Then nobody's learning new languages.

Then, like, that's not what I use it for, you know?

There are incredible things

There is a competition with my home studio in New York

There is no doubt in my mind that ‐‐

There was nowhere to hide, you know?

There weren't cameras in the room,

There would be ‐‐ ‐ That's why ‐‐

There would be people walking to get to class

There's gonna be trouble, and I can feel it."

There's people here. I'm scared.

There's people who are actors in cool projects.

There's people who are musicians.

There's three weeks where I have nothing going on.

These dogs are gonna kill our fa‐‐

These people just want likes on their comments,

They all get to see me run off the Internet.

They all hated on me. ‐ Who?

They always do.

They did the same thing to Taylor Swift.

They friggin' did it.

They hate it and then everyone's gonna hate it.

They just get to be.

They just have shown me the way, really.

They kind of want somebody who ‐‐

They need to hear the story too. Everyone here. Tell us.

They probably used to read Time magazine, so...

They really lean on each other for advice.

They said that "Be Happy" was Justice and Kidz Bop.

They see all the good things

They then go around saying, like,

They think I'm, like, very, like, reserved

They want to see highlight reels.

They were like, "Billie wouldn't want this."

They were very transactional.

They will find someone else.

They will share it in their own way.

They'll be like, "Charli D'Amelio is so much better

They'll still find ways around it,

They're going to find something to say, you know?

They're gonna turn it and say "Oh, she's so full of herself."

They're like, oh, go hang yourself.

They're so thankful that you're their role model,

They're super chill, and I don't have to worry about them.

Things are, like, tiring.

Thinking back to June of 2019 ‐‐ I was 15 years old,

This arch is better, but my toes point better on this one.

This happened as an accident and now

This idea was born, and now here we are.

This is cool.

This is definitely a huge achievement

This is Jim.

This is just a ‐‐ a moment

This is just for them to work through.

This is just the start, and I'm ready to just keep going.

This is so cute. ‐ Isn't it cute?

This is the discovery process.

This is the first of many, I'm sure of it, right?

This is the major things we're focusing on.

This is what this company wants to hear."

This is what's going on in my life.

This is why I don't go out.

This just makes me feel like I don't deserve anything and...

This might be your first time seeing me ever.

This represents the 300 million streams for your debut song.

This unhealthy relationship with food is so common

This was cute. Thank you.

This was something that they got to help build

This was when viral was like 10,000 likes,

This week, Cate, Mitch, and I have been in the studio

This will kind of be our way

Those aren't real people.

Thought it was interesting.

Thoughts? Thoughts?

Through some of the not‐so‐great friendships

Through.

Throughout it.

TikTok, you can't control the meanness,

Time 100 Next list,

Time asked people to make a video,

To a lot of other young women

To actually go viral

To be a perfectionist when you're not perfect,

To be nomina‐‐ Is it a nom‐‐

To better myself, and it just gets worse and...

To both kids now being mobbed.

To celebrate your song and tell you how much we love you.

To continue to make positive change.

To do something, then you end up finding time.

To find people that we understand a lot

To focus on just having fun.

To get my hands out of my pockets and relax.

To get you back there mentally, but you have it.

To go through a public breakup was terrible.

To go to Malibu on the beach,

To hang out with my friends.

To have other women to guide us.

To have the biggest career in the entire world.

To have the family that I have.

To help others

To her music career

To just keep going as if, like, nothing's wrong.

To just really spend some time together.

To just the TikTok stuff, and that's not what I want to do,

To let some anger out, throw a weapon.

To make music that she's proud of.

To making it exactly how it was in our heads.

To meteoric fame and then things don't work out.

To my kids and boys that

To never have hope in anything.

To return to your household if they voluntarily ran away.

To see people comment about that.

To see them struggling and then this ‐‐

To send to stores.

To share it with the world.

To show what it's really like

To take care of your mind and your body

To that point...

To the rescue.

To try and bring dance back into my life,

To try and figure out what it could possibly be

To warm up to people.

To watch the release.

To where I felt comfortable, and it's definitely changed.

To where that's not something that I think about.

To, like, a recording star.

To, like, actually do anything, which is the thing that sucks.

To, like, do this, but then, like, that's too much makeup.

To, like, really close things out

To, like, the people that we work with

Tomorrow is the start of Dixie and I's

Too far. Sorry.

Took out a mailbox,

True normalcy I have.

Trying to balance it. I don't know.

Uh‐huh.

Uh‐huh.

Uh‐huh. Beautiful. Yes. More head.

Uh, seeing the set is insane.

Uh, yes.

Uh...

Um, how do you feel right now

Um, I have small moments where I sit back and realize

Um, I think ‐‐ Stop it.

Um, music video.

Um, the next song that's coming out is "[Bleep]boy."

Um, those people watch everything I do,

Um, you know, listen, obviously, I totally understand.

Um... ‐ We're different.

Um...no.

Until I woke up and I was like, "Wait, hold on.

Until she completely broke down.

Up! Shh!

Valentine's Day weekend.

Very grateful being able to do this.

Wait, hold on, I just want to talk about something.

Wait. Put him down.

Wait. Where?

Want to teach me a TikTok dance?

Was announced today.

Was at Gemma's house.

Was probably the best thing that she could do.

Was the most embarrassing thing in the world,

We always want to allow her to let that happen.

We are best friends.

We are extremely proud to be able to work with you all,

We are so close that

We are with each other for life.

We both ‐‐ he ‐‐ needed to really grow up

We both handle things simmer‐‐

We both talk about ours. I have it.

We can go through a day.

We can kind of [bleep] with it.

We can't just be pretty anymore.

We can't talk about until it's already done,

We could ask her the same question,

We definitely both handle things "simirlily."

We did ‐‐ like, this is a bigger part, build.

We did get off on the wrong foot for sure.

We force her to speak. ‐ Yeah.

We had already broken up

We have a lot of things that are ready to come out.

We have been working with Hollister for almost a year now.

We have quite a few decisions to make today.

We have Stevie Mackey vocal lesson,

We have to go full heart, full mind, full body,

We have too many animals for this.

We have Zoom calls, we have YouTube,

We just got to be sensitive, so...

We probably seem like we don't work at all.

We put out a trailer, and it got a lot of hate.

We scratched the surface today.

We talked about this Time 100 thing.

We trained at least five days a week.

We used to spend a lot of time together.

We will be putting out music for a long time.

We worked too hard on this to let someone on the Internet

We would go out, and she would be like,

We'll do a day.

We're all going through the same stuff.

We're always looking at ourselves

We're at a point where she's just feeling really overwhelmed.

We're designing each other's sneakers.

We're doing the best we can to just be

We're getting ready for the [Bleep]boy release

We're going five and six and push ‐‐ Whack.

We're going to get through it together.

We're going to have a fifth dog.

We're gonna do some self affirmations.

We're gonna look back on it being negative?

We're gonna throw some axes. Alright?

We're here. You ready?

We're just gonna, the three of us,

We're just like, "Oh, we both have the same thing,

We're not just gonna go back to where it was.

We're so proud of you, and you've come so far,

We're still family.

We're very close.

We've all been through a lot of the same stuff.

We've been able to keep our family close,

We've been pretty nonstop.

We've got to get this voice tightened up.

We've kind of grown up with, how big that is

We've, like, gone without seeing each other.

Welcome.

Well, all of the first 50 comments are negative

Well, I went to the gym.

Well, I'll talk to you later.

Well, I've been training.

Well, now they don't have a job.

Well, thank you guys so much for calling.

Went to Six Flags yesterday, and I couldn't go.

Were competition dancers,

Were not just superficial.

What about school? Are you in school full time.

What am I doing? What is going on?

What am I saying? What does my hair look like?

What are you doing?

What are you doing? ‐ I want to hold your hand.

What are you doing? Why is this online?

What are you doing?" I'd be like, "Okay, like, what?"

What I wanted to do from the beginning.

What I was doing at 16 ‐‐

What if we had to use mikes like this every day for this show?

What people had to say.

What show?

What sounds natural.

What the ‐‐

What were your first impressions of me?

What?

What? You're stunning. Thank you.

What?!

What'd we do, three singles and then ‐‐

What's going on with everybody?

What's new?

When do you want to compete, or when are you trying to compete?

When I first went viral, I was just kind of like, "Oh.

When I might have been missing for a while.

When I started this, I was not trying to get likes at all.

When I started this, I would just try to tell myself

When I was 16, I was going a million miles an hour

When I was working with you originally.

When I'm leaving my house.

When I'm three feet away, it's hard.

When it comes to really listening to the girls,

When my guests bring dogs, yes. Right?

When she was staying at Madi's house.

When she's going through these sorts of things.

When somebody was, like, talking about an unseasoned baby

When they get hate, it's just like,

When they see the video?

When things are going a little rough.

When we do something on social media.

When we were in lockdown in Connecticut,

When you add millions of people watching your every move,

When you read the comment, you know, thousands of comments,

When, like, this is how people make me feel?

Whenever anything negative comes to the surface

Where do we fit in all the fun stuff she wants?"

Where do we fit in dance? Where do we fit in hanging?

Where I have to be worried about what other people have to say,

Where I kind of pushed everyone away.

Where I'm like, "Where am I?

Where I'm, like, a little bit more vulnerable,

Where Instagram you can do a better job at, like,

Where you were, like, in, like, seventh grade

Where's the child?

Where's your trash?

Whether it's just they're having a moment

Whether it's just, like, silly dances.

Whether it's my, like, funny content,

Whether that's my "douchey" thirst traps,

Which I don't think that's a compliment.

Which I guess is weird.

Which I hate because I've never been insecure.

Which I know is so bad. ‐ Yeah, all I do is watch TV.

Which I think is super important.

Which I think worked better.

Which I'm not even doing it on purpose.

Which I'm super excited about.

Which I've never heard of that.

Which is a little bit frustrating.

Which is amazing, but also for me, terrifying

Which is creepy and scary but also cool.

Which is pretty cool.

Which is really funny.

Which is really great to have around you,

Which is really nice.

Which is really nice.

Which is the part of social media that no one gets to see.

Which is time, but not a lot of time.

Which is why I'm not going to one right now.

Which is why it's definitely frustrating

Which means they're gonna post stuff

Which obviously is not a lot of people,

Which sucks because I'm always like, "Charli!

While also being this "role model"

While they're doing amazing things and...

WHITNEY WOERZ: Weird.

Who are helping with the vaccine.

Who can't navigate life like a normal person in the real world,

Who could fill up the Pacific Ocean

Who I actually see it most from is obviously troll accounts,

Who I've been watching since I was a baby

Who is a bitch but says, "Don't be a bitch"?

Who just get out of everything.

Who we think that the card is.

Who's first?

Whoa.

Why ‐‐ Why do I continue to do this

Why did we pick her for this?'

Why do they know who I am?

Why don't you guys live together?

Why is this public?"

Why? ‐ No, I just ‐‐

Will everyone else agree with that?

Will just get killed.

With 100 million people watching your every move.

With axes?

With everything that you have going on, which is crazy.

With food to a healthy one,

With Hollister and Social Tourist,

With my ex as much as you do.

With my hands in my pockets like...

With my mom, I think she wants me to dance

With the fact that, like, people don't like who I am.

With the progress of this record.

With the whole vision of, like, what you want it to be

With their tears just from this week.

With where I am right now, I'm kind of just at a standstill

WOMAN #2: They're all saying their byes.

WOMAN: And then, Dixie, you had talked about

WOMAN: Aww.

WOMAN: Bye.

WOMAN: Did you just pop a pimple for Charli?

WOMAN: Do you trust each other ‐‐

WOMAN: Get back and then just relax.

WOMAN: Good morning! WOMAN #2: You made it.

WOMAN: Got to see it.

WOMAN: Hello, everyone.

WOMAN: Here we go. Let's start it on that.

WOMAN: I think you have a really bright future

WOMAN: Okay. ‐ It's so cool!

WOMAN: Perfect. That looked so good.

WOMAN: Really cute.

WOMAN: Thank you for everything.

WOMAN: The purple one?

WOMAN: What are you pairing that with?

WOMAN: Yeah. ‐ Like ‐‐

WOMAN: You and Charli have created this amazing vision

Work on taking care of myself physically and mentally.

Working on the vaccine and, you know,

Working with Vogue is absolutely insane, so I'm very excited.

Would I be getting a lot less hate comments?

Would think that I studied the culinary arts

Would you guys tell me if I had dandruff?

Would you say you let those comments affect you,

Writing songs about boys." I'm like...

Yay! ‐ Yay, Dixie!

Yay. YOUNG WOMAN #2: Oh, wow.

Yeah, and they have ‐‐

Yeah, but I like you now, I guess.

Yeah, but my job is never over.

Yeah, I'm just gonna leave it at that.

Yeah, that right is...

Yeah, yeah! Cute!

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah. ‐ Good.

Yeah. Be like, "You guys, I'm dropping a song called this."

Yeah. Mess it up.

Yeah. Oh!

Yeah. Thanks.

Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. There you go.

Yes!

Yes!

Yes! Come on, flexibility.

Yes! Right there. MAN: Hold that.

Yes.

Yes. No.

Yikes.

You almost killed me.

You always come to greet us.

You are not.

You are, like, creating this moment,

You can become a blood donor.

You can do it when I'm right here.

You can get famous really fast on TikTok.

You can get your ears pierced.

You can now look at a calendar. You can say, "Hey.

You can only give them tap water.

You can only have so many,

You can still talk to each other without it being, like, weird.

You can tell, like, the maturity of the music

You can't talk to him."

You cannot!

You could drive most helicopters or planes.

You could see it because I'm, like, short.

You did a live performance? ‐ Mm‐hmm.

You don't have to tell me" type of person,

You don't know to kind of draw up ‐‐

You don't tell millions and millions of people.

You don't think like you're in the spotlight

You feel frustrated. That's totally normal.

You get on my nerves on purpose, though.

You go to dance and you realize your technique sucks.

You go, like... ♪ Nobody know‐‐ ♪

You got this. You got this. You got this.

You guys are all my reason that I do what I do today

You guys as a family are all going to the Super Bowl,

You guys were FaceTiming and she was like ‐‐

You have a really good safety net.

You have those parents. DIXIE: Mm‐hmm.

You have to come up with a title for the body of work, you know.

You have to learn how to be yourself

You have to make the sounds that singers make.

You haven't really, like, changed as, like, a person.

You just felt like ‐‐ you felt like you were a burden.

You just got to think about that for a second.

You just like yelling at people. We get it.

You just never really know.

You just want to step and let go.

You know that the girls love you.

You know that.

You know what I mean. Like, extravagant dates.

You know what I'm saying?

You know what, we don't care. ‐ I care.

You know what. BLAKE: [ exhales sharply ]

You know, a month ago, almost.

You know, a year and a half ago in Connecticut

You know, and I'm not ‐‐ I'm not going to be the dad

You know, and, like, it happens.

You know, go through the same things of anxieties

You know, I love all the D'Amelios for ‐‐

You know, I'm not going to try to fix my car

You know, just like things get heavy.

You know, like, when I get home, I want to go to sleep.

You know, show me or anything.

You know, there's young people

You know, usual ‐‐ usual interview stuff.

You know? Just be you.

You know? Like, that's really it.

You learn and you, like, readjust.

You make me proud every single day.

You might know me from TikTok.

You must have been stretching. Really?

You overeat and make yourself sick

You ready to work today? ‐ I am.

You should come out here soon.

You should come sleep over.

You sit there and look pretty, like, you should have a talent.

You think like an agent.

You want the right leg crossing in front of you.

You want to be the one saying, "I'm so ready.

You want to do that? Well, you should tell her.

You went from almost an aspiring ‐‐ aspiring artist

You were in pretty bad shape.

You won't be by the end of it.

You wouldn't expect that from me.

You wouldn't get it. ‐ I'm learning.

You, like, break out in, like, hives.

You'll get it. Okay, great.

You're a sneaker head.

You're always gonna be one side too far,

You're amazing. CHARLI: Thank you.

You're cool, I guess. I guess. Kind of.

You're doing so ‐‐ I'm so proud of you."

You're figuring out how to truly be yourself,

You're gonna be getting a PR package. Um...

You're gonna push from here, and you're gonna push it away.

You're kind, generous,

You're like, "I'm really not well."

You're mean or whatever.

You're over there.

You're pointing it towards yourself, Dix.

You're so good at it too. ‐ I just like looking at myself,

You're so mean.

You're such a gift.

You've just got to have three of those Dunkin' drinks

You've told me from the beginning of this whole thing

YOUNG MAN: [ screams ] Fire! [ laughter ]

YOUNG MAN: Is that a compliment?

YOUNG MAN: Oh, I heard it. I seen one.

YOUNG MAN: The volcano. YOUNG WOMAN: It's so cute.

YOUNG WOMAN: Do it!

YOUNG WOMAN: Oh, my gosh. QUEN: Oh, it's so nice.

YOUNG WOMAN: Sweet. What is it called?

YOUNG WOMAN: Thank you.

Your team put kind of a presentation together for you.

YouTube is really just...

10 minutes late, when the hallways were empty.

24 hours of them following me.

90% of the people that I know here

100 being the worst,

130,000 dislikes and 81,000 likes.

300 million streams on your first single.

2020 was an extremely difficult year, but...

‐ ...and apparently, it was beautiful and ‐‐

‐ ...and they posted it on there, and I got so much hate.

‐ 'Cause I haven't slept in like a week.

‐ 'Cause I'm leaving the house.

‐ 'Cause I'm nervous. DIXIE: Why are you nervous?

‐ 'Cause if I say anything about it,

‐ "Baby" by Justin Bieber. I love that song.

‐ "Charli than all singers

‐ "Thanks, Mom," what?

‐ [ breathes deeply ]

‐ [ cellphone chimes ] ‐ Hi, Charli.

‐ [ chuckles ] ‐ [ mid‐tempo music plays ]

‐ [ down‐tempo music plays ] ‐ Don't stop trusting yourself.

‐ [ dramatic music plays ] ‐ Hello.

‐ [ gasps ]

‐ [ gasps ] LARRAY: Hi.

‐ [ gasps ] no. ERIKA: She's joking.

‐ [ Gasps ] You get to sit next to me.

‐ [ groans ]

‐ [ groans ]

‐ [ Groans ]

‐ [ indistinct conversations ] ‐ Ow.

‐ [ indistinct conversations ] ‐ Wow.

‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ] ‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ] ‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ laughs ] ‐ GREG: Yes. A hundred yes.

‐ [ laughs ] ‐ One more time.

‐ [ laughs ] Take bigger steps.

‐ [ music continues ] ‐ Shugga‐da.

‐ [ music stops ] ‐ [ laughs ]

‐ [ music stops ] ‐ Oh!

‐ [ screams ]

‐ [ Screams ]

‐ [ sighs ]

‐ [ sighs ]

‐ [ sighs ]

‐ [ sighs ]

‐ [ sighs ] A lot better.

‐ [ sighs ] Thank you.

‐ [ sings off‐key note ] ‐ Come on, singer. Come on.

‐ [ sniffles ]

‐ [ squeals ]

‐ [ squeals ]

‐ [ squeals ]

‐ [ whines ]

‐ [Bleep] [ gasps ]

‐ [Bleep]boy is getting released today.

‐ ♪ ...we've been through, we finally made it ♪

‐ ♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

‐ ♪ Bounce, bounce, bounce with the beat ♪

‐ ♪ But my heart just won't listen ♪

‐ ♪ Come on ♪

‐ ♪ Come on ♪

‐ ♪ Da, da, da, da, da, da ♪

‐ ♪ Five, six, seven, eight ♪

‐ ♪ Go, my kingdom is light ♪

‐ ♪ Happy birthday ♪

‐ ♪ I feel amazing, ain't no shame ♪

‐ ♪ I thought you'd always be there ♪

‐ ♪ I'm not quite the ray of sunshine ♪

‐ ♪ I'm the bad guy ♪

‐ ♪ If time was imagined ♪

‐ ♪ In line, in line ♪

‐ ♪ It all came back to me ♪

‐ ♪ It's funny to feel you poking at my heart ♪

‐ ♪ Just come to the West Side ♪

‐ ♪ Lately I been thinking something's wrong with my head ♪

‐ ♪ Lay down so easily ♪

‐ ♪ Leave it all before the sunshine ♪

‐ ♪ My mind knows you don't care ♪

‐ ♪ Oh, I promise you ♪

‐ ♪ There are so many things we cannot choose ♪

‐ ♪ Too slow, now turn up the heat ♪

‐ ♪ Wake up, wake up ♪

‐ ♪ Wonder who's sleeping in your bed ♪

‐ ♪ Yeah, you know I'm blessed, blessed ♪

‐ ♪ You're just a [bleep]boy ♪

‐ 30,000 I think was your recent one.

‐ 504? You had a 504 plan?

‐ 2021 ‐‐

‐ A million. I'm kidding.

‐ A million. That's what I thought.

‐ A shoot for Hollister. I'm so tired.

‐ Aaaaah!

‐ Aaah! ‐ Okay.

‐ Actually, I don't know. They won't tell me.

‐ Ahh!

‐ Ahh. ‐Ahh.

‐ All right what? ‐ CHARLI: All right, Dixie.

‐ All the people that are doing a million more things than I am.

‐ Alright, bye, everyone. CHARLI: Love you, Dix.

‐ And from your recently deleted so you don't look at it again.

‐ And her squeaky voice. ‐ Alright.

‐ And I can't stand the fact

‐ And I just think family is so important,

‐ And I would, like, lose a ‐‐ lose a bunch of weight

‐ And people just want a label, like, so badly.

‐ And the gym.

‐ And then it's just a never‐ending cycle

‐ And then they're like, "You overreacted."

‐ And they'll take advantage of, like,

‐ And, like, at 16?

‐ And, like, even last night,

‐ Are we allowed to do yin‐yang?

‐ Are you actually ‐‐ like, it makes me think, like,

‐ Are you excited for your birthday?

‐ Are you excited to turn 17?

‐ Are you guys excited for axe throwing?

‐ Are you not being sensitive to glitter?

‐ Are you obsessed?

‐ Are you okay, seriously?

‐ Are you okay? DIXIE: No. [ sniffles ]

‐ Are you serious? ‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ At the beginning, I had no idea how to write a song.

‐ Aunt Mimi flew in.

‐ Autotune is just a sprinkle to the actual ‐‐

‐ Because I already kind of did "One Whole Day" about it.

‐ Because people were being rude.

‐ Billie Eilish, I got her merch and I posted about it.

‐ BOTH: ♪ Nobody knows ♪ ‐ [ cellphone chiming ]

‐ Bryce Hall and I could do the same thing

‐ But I didn't. Okay?

‐ But I feel like when you, like, actually want

‐ But it's like crazy. ‐ They get out of everything.

‐ But then all of their fans attack me.

‐ But they did this ‐‐ ‐..."First of all,

‐ But you are kind of crazy.

‐ But you finally had time to, like, hang out

‐ But you know there's gonna be some goofy stuff in there.

‐ But you liked it, right?

‐ But you shouldn't have to announce

‐ But, like, am I actually a bitch?

‐ Bye, Dix. Love you. ‐ Bye.

‐ Bye, everybody.

‐ Bye. ‐ Bye, you guys.

‐ Bye. Oh, my gosh. Bye. Love you.

‐ Can I get my nose pierced?

‐ Can I tell you what we're doing?

‐ Can you hold your sweater up higher?

‐ Can you please get out? CHARLI: No, remember?

‐ Charli and Chase's public breakup was a show.

‐ Charli and I put our name on this clothing line,

‐ Charli gets very stressed when we go out in public.

‐ Charli got cheated on in high school.

‐ Charli is America's sweetheart.

‐ Charli is here.

‐ Charli is very shy, and she does have social anxiety.

‐ Charli posted a video ‐‐

‐ Charli, get up. CHARLI: No, I don't wanna do it.

‐ Charli, get up. CHARLI: No.

‐ Charli, what are you doing next week?

‐ Charli, you have anxiety marks on your neck.

‐ CHARLI: Codi! ‐ [ dog barking ]

‐ CHARLI: It was time. ‐ It was time. I agree.

‐ Charli? Good morning. Can we come in?

‐ Charli.

‐ Charli. Me and Charli had a conversation, a good one.

‐ Charli's open, and if she's not open,

‐ Charli's waxing my legs.

‐ Chase, how are you?

‐ Chase. ‐ [ laughs ]

‐ Close your eyes. Your eyes.

‐ Codi! I threw the tennis ball and he ran right...

‐ Come on, Charli.

‐ Come on, everybody out.

‐ Comment filters are words you put in your settings

‐ Congratulations on all the things you've been doing.

‐ Congratulations.

‐ Cool.

‐ Cool. I just got to throw some shoes on and I'm ready.

‐ Cute!

‐ Cute.

‐ Dance is my gift.

‐ Dating someone in the public eye is very stressful

‐ Days are definitely always pretty packed.

‐ Did you get new nails? ‐ Yeah.

‐ Did you just call him cute?

‐ Did your anxiety start when you did social media

‐ Dixie is complicated,

‐ Dixie Jane D'Amelio, do I see you reading comments over there?

‐ Dixie loves hugs.

‐ Dixie set up axe throwing as kind of a form of therapy

‐ Dixie, that can't end well.

‐ Dixie, that was awesome.

‐ DIXIE: I wear them to the studio.

‐ Dixie!

‐ Dixie! [ laughs ]

‐ Dixie. ‐ Me.

‐ Do it again. Say it again. ‐ Do not touch me.

‐ Do me a favor. Take your hair out.

‐ Do you feel like you just need a nap

‐ Do you feel older? ‐ No.

‐ Do you feel smarter? ‐ Absolutely not.

‐ Do you feel stronger? ‐ No.

‐ Do you feel taller? ‐ No.

‐ Do you guys have muzzles for your daughters?

‐ Do you have any anger towards him still because

‐ Do you know what we're doing?

‐ Do you think you're sensitive? ‐ No, I'm not sensitive!

‐ Do you want soup?

‐ Do you want to go, Char? ‐ No.

‐ Does Avani know that we're picking her up?

‐ Does it make you miserable just talking about it?

‐ Does that scare you?

‐ Don't be nervous. ‐ Can't control nerves.

‐ Don't touch her.

‐ Don't waste your time trying to make everyone happy.

‐ Driving.

‐ Dude, I was in the passenger side.

‐ Dude, the best place on Earth.

‐ Each line, I was like,

‐ Erika! ERIKA: Hi!

‐ Even if you break up with someone,

‐ Every day.

‐ Every day.

‐ Everyone just kind of wants me to just like sit there.

‐ Except there isn't a hundred people.

‐ Feel good about it? DIXIE: Yeah.

‐ Five, six, seven. So, run.

‐ For buying her merch.

‐ For Marc and I, Time 100 is something that

‐ For now, Chase and I are better as friends.

‐ For people like us who don't have boobs.

‐ Girl power. ‐ Get in.

‐ Go. ‐ Go, TikTok queen.

‐ Go. ‐ Oh. [ laughs ]

‐ Going live.

‐ Gonna start crying.

‐ Good to see you too, buddy.

‐ Good.

‐ Good. How are you? ‐ Good.

‐ Good. Nail it again.

‐ Great. ‐ It's been bad.

‐ GREG: I think so too. ‐ CHARLI: A little scary.

‐ Happy birthday.

‐ He told me his ex‐girlfriend was, like, crazy

‐ He's such a good dog.

‐ Healthy. CHARLI: No.

‐ HEIDI: He's so good! ‐ BRAD: I'm overwhelmed.

‐ HEIDI: Oh, Jesus. ‐ [ dogs barking, whimpering ]

‐ Hell yeah. ‐ You sound like a singer.

‐ Hello, everybody.

‐ Hello, everyone.

‐ Hello, hello. How are you doing?

‐ Hello! ‐ Hi!

‐ Hello! ‐ Look how cute you guys are!

‐ Hello? ‐ Ah. There we go.

‐ Hello.

‐ Hello. ‐ Hello, madam.

‐ Here. ‐ Okay, Charli.

‐ Hey, Char? ‐ And at the same ‐‐ yeah?

‐ Hey, guys.

‐ Hey, now.

‐ Hey, what's up, Dixie and Charli?

‐ Hey!

‐ Hey. HEIDI: Hi.

‐ Hi, friends.

‐ Hi, guys. WOMAN: Congratulations!

‐ Hi!

‐ Hi! ‐ Hello.

‐ Hi! ‐ That is the only way to enter!

‐ Hi. ‐ What's up, what's up?

‐ Hi. Hi. Oh, my God!

‐ Hi. How are you? ‐ Good. You look cute.

‐ Hmm? ‐ Bruno Mars.

‐ Honestly, if you like, genuinely came up to me one day

‐ How are you feeling after, um, the talk last week?

‐ How are you? ‐ You look so cute.

‐ How does that sound? ‐ Cool. That sounds awesome.

‐ How much, on a scale of 1 to 100,

‐ How's life? ‐ Good. The uzh.

‐ How's the studio? ‐ Um, it's pretty good.

‐ Huh?

‐ I ‐‐ I'm ‐‐ QUEN: You went off the rails,

‐ I ‐‐ No, I just had to ‐‐

‐ I always did have in the back of my mind,

‐ I am excited, I think.

‐ I am. Like, I really ‐‐ I genuinely am.

‐ I asked him about his relationship status

‐ I believe in you. You believe in you.

‐ I can go back to my cave. ‐ No.

‐ I can guess who this birdie is.

‐ I can tell you just shut down. You're like...

‐ I can't do that right now. ‐ [ laughs ]

‐ I can't imagine anyone else dating Noah.

‐ I could take you both down right now.

‐ I decided not to record this thank you video.

‐ I definitely feel a lot better, a lot happier.

‐ I definitely trust all of the girls as my friends.

‐ I did a lot.

‐ I did not like you.

‐ I did not try to set up Noah with Nessa.

‐ I didn't know it was your house.

‐ I didn't know the pool would be green. It's fine.

‐ I didn't mean to. YOUNG WOMAN: Not good.

‐ I didn't realize all the parts I already leaked.

‐ I didn't really know how to say it correctly,

‐ I didn't say anything.

‐ I don't check my comments on Instagram

‐ I don't even know.

‐ I don't have a can opener.

‐ I don't know ‐‐ I really don't know anything about this.

‐ I don't know how to spell that,

‐ I don't know if that's gonna hold you up.

‐ I don't know if this makes me a bad person or anything,

‐ I don't know, actually. I should probably text her.

‐ I don't know.

‐ I don't know. I don't know what this is.

‐ I don't like Avani anymore.

‐ I don't like people telling me what to do.

‐ I don't like the violence.

‐ I don't like things flying in the ‐‐

‐ I don't like to text her about stuff like that.

‐ I don't remember. I try not to think about it.

‐ I don't think they know.

‐ I don't trust Charli with an axe.

‐ I don't trust that.

‐ I don't understand how Madi and Charli became friends

‐ I feel like Charli and I handle comments the same.

‐ I feel like Charli's not even gonna pick up the axe.

‐ I feel like everyone else started practicing driving

‐ I feel like having friends that are also in

‐ I feel like I miss, like, being in a class so much,

‐ I feel like it's another rumor every day for you.

‐ I feel like it's important for us to really,

‐ I feel like people expect more from us

‐ I feel like that's the most exciting part.

‐ I feel like we've all had our times being psycho with boys.

‐ I felt that too, bitch.

‐ I get that. Like all my friends

‐ I got ‐‐ I saw no negative reaction.

‐ I have a feeling these are never

‐ I have my days.

‐ I have no idea how work and life and dance

‐ I have no idea. DIXIE: A lot.

‐ I have to apologize to the shoes, I guess.

‐ I haven't been there in such a long time.

‐ I haven't seen you guys since, like,

‐ I heard you cried. ‐ Yeah, I did cry.

‐ I hope the release of [Bleep]boy

‐ I just don't have it.

‐ I just feel like I can't escape the hate,

‐ I just get hate. CHARLI: Every day.

‐ I just hate how negative the world is.

‐ I just like the very strong designs,

‐ I just think people with allergies

‐ I just, like, dance on the Internet for fun,

‐ I keep forgetting the last... ‐ At the end!

‐ I know 100% Dixie will come back from this Vogue stuff

‐ I know, but everyone's like "You're gonna keep

‐ I know, but I just posted a YouTube video.

‐ I know.

‐ I know.

‐ I know. I need to organize a little bit,

‐ I know. We always are on different schedules.

‐ I like to take my time.

‐ I look like you.

‐ I love cookie dough.

‐ I love fire.

‐ I love pasta. ‐ I know,

‐ I love talking to Quen about my mental issues.

‐ I love you.

‐ I love you.

‐ I made a TikTok last night, and I didn't realize

‐ I mean, I'm ‐‐ I'm constantly thinking

‐ I mean, if you're, like, my best friend

‐ I mean, it's been, like, really great that I can

‐ I mean, they're obviously going to think

‐ I pass out when I get my blood drawn, and I cry at needles.

‐ I really like having these meetings because I like having

‐ I remember Dixie once punched me so hard in the back,

‐ I said "It's so cute." ‐ Mm.

‐ I shot a music video with my ex‐boyfriend, which is funny.

‐ I swear, if people get mad at me for this,

‐ I swear, sometimes they say stuff just to, like ‐‐

‐ I take it all.

‐ I think also for a little bit,

‐ I think Charli and Chase are just mature.

‐ I think I would murder you.

‐ I think it was great, 'cause now you have

‐ I think it was great.

‐ I think it's a really important from now

‐ I think it's dumb sometimes

‐ I think it's so hard to find friends in LA

‐ I think Madi texted me afterwards

‐ I think mentally. I think she's just tired.

‐ I think Noah likes how challenging I am.

‐ I think that being a teenager is a weird place.

‐ I think therapy's great.

‐ I think we're both very excited

‐ I think with everything we have coming out,

‐ I think you represent, like, changing of how media is

‐ I try to stick up for him. ‐ No, I try to, too.

‐ I wake up with anxiety, have to check everything.

‐ I want them to be able to express themselves.

‐ I want them.

‐ I want to do full glam.

‐ I want to get them.

‐ I want you to throw it hard.

‐ I was 17, 16.

‐ I was mad. I was like, "What kind of girl

‐ I wasn't ‐‐ Oh. [ laughs ]

‐ I will.

‐ I wish you could just, like, turn off their comments.

‐ I would like to forewarn you, I look a little rough today.

‐ I would never physically hurt you.

‐ I would say this is a big confidence boost for Dixie.

‐ I... ‐ Oh, my goodness!

‐ I'd rather be average at everything

‐ I'll give it to him.

‐ I'll see you tomorrow. ‐ Okay.

‐ I'll take you. Let's go.

‐ I'm about to drop what I have here.

‐ I'm actually kind of scared of Avani now.

‐ I'm always looking around.

‐ I'm fostering him. ‐ [ dog barks ]

‐ I'm getting canceled for how I decorated the shoes.

‐ I'm glad we all got to hang out,

‐ I'm going to the studio to work on some new music

‐ I'm gonna ‐‐ He's gonna bring it over to me.

‐ I'm gonna be in the studio all week next week.

‐ I'm gonna be sore tomorrow.

‐ I'm gonna go hide over there when you do that.

‐ I'm gonna miss you.

‐ I'm gonna say this in the nicest way I possibly can,

‐ I'm just gonna cry forever.

‐ I'm just real and people get annoyed.

‐ I'm not confrontational!

‐ I'm not doing it.

‐ I'm not trying ‐‐ ‐ Muzzles?

‐ I'm out of room.

‐ I'm passing the phone to

‐ I'm passing the phone to somebody

‐ I'm passing the phone to somebody I pushed off a bed.

‐ I'm so hungry.

‐ I'm trying to buy a guitar right now.

‐ I'm very excited about this.

‐ I'm, like, a hopeless romantic, so, like,

‐ I've always wanted to have, like, a really big sweet 16,

‐ I've been seeing a therapist and this doctor, Dr. Green,

‐ I've had anxiety since forever.

‐ I've just literally had no time

‐ I've literally posted before,

‐ I've never had, like, a hot boyfriend, so...

‐ I've never seen you wear these.

‐ I've set them all up.

‐ Ice cream! ‐ Ice cream! Ahh!

‐ If anything gets out about your birthday...

‐ If everyone was following me around and, like, making fun

‐ If everything keeps going the way it's going right now,

‐ If I could, I would not be tired at all

‐ If I did half the stuff that some of these TikTok boys do,

‐ If I show any signs of, like, whatever,

‐ If my mom saw that, she'd be so mad at me.

‐ If people are going to watch this and see me in a light

‐ If you want to invite us to the studio ever, ever.

‐ In 20 years from now, this is gonna be, like,

‐ Insane. I‐I didn't know she was writing about me

‐ Is it too sensitive of an issue?

‐ Is that a compliment? ‐ Like, with the sunglasses.

‐ It can only get better. GREG: Can only get better.

‐ It has to be 60 seconds?

‐ It is. ‐ This is a lot of pressure.

‐ It really messed with you?

‐ It sucks because we're always worried

‐ It was absolutely disgusting

‐ It was. It was actually very fun.

‐ It would be so much easier. ‐ No comments.

‐ It'll happen. It will.

‐ It's a little bit more normal than last year.

‐ It's a tough situation

‐ It's actually, like, scary. YOUNG WOMAN: I know.

‐ It's been since October. ‐ Yes.

‐ It's cool being involved.

‐ It's crazy. 300 million.

‐ It's definitely hard to open up my emotions

‐ It's definitely very crazy

‐ It's definitely very difficult to have confidence when, like,

‐ It's Dr. Greene.

‐ It's fine. We're like really good friends.

‐ It's going down in the books for life.

‐ It's gonna be a smash. GREG: It's gonna be a smash.

‐ It's good. CHARLI: Should we come?

‐ It's harder to go viral on Instagram.

‐ It's incredible, and, I mean, I'm so happy

‐ It's just hard to see your kids struggling

‐ It's just like everything's kind of

‐ It's like a dog bed. ‐ I'm so hungry.

‐ It's not even red. You're lying.

‐ It's not gonna be negative.

‐ It's not ideal seeing what I saw in the music video,

‐ It's not me.

‐ It's not sensitive. It's just, like, not worth...

‐ It's okay. ‐ That's cool.

‐ It's pretty good. BLAKE: Yeah?

‐ It's probably 'cause we're so awkward.

‐ It's scary. Dad scarred me.

‐ It's showtime.

‐ It's so frustrating to, like, have to deal with people.

‐ It's the high‐neck little crop top.

‐ It's this thing I've been talking to my therapist about.

‐ It's very exhausting to do this

‐ It's very funny to see Erika be like, "Madison!

‐ It's, like, interesting to, like, see, like,

‐ Jim! Come here!

‐ Jim! DIXIE: Come here.

‐ Join a hug. Join a hug. She's not ‐‐

‐ Just a couple. ‐ No.

‐ Just be so goofy.

‐ Just more work stuff.

‐ Just so many projects, you know.

‐ Just the way you said it. ‐ Oh, look at you.

‐ Just very busy. Very stressed.

‐ Just, like, look at the camera, kind of like...

‐ Keep the positivity going and don't get discouraged

‐ Last time we were here was for the Vogue thing.

‐ Leave your body for a medical study if you die.

‐ Let's do like, uh...

‐ Let's go." ‐ [ up‐tempo music plays ]

‐ Liar!

‐ Like natural eyes? ‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ Like Noah? QUEN: Oh, like Noah, like Noah.

‐ Like three months. ‐ CHARLI: Yeah.

‐ Like, posting and doing all this.

‐ Like, this is why you are the worst type of person.

‐ Like, what? ‐ You have an extra room.

‐ Like, when I talk to, like, my friends,

‐ Like, when you were really upset the other day

‐ Like, yeah. Like, it's very overwhelming.

‐ Like... ‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ Literally so embarrassing.

‐ Look at all the hugging that she loves so much.

‐ Look.

‐ Love it.

‐ Madi and Avani are closest to me,

‐ Madi tried to set up, uh, Noah with Nessa.

‐ Madi, I feel like you're doing photo shoots all the time.

‐ Madi, you were one of the first people I met in L. A.

‐ Madi. ‐ Madi.

‐ Madison...

‐ Make it ‐‐ ‐ Okay, but I don't know how.

‐ Me too. ‐ I know. I want to.

‐ Missed ya. ‐ Missed you, too.

‐ Mm‐hmm, the users and the abusers.

‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ Mm‐hmm. ‐ Which is not fun,

‐ Mm‐hmm. I think you're doing great.

‐ Mm‐hmm. QUEN: If I was ‐‐

‐ Mm‐hmm. Yeah.

‐ Mm‐hmm. Yeah.

‐ Mm, I don't know.

‐ Mm, tea. ‐ I'm not trying to attack you.

‐ Mm.

‐ Mm...

‐ Music definitely is a way where I get my stress out.

‐ My 17th birthday is coming up,

‐ My body image was so bad I was anorexic

‐ My butt is wet.

‐ My first impression of Charli, I was like,

‐ My first impression of Dixie, she comes up to me,

‐ My mom and dad obviously want me

‐ My name is Charli D'Amelio, and I am so incredibly excited

‐ My poor little thumb.

‐ No idea. Hey, um, so we sat down,

‐ No one has any room to grow.

‐ No one's gonna make fun of you.

‐ No way. DIXIE: Yeah.

‐ No, but I've realized, like, some people

‐ No, I definitely broke all my toes.

‐ No, I wanna go home. Please, let me go home.

‐ No, I'm calling the sloth not stable.

‐ No, it's just because, like, they make me feel so bad.

‐ No, it's more just like frustrating.

‐ No, it's not. ERIKA: Take it out.

‐ No, just for, like, culture.

‐ No, no, no, I didn't say that.

‐ No, stay.

‐ No! ‐ [ laughs ]

‐ No! ‐ All the time.

‐ No.

‐ No.

‐ No.

‐ No. ‐ It's just not ‐‐

‐ No. ‐ Mm‐hmm. ‐ Sometimes.

‐ No. ‐ No.

‐ No. ‐ Why not?

‐ No. WOMAN: Do you trust each other

‐ Noah's very good at making sure

‐ Not today. I think she's having a rough day.

‐ Not you.

‐ Nothing. ‐ Oh, nothing.

‐ Now I get it.

‐ Now I think you come to a song

‐ Now, don't forget, there would be cars here.

‐ Of her dancing and she took it down.

‐ Oh, all the time.

‐ Oh, crazy. CATE: Oh, my God.

‐ Oh, God, we're getting a sneak peek.

‐ Oh, God. No.

‐ Oh, God. Okay, we're okay. We're okay.

‐ Oh, hey, guys.

‐ Oh, how was that?

‐ Oh, I'm crazy.

‐ Oh, look. ‐ Oh, do not touch me anymore.

‐ Oh, my God, Charli, he slid into my DMs

‐ Oh, my God, the car's moving. What the frick.

‐ Oh, my God, the sloth.

‐ Oh, my God. I know how you feel.

‐ Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

‐ Oh, my goodness.

‐ Oh, my gosh, bro. So good.

‐ Oh, my gosh. Feel how soft.

‐ Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

‐ Oh, shit.

‐ Oh, that's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna run away.

‐ Oh, there's more to the story. [ laughter ]

‐ Oh, wait. The sun's eating you up right now.

‐ Oh, well. Thanks, Mom.

‐ Oh, yeah. CHARLI: My thing is more like

‐ Oh, yeah. It gets so bad. QUEN: Do you?

‐ Oh, yeah. That hasn't really happened in a while.

‐ Oh! ‐ [ laughs ]

‐ Oh! ‐ Her songwriting camp.

‐ Oh! Oh, my goodness. Wait.

‐ Oh.

‐ Oh. ‐ Are they yours?

‐ Oh. DIXIE: You were probably

‐ Okay, bye, everyone.

‐ Okay, bye, guys. MARC: Later.

‐ Okay, come on.

‐ Okay, Dix, I'm gonna have you get dressed.

‐ Okay, I want to get in the pool.

‐ Okay, maybe she's right. She's 100% right.

‐ Okay, Miss Stalker.

‐ Okay, now Charli will take it from here.

‐ Okay, so I heard...

‐ Okay, so what's gonna happen is I'm gonna read a card

‐ Okay, so, what do I do?

‐ Okay, this is a dance room. Stop it.

‐ Okay, well, you have fun being average.

‐ Okay! ‐ Are you sure it was him?

‐ Okay. ‐ Bye.

‐ Okay. ‐ Swag.

‐ Okay. CHARLI: And I know you're not

‐ Okay. I care, too.

‐ Okay. So pink sweats,

‐ Okay. We're okay, we're okay. CHARLI: I don't wanna do it.

‐ One, two, three, [bleep] boy.

‐ Ooh, it's crunchy. Are we in sand?

‐ Ooh!

‐ Ooh! AVANI: Hey!

‐ Ow, it hurts still.

‐ Ow! Why would you do that?

‐ Pass the sauce down.

‐ Pathological. ‐ Yeah.

‐ People feel as if they could do whatever they want to do

‐ Perfect. ‐ Beautiful.

‐ Please put Charli up. ‐ Charli, go.

‐ Pressure's on.

‐ Progress.

‐ Ready? Breathe. ‐ [ down‐tempo music playing ]

‐ Really? ‐ Oh, my God.

‐ Really? Charli would be, "Okay, I'm running away.

‐ Really? CHARLI: Very unhealthy.

‐ Really? Go check my accounts.

‐ She ‐‐ She wished bad things to happen to me

‐ She honestly doesn't have rage.

‐ She just stood over my bed and stared at me while I slept.

‐ She won't even let me post her on my TikTok

‐ She's gonna kill you. ‐ She's going to.

‐ She's joking. This is a joke.

‐ Should I get lip injections? ‐ No.

‐ Should I get them? ‐ I want them.

‐ Shout‐out.

‐ Shut ‐‐ do not.

‐ Similarly! Whoa! Similarly.

‐ Sleep over? Your house? ‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ So are you guys dating?

‐ So Avani came in first place,

‐ So Chase walks in the door with a cane.

‐ So competition is coming up kind of fast.

‐ So cute.

‐ So pretty here.

‐ So technically you lost. So technically you're a loser.

‐ So there's obviously a lot of stuff that goes on.

‐ So we have straps that you can put on and off,

‐ So we need to do the Time 100 video.

‐ So what did you apologize for?

‐ So why do you do it? DIXIE: Because she's not here.

‐ So, are we gonna get there wearing them?

‐ So, Chase's music video came out.

‐ So, guys, here's what's happening.

‐ So, I have a date for Noah and I planned

‐ So, should we dance? [ laughs ]

‐ So, um, I don't know if you guys have heard,

‐ Some of them. But it's kind of ‐‐

‐ Somebody tried to cancel me for liking a video

‐ Someone made a fake Grammys lineup

‐ Sometimes I don't want to be happy.

‐ Spit. ‐ Just ‐‐

‐ Stop. "[Bleep]boy." CHARLI: What?

‐ Sure.

‐ Sure.

‐ Sure. ‐ Okay.

‐ Sure. ‐ Old people, am I right?

‐ Sure. BLAKE: Yay.

‐ Surprise dates. ‐ Yeah. Surprise dates.

‐ Surprise!

‐ Surprise.

‐ Take it down just a little bit.

‐ Tell me how you're feeling confidence‐wise with dance.

‐ Thank you, guys.

‐ Thank you.

‐ Thank you.

‐ Thank you. ‐ Hi, friends.

‐ Thank you. ‐ Sweet.

‐ Thank you. Oh, this is so cool.

‐ Thank you. Okay.

‐ Thank you. We're so excited.

‐ Thanks. ‐ Attitude.

‐ Thanks. Not mine.

‐ That actually looks really sick.

‐ That don't make no sense.

‐ That is so extra.

‐ That is true.

‐ That was [bleep] awesome. ‐ Really good.

‐ That was like the first time I had posted me,

‐ That would be so much fun.

‐ That'll be so cute on you.

‐ That's a joke. ERIKA: Take it out.

‐ That's awful!

‐ That's crazy.

‐ That's cute.

‐ That's fun.

‐ That's good. ‐ What about you?

‐ That's good. I've been, like, talking to my therapist

‐ That's hot. That's hot.

‐ That's like eight different things I have to focus on.

‐ That's not true.

‐ That's not true. ‐ It's true.

‐ That's odd. QUEN: I know.

‐ That's so cool!

‐ That's where my trust issues started.

‐ The ones in my apartment.

‐ The other hand is numb, too? ‐ Yeah.

‐ The other one's just too close to the first one,

‐ The priority is the music. ‐ DIXIE: Mm‐hmm.

‐ The song "[Bleep]boy"? Is that what you guys ‐‐

‐ The song is really good.

‐ The view's so nice.

‐ There was like so much good response.

‐ There's a difference from being canceled

‐ There's definitely different levels of being canceled.

‐ There's five.

‐ They literally use it as a place for, like,

‐ They're all gonna make fun of me.

‐ They're filled. ‐ I have all of them.

‐ They're just, like, content. QUEN: They're just content.

‐ They're kind of, like, hard to eat.

‐ This all sounds like stuff I don't want to do.

‐ This has been really hard as a parent

‐ This is bigger than what we know how to do as parents.

‐ This is going to be your seat, so get comfortable.

‐ This is just, like, gonna set me up

‐ This is sketch.

‐ This is so nice.

‐ This is the crew.

‐ This one.

‐ This show.

‐ This week, we went back.

‐ TikTokRoom is a place for a lot of hatred and negativity.

‐ To the shoes. ‐ Yeah. I commented on it.

‐ Today is our Hollister shoot for Social Tourist.

‐ Today was a perfect example of how she didn't let something

‐ True. You know what? You're right.

‐ Two hands. Nice, solid grip.

‐ Ugh. Instagram probably would have been a better option.

‐ Um, Charli's not doing good,

‐ Um, have you ‐‐ have you spoken to Charli today?

‐ Um, I don't ‐‐ I don't think

‐ Um, I don't know.

‐ Um, I don't know.

‐ Um, I know we talked last week about Charli's calendar.

‐ Um, it's actually still sprayed down

‐ Um, now, yes.

‐ Um, probably just gonna watch "Criminal Minds," honestly.

‐ Um... [ laughter ]

‐ Wait, are ‐‐ HEIDI: Lay down some tracks.

‐ Wait, at 16 you can't, but at 17, you can ‐‐

‐ Wait, hold on. Let me read it first.

‐ Wait, okay, no. ‐ It's a challenge.

‐ Wait, this is so cute.

‐ Wait, what are we doing?

‐ Wait, what's worth it?

‐ Want to go upstairs and chat?

‐ Was that freshman year?

‐ Watch, he's gonna post that we were in there

‐ We always have so much stuff going on.

‐ We basically both have our own lines in one line.

‐ We didn't want to share them going to their appointments

‐ We get it. You're dating Noah Beck.

‐ We got to, like, figure things out.

‐ We have to decide which one of those you prefer

‐ We just decided it's gonna be more balanced.

‐ We just know when something's wrong.

‐ We just wanted to do a little something

‐ We kind of, like, had to help each other grow up a little bit.

‐ We make jokes about it all the time.

‐ We need to get you out of the house.

‐ We were talking, it's hard to believe seven months ago or so,

‐ We won't look.

‐ We'll just hover over her.

‐ We'll see you in a little bit, babe.

‐ We're going through and watching my old videos.

‐ We're gonna do the leggings fitting for Hollister.

‐ We're in your personal space, Dixie Jane.

‐ We're just watching her old videos.

‐ We're okay.

‐ We're only gonna do, like, a couple things.

‐ We're trying to get ‐‐ ‐ I've never snuck out.

‐ We've announced it." ‐ Yeah. [ laughs ]

‐ We've been working on our line with Hollister

‐ We've worked through creative design

‐ Welcome to Golden Axe. We're gonna have some fun.

‐ Well, how's that going?

‐ Well, I mean, it's obviously ‐‐

‐ Well, it's not good for your brain

‐ Well, no, now I feel like it sucks

‐ Well, now I don't know. Maybe she's really cool.

‐ Well, thanks to him.

‐ Well, that was fun while it lasted.

‐ Well, this will be the first part.

‐ Well, you look good. ‐ Thanks.

‐ Well, you were doing ballet. QUEN: I did ballet.

‐ Well, you've been saying like the last week,

‐ What about you? Anything interesting about ‐‐

‐ What are anxiety marks?

‐ What are you doing these upcoming weeks?

‐ What are you doing this weekend?

‐ What are you doing?

‐ What are you guys doing? ‐ Nothing.

‐ What are you guys up? ‐ Chatting about her camp.

‐ What do we think of Noah? ‐ What do we think of Noah?

‐ What do you think people are gonna think

‐ What do you want to say?

‐ What if it, like, slips and it, like,

‐ What is it like?

‐ What is wrong with you? Stop. You're like a little kid.

‐ What song did you dance to?

‐ What? ‐ I'm a nightmare.

‐ What? Huh?

‐ What'd you do yesterday?

‐ What's she doing?

‐ What's wrong with liking fire?

‐ When I first met you and started working with you,

‐ When I was traveling back and forth a lot,

‐ When she walked in the house. ‐ Yeah.

‐ Whenever I first started TikTok,

‐ Where are we going? ‐ Um...

‐ Where does it hurt? [ Dixie sobs ]

‐ Which ones have you set up?

‐ Which they'll do no matter what.

‐ Who couldn't?

‐ Who is the worst at keeping secrets?

‐ Who's touching me?

‐ Whoo!

‐ Whoo!

‐ Whoo! ‐ Wow.

‐ Why are you looking rough, late night?

‐ Why aren't you sleeping?

‐ Why do y'all apologize when you don't even feel like

‐ Why is Noah so nice? QUEN: I don't know.

‐ Why were you laughing? ‐ 'Cause it was funny.

‐ Why would you call that out?

‐ Why would you even put that in my head?

‐ Why'd you get all smiley? Pretty much.

‐ With social media, it's like

‐ With what?

‐ WOMAN: We would tell you. ‐ Okay. I was just wondering.

‐ Wow. Be like, "Thanks." ‐ Thanks.

‐ Wow. MITCH: Ooh.

‐ Wow. She's a hater.

‐ Wow. That was a great talk.

‐ Yay, you're so swag.

‐ Yay!

‐ Yay! ‐ Whoo!

‐ Yeah, but, like, not really.

‐ Yeah, don't you think I'm trying?

‐ Yeah, for ‐‐ for people like me.

‐ Yeah, for sure.

‐ Yeah, grab him.

‐ Yeah, I definitely just want to keep doing stuff like that.

‐ Yeah, I don't feel like having macaroni and cheese.

‐ Yeah, I feel like I'm just waiting for...

‐ Yeah, I know.

‐ Yeah, I know.

‐ Yeah, I mean, like, we're in a pandemic.

‐ Yeah, I think one of the biggest things that I learned

‐ Yeah, it's from fear.

‐ Yeah, like shaking. CATE: Just shy.

‐ Yeah, Madi!

‐ Yeah, people always say like, "Oh, she's using autotune.

‐ Yeah, so it was right after we had our call

‐ Yeah, that's all I have. Or soup.

‐ Yeah, that's fine.

‐ Yeah, they're also looking at new spaces

‐ Yeah, use the Vogue experience as an example.

‐ Yeah, you do take it all.

‐ Yeah, you do.

‐ Yeah, you'll tell. ‐ I get so excited.

‐ Yeah, you're not sitting next to me.

‐ Yeah! Whoo!

‐ Yeah?

‐ Yeah? How's the body feeling?

‐ Yeah.

‐ Yeah.

‐ Yeah.

‐ Yeah.

‐ Yeah.

‐ Yeah.

‐ Yeah. ‐ Are you nervous?

‐ Yeah. ‐ Hey, I ‐‐ I didn't ‐‐

‐ Yeah. ‐ How's that?

‐ Yeah. ‐ Like, what do you say to that?

‐ Yeah. ‐ Mm‐hmm.

‐ Yeah. ‐ Oh, my God, me too!

‐ Yeah. ‐ Yeah?

‐ Yeah. And what do you say?

‐ Yeah. And you're average, so...

‐ Yeah. DIXIE: And just, like,

‐ Yeah. DIXIE: Really? Aw. I'm sorry.

‐ Yeah. Feel like we're not appreciated.

‐ Yeah. For like two ‐‐ For like two seconds,

‐ Yeah. I mean, not much changes when you're 17.

‐ Yeah. Um, we're trying to get a feature on it,

‐ Yeah. Unh. ‐ Oh, he's still going.

‐ Yeah. Yeah. We could do that in second verse.

‐ Yeah. You guys are still close and, like,

‐ Yep. ‐ So many cries.

‐ Yep. CHARLI: It's like when

‐ Yes, I did burn myself with a curling iron.

‐ Yes, I think that it's three songs,

‐ Yes, that, which is like making fun of mental health.

‐ Yes! CHARLI: Yeah.

‐ Yes.

‐ Yes.

‐ Yes.

‐ Yes. ‐ I feel like when I met you,

‐ Yes. ‐ Oh.

‐ Yes. One take.

‐ Yes. Thank you. ‐ Okay.

‐ Yikes.

‐ You can hit this! ‐ I think that's the exact...

‐ You cannot call the police or force your 17‐year‐old

‐ You collaborated on more than 40 songs.

‐ You don't really have a choice.

‐ You don't want to drive.

‐ You get in whatever lane is ‐‐ is working best for you.

‐ You got it, girlie.

‐ You have to hand feed them. and then tap water.

‐ You have trust issues?

‐ You know, if there was a hundred people here

‐ You know?

‐ You live with me?

‐ You look, pretty, Dixie.

‐ You mentally hurt me, which is worse.

‐ You never do. ‐ Yes, I do!

‐ You ready? CHARLI: No. I don't want to.

‐ You should be proud of it.

‐ You should stop looking at it. ‐ Not even gonna read it.

‐ You want to go through some of these

‐ You want to order food? DIXIE: We could order.

‐ You were a dance mom

‐ You what?

‐ You would never, ever, ever be able to handle that.

‐ You. ‐ Oh.

‐ You'll come back in the summer?

‐ You're a bad actress. [ laughter ]

‐ You're at least, like, co‐number one.

‐ You're different.

‐ You're joking!

‐ You're kidding. ERIKA: It's a joke.

‐ You're like, "Come at me." ‐ Very opposite.

‐ You're lucky you're getting this.

‐ You're not gonna let me feature on your song?

‐ You're posting for your job. You get this promotion.

‐ You're so dramatic.

‐ You're the biggest loser.

‐ You're very close.

‐ You're, like, the perfect Instagram boyfriend.

‐ Your butt's all wet.

‐ Your writing sessions are not over.

‐[ laughing ] ‐I'm like,

‐I know. I could feel, like, your energy.

‐Mmm.

‐No, but I really like it.

‐Oh, my God.

‐Okay.

‐Yeah, I don't ‐‐ I haven't really been out much.

...it sucks.

...she does do her best, I think.

'cause he is a very big choreographer.

'Cause I can't see the top of my head.

'cause I couldn't walk through all those people.

'cause I didn't try," and that's kind of how I was.

'cause I know how it works.

'cause I know there's a lot of people watching me.

'Cause I literally ‐‐ in the mornings,

'cause I was a competition dancer for a minute

'cause it's been, like, a lot of stuff,

'cause it's gonna be a crazy couple weeks,

'Cause it's like...

'cause it's not that easy sharing your whole life.

'Cause on the come‐up, people were rooting for her and Charli.

'Cause people were just saying things

'cause she knows it's really gonna be ‐‐

'cause that was what I was there for.

'Cause that would make leaving the house a lot easier.

'cause that's just how my brain works.

'cause that's not usually what I do.

'cause that's what they made me think.

'cause that's, like, really the only place of

'cause they know it's gonna get me hate.

'cause they made more room.

'cause they're mean.

'cause we have, like, a following.

'cause we're all here now.

'Cause you can easily get drained.

'Cause you don't think the way I think.

'Cause, like, you're laughing about it now, which is great.

"Are you okay?"

"Billie would hate this."

"But, like, what do you do?"

"C," "C," "C," and ‐‐ Almo‐‐ Yeah. Yeah.

"Can we make a video?"

"Can you guys please not hate on this?

"Don't mess up, don't mess up, don't mess up."

"Everyone hates me, and I want to die"

"Hello, Dixie. This is a moderator from Craigslist.

"Hey, I need to slow down. Something's not right here."

"I can't order this for myself. You're going to do it."

"I don't care what people have to say about me.

"I don't want to do nothing for a week"?

"I won't believe in love if they don't last."

"I'm having migraines all the time.

"if this person dated this friend,

"Is something gonna be posted someday?"

"It's gonna take away from the other 99 people,"

"Move, Dixie!

"Oh, he's a [bleep] You don't date him

"Oh, ow. Okay."

"Oh, she spent this doing this to make her get to ‐‐"

"Oh, that wouldn't happen if I would ‐‐

"Oh, they're gonna post about this person."

"Simmerly." "Simimirly."

"Want to hear what we got you for Christmas?

"We should have realized. We should have realized."

"Well, what can we do?"

"Well, you're on the same field as a doctor."

"Where is the binder where she gets to be a kid

"Why is she on this list?" ‐Yes.

"Why is this kid not crazy?"

"Yeah, my daughter's a huge fan of you."

"Yeah, we're scratching the whole album."

"You almost crashed me into a wall,

"You would tell me a story, I knew it wasn't true."

[ all cheering ]

[ both laugh ]

[ both laugh ]

[ both laugh ]

[ both laugh ]

[ both laugh ] ‐ In high school.

[ bottle clicking ]

[ box thuds ] ‐ Okay. Wait.

[ cellphone chimes ]

[ cellphone chimes ]

[ cellphone chimes ]

[ cellphone chimes ]

[ cellphone chiming ]

[ cellphone chiming ]

[ Charli crying ]

[ Charli crying ]

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[ cheering ] YOUNG MAN: Whoa!

[ cheers and applause ]

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[ click, whirring ]

[ crowd chanting "Charli!" ]

[ crying ]

[ distorted ] You just kind of have to zone that out,

[ Dixie groans, whimpers ]

[ dog barking ]

[ dog barks ] CHARLI: Chase.

[ dog sneezes ] ‐ Ew!

[ dog yips ] ‐ Cali's here.

[ dogs barking ]

[ dogs barking ]

[ doorbell rings ]

[ down‐tempo music plays ]

[ down‐tempo music plays ]

[ down‐tempo music plays, cellphone chiming ]

[ down‐tempo music plays, cellphone chiming ]

[ footsteps approaching ]

[ Heidi laughs ]

[ Heidi sniffles ]

[ high‐pitched whining ]

[ indistinct conversation, dogs barking ]

[ indistinct talking ]

[ inhales sharply ] Your hands are cold.

[ keyboard playing, cellphone chiming ]

[ laughing ]

[ laughing ] "Are you sure you're okay?"

[ laughs ]

[ laughs ]

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[ laughs ]

[ laughs ]

[ laughs ]

[ laughs ]

[ laughs ]

[ laughs ]

[ laughs ] I can see your face.

[ laughs ] Like, as simple as that.

[ laughs ] Queen!

[ laughs ] You're like, "We're back!"

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[ laughter ] ‐ Cute!

[ laughter ] ‐ I might.

[ laughter ] CHARLI: "Give me it."

[ laughter ] Like, you know, like,

[ laughter ] Yeah, that was rude.

[ laughter ] You know.

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[ music stops ]

[ music stops, off‐key notes play]

[ off‐key ] ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ [ clears throat ]

[ Olivia May's "Bloodline" plays ]

[ One Whole Day continues, cellphone chiming ]

[ screams ]

[ sighs ]

[ sighs ] It just, like, makes my stomach sick.

[ sighs ] You're making your guest clean?

[ snaps fingers ] Three and...

[ sneezes ] Sorry.

[ sniffles ]

[ sniffles ]

[ sobs ]

[ sobs ]

[ sobs ]

[ sound returns ] ‐ Mm‐hmm.

[ speaks indistinctly ]

[ Static, flatline ]

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[ voice breaking ] Like, I know it's gonna be okay

[ water running, cellphone chimes ]

[ waves crashing ]

[ woman gasps ]

[ woman speaks indistinctly ]

♪ 'Cause I feel great ♪

♪ 'Cause I need one hundred percent ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm bored, shit ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm lookin' for the real thing ♪

♪ 'Cause you were so excited for me ♪

♪ A never‐ending quest, it's so frustrating ♪

♪ And everything you'll ever know ♪

♪ And I just can't imagine ♪

♪ And I knew we would ♪

♪ And I'm over all these funny love affairs ♪

♪ And just when I thought my life wasn't fair ♪

♪ And you always thinkin' you have me ♪

♪ And you always thinking you happy ♪

♪ And you're America's sweetheart ♪

♪ Another, nother dumb boy ♪

♪ Baby, it's not fair ♪

♪ Being 16 is beautiful ♪

♪ Bounce, bounce, bounce with the beat ♪

♪ Bounce, bounce, bounce with your feet ♪

♪ Bullied in my hometown over hair ♪

♪ But also so sad ♪

♪ But my heart just won't listen ♪

♪ But my heart just won't listen ♪

♪ But the only way that you have me ♪

♪ But the only way that you have me ♪

♪ But today I drove through the suburbs ♪

♪ But you were gone in a minute ♪

♪ But you were gone in a minute ♪

♪ Come tour different worlds, help me tour different worlds ♪

♪ Dance with me in my backyard, boy ♪

♪ Dear Charli ♪

♪ Don't hold it against me ♪

♪ Don't stop, just move with your feet ♪

♪ Don't stop, just move with your feet ♪

♪ Don't want to be someone who you forget ♪

♪ Drive me 'round the block ♪

♪ Everybody thinks I am ♪

♪ Everything I say ♪

♪ Everything is perfect ♪

♪ Feel my heart beat falling behind ♪

♪ Flower dresses and white low‐top shoes ♪

♪ For one day, one day ♪

♪ Gotta love me till you don't know how ♪

♪ Gotta love me till you don't know how ♪

♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

♪ Hoo! ♪

♪ How could I ever love someone else? ♪

♪ How you could be so okay ♪

♪ How you could be so okay ♪

♪ How you could be so okay ♪

♪ I don't know if I... ♪ [ vocalizes ]

♪ I don't know what I am doing ♪

♪ I feel amazing, ain't no shame ♪

♪ I got my driver's license last week ♪

♪ I got... ♪

♪ I hope you're ready to sing ♪

♪ I keep mistakin' boys for men ♪

♪ I miss my baby ♪

♪ I really do ♪

♪ I so want to be like you ♪

♪ I thought you'd always be there ♪

♪ I was really, really, really, really sad ♪

♪ I wish I could be cool like you ♪

♪ I won't be settlin', no, not for anything ♪

♪ I'm cringing at those memories ♪

♪ I'm gonna be there for you ♪

♪ I'm original ♪

♪ I'm tired of not being happy ♪

♪ I'm tired of not being happy ♪

♪ I'm tired... ♪

♪ I'm worthy of Aladdin, I'm aware ♪

♪ I've never known any silence ♪

♪ If I'm down, just leave me there ♪

♪ Ignoring all the hate and all the talk from naysayers ♪

♪ Is so [bleep] up ♪

♪ Is so [bleep] up ♪

♪ It's always partly cloudy with a chance of tears ♪

♪ It's not like that ♪

♪ Just like we always talked about ♪

♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la ♪

♪ Let me be sad ♪

♪ Like the time that you left me alone at the party ♪

♪ Look me up, I bet you know ♪

♪ Look me up, I run the show ♪

♪ Looking super fine in your corduroy ♪

♪ My childhood slipping into evanescence ♪

♪ My home is here with you ♪

♪ My mind knows you don't care ♪

♪ Never cave under pressure ♪

♪ No more feeling second best ♪

♪ No, the sky is never clear ♪

♪ Nobody can save me, bulletproof vest ♪

♪ Nobody can save me, bulletproof vest ♪

♪ Nobody knows ♪

♪ Nobody knows ♪

♪ Nobody knows ♪

♪ Not how it needs to be ♪

♪ Now that I'm gone ♪

♪ Now that I'm gone ♪

♪ Now that I'm gone ♪

♪ Now they want to be my friend ♪

♪ Now they want to dress like me ♪

♪ Oh, I promise you ♪

♪ Oh, yeah ♪

♪ Only love me and nobody else ♪

♪ Only love me and nobody else ♪

♪ Only the real thing ♪

♪ Only the real thing ♪

♪ Only the real thing ♪

♪ Only the real thing ♪

♪ Only the real thing will do ♪

♪ Only the real thing will do ♪

♪ Only the real thing will do ♪

♪ Only the real thing will do ♪

♪ Only the real thing with you ♪

♪ Only the real thing with you ♪

♪ Playing happy families ♪

♪ Please come to the West Side ♪

♪ Really broke my heart ♪

♪ Remembering all of the freedom that we had ♪

♪ See, this the one for all the ladies ♪

♪ So you see it's true ♪

♪ So, baby, if you care ♪

♪ So, baby, if you care ♪

♪ So, baby, if you care ♪

♪ Sometimes I don't want to be happy ♪

♪ Still don't know how to be human ♪

♪ That we'll make it through ♪

♪ That's not enough, boy ♪

♪ The odd are getting even ♪

♪ The uniform of my adolescence ♪

♪ The weirdos are winning ♪

♪ There's no one like you ♪

♪ They turn my head into home ♪

♪ Thinkin' 'bout what you shoulda said ♪

♪ To finally drive up to your house ♪

♪ Too slow, now turn up the heat ♪

♪ Truth is that you really broke my heart ♪

♪ Unh, I'm original ♪

♪ We are in love, we have no doubt ♪

♪ We are the greatest ♪

♪ We can go in a loop ♪

♪ We'll show the world what we're all about ♪

♪ When I didn't even know anybody ♪

♪ When tensions rise, we hold it down ♪

♪ When times are tough, we'll make it out ♪

♪ Where did he go? ♪

♪ Where did he go? ♪

♪ Who are bosses and the game changers ♪

♪ Wonder what's going through your head ♪

♪ Wonder who's sleeping in your bed ♪

♪ Yeah, I got plenty of roommates ♪

♪ Yeah, you know I'm blessed, blessed ♪

♪ Yeah, you know I'm blessed, blessed ♪

♪ Yeah, you know I'm blessed, blessed ♪

♪ You can't deny we don't back down ♪

♪ You gotta love me ♪

♪ You gotta love me ♪

♪ You gotta love me ♪

♪ You gotta love me ♪

♪ You're a boss, and all the people that don't know this ♪

♪ You're just a [bleep] ♪

♪ You're just a [bleep] boy ♪

♪ You're just a... ♪

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