The D'Amelio Show (2021) - Season 1 Edit

A extremely talented group of women.

A frontline worker and then it's next to her,

A little birdie told me

A little bit on your plate, though, to even be fostering,

A little black and white.

A lot of my friends at that ‐‐

A lot of patience, he says...

A lot of people got on TikTok 'cause they were very bored.

A lot of people, unfortunately, don't come back from.

A lot of stuff all the time.

A lot of things to write songs about.

A person just needs all of our support.

A song. ‐ Sure, no, no.

A very talented one.

A video of me talking about this,

Aaaah!

Aaah!

Aaah! ‐ We're right by the street.

Abby Lee comments on all my Instagram photos

About different little song ideas.

About everything that's going on?

About going dark for like a week?

About somebody who's dishonest or lying.

About the music video.

About the whole Billie thing, you posted a dance to her song,

About things they don't know.

About this most recent video with Hailey Bieber

About two years ago because of social media.

About what I'm going to do with competitive dance.

About what people have to say about me.

About what they're doing that help them,

About what's possibly gonna happen.

About, like, finishing what I started

About, like, me or, like, anyone that she cares about

Accidentally, like, cuts off a limb?

Actually posting on social media.

ADDIE: I had so much fun. WOMAN: Thanks again, everybody.

ADDIE: Thank you so much. CHARLI: Yes, I hope you had fun.

After a while, it, like, gets hard to just

Ah! As he should. [ laughs ]

All because I didn't know I could say,

All the negative things about my music,

All the things that have happened to me in the past year.

All the work that was put in behind it.

Almost! [ laughing ] What happened?

Almost. Almost. Almost.

Alright, two rounds. Highest total score wins.

Am I an idiot to this person?"

Am I your favorite D'Amelio? ‐ [ laughs ]

Amazing. Let's take a trip when COVID opens up."

America's sweetheart's a bitch.

An apology is necessary? ‐ So they would shut up.

And ‐‐ And even from an outside perspective,

And ‐‐ And everyone was also telling me

And ‐‐ And I know dance was how we, like,

And ‐‐ and we need to help her.

And ‐‐ or having therapy sessions on this show

And about five minutes ago,

And about how ‐‐ ‐ You're sad or something?

And affectionate girlfriend.

And all of that.

And all she wants to do is dance.

And all this stuff. WOMAN: Who doesn't say that?

And also doing a million things.

And also kind of being in charge of my own career.

And always wonder what's going to happen next

And apparently they predicted, like, a bunch

And as long as she's coming home at night,

And ask for time off 'cause there's deadlines and contracts,

And asking for what she needs is really good

And be able to appreciate each other.

And be able to just continue our friendship

And be like, "That's not true."

And be, like, a superstar.

And because I'm only seeing you

And Blake is helping me prep for that.

And can relate to a lot.

And Charli in last.

And checking who's talking about me every day

And closed off and, like, rude

And come here any time

And convincing my parents.

And dealing with people, and I want to be there for her

And decided to take a picture.

And didn't change just because someone else told me I should.

And Dixie wanted to take me shopping.

And Dixie, I'm like... Yeah.

And doesn't not do things

And doing everything to try and please everybody.

And don't have someone else to look up to, you know.

And draw attention to things that are important

And even if I did, I know at the end of the day,

And even if you are in the beginning,

And every time I am free,

And everybody on this team is gonna say,

And everyone just picks apart every single thing I say and do

And everyone would be like, "Yeah, Bryce,"

And everyone's gonna not like me again

And everything is amazing and everyone loves working with her.

And everything's gonna work out, but...

And figure out which ones you like the best?

And getting hate and all of that,

And getting more comfortable.

And girls that have "spread positivity" in their bios.

And good, bad, and ugly, like, it's just part of it.

And got me so much hate.

And hang with her.

And have some anger problems.

And have your own career and be able to sing music

And he combines nutrition and mental health

And he introduced Charli to Madi and Avani.

And he just, like, overall, like, does a lot of comedy.

And he would lie about, like, everything,

And he'd get, like, mad if I asked.

And he's been helping me

And he's been helping me out a lot recently,

And he's just been, like, kind of coaching me and helping me

And he's, like, really good at understanding the dance world

And helping her in every way we knew how,

And her happiness and growth as a human being

And his hair's done and he, like, looks super cool.

And honestly, like, I can't believe the next step

And how it's not always a roller coaster going up.

And how it's not always picture‐perfect

And how long does the fostering...

And how people are consuming stuff

And how you want the release to be,

And I also don't let the hate get to me as much.

And I am worried about her.

And I can, like, kind of just tell him anything.

And I convinced my family out here.

And I definitely wanted to quit a bunch of times,

And I didn't think I would like writing this much,

And I don't even check my phone in the morning anymore.

And I don't know who's letting them get away with that.

And I don't think Erika even notices it.

And I don't think the things that people were saying

And I don't think you could ever truly be prepared

And I don't trust my friends with axes in their hands.

And I feel like I can trust them the most.

And I feel like I can trust them the most.

And I feel like I'm, like, not at my best.

And I feel like she kind of feels like a burden

And I feel like she's done.

And I feel like those were the times

And I feel the same about therapy or mental health.

And I got fourth place, that would be really good.

And I guess that's kind of where I messed myself up,

And I have a picture of it somewhere on my phone.

And I just feel like there's no way

And I just think, if I said one thing differently

And I just took it down.

And I just try to be as good as I can

And I just want to be like 100%.

And I just wanted to let you know this week's episode

And I just wanted to say, sweetheart, happy birthday.

And I just, like, didn't want to be happy.

And I kept getting these work opportunities out in L. A.

And I know I look anxious and I know, like,

And I know she's capable of that.

And I know that, and I just need to keep going.

And I know that.

And I know with your schedule ‐‐ is crazy,

And I like to win things, and I know I'm not gonna win.

And I love dogs, so I thought it'd be nice to foster Jim.

And I made it on the Time 100 Next list.

And I met him last year.

And I realize you can't always do that.

And I really need to ‐‐ to learn how to balance it.

And I still, like, am nauseous sometimes.

And I think having this be not only my job

And I think it will be very empowering

And I think it's a lot on her.

And I think navigating that is part of it

And I think that that's something that's very awesome.

And I think that's a good thing.

And I think that's extremely upsetting, as it would be

And I think we told it well.

And I think we've all kind of realized

And I thought I was, like, hot [bleep].

And I too often let people walk all over me.

And I understand we're finding the confidence

And I want to do unspeakable things.

And I want to see Dixie share her stories.

And I was just, like, dragging every single day.

And I was like, "Now, I can't post this."

And I was like, "Oh." ‐ Me.

And I was like, "What the hell?"

And I was supposed to die,

And I wasn't always, like, doing a million things.

And I wasn't always, like, working

And I wasn't going to put my daughter

And I were like, "I want to date Chase,"

And I wish that when I was your age,

And I work well with and can help me.

And I would be not 100% comfortable

And I would sit in my car and just throw up from anxiety

And I would, like, ask him about it

And I'd be like, "Oh, my God, now I need to eat."

And I'd rather give them a little bit more

And I'll just say you can ‐‐ "She can have it."

And I'll know once they're seeing this.

And I'll share with you is, like,

And I'm gonna be completely burned out

And I'm gonna make breakfast.

And I'm gonna scare my mom.

And I'm happy with the way that everything turned out.

And I'm just ‐‐ Thank you guys.

And I'm just like, "Chase, we're eating dinner."

And I'm just very excited for Blake to kind of, like,

And I'm like, "Guys, we got to pull back on things."

And I'm like, "I guess so."

And I'm like, "I'm all fixed. Thank you."

And I'm like, "Okay." QUEN: Are you serious?

And I'm like, "What if the brand looks at this

And I'm like, [gasps] and then I, like, check TikTokRoom.

And I'm more connected to the songs, which I love.

And I'm never done thinking about it, which is tough.

And I'm not allowed to be upset.

And I'm not gonna just, like, throw that away

And I'm not gonna let that happen.

And I'm not great at showing how much he means to me.

And I'm so excited.

And I'm the one who had to tell her during school.

And I'm very thankful that Dixie did that for us.

And I've also been seeing a therapist once a week.

And I've had too many grown men

And I've known her for, like, a very long time.

And if I wanted to quit,

And if it's not fun, then we have to rethink it."

And improv'ing, the things that I used to do for fun.

And in that moment and what feels right."

And in the end, my voice is important.

And is just like, 'Oh, my gosh,

And it definitely is frustrating,

And it is ‐‐ it really is a blessing, but...

And it makes everything more meaningful.

And it still pops up.

And it was fun.

And it was something that I was familiar with

And it was, like, over nothing.

And it wasn't even the song.

And it would be nice to kind of keep my normal

And it's all boys, too.

And it's Dixie and I's line.

And it's frustrating.

And it's hard to face the reality

And it's just a little thank you.

And it's just anxiety. But it's been helping.

And it's like a couple on a beach kind of thing.

And it's like everyone else can, like, show emotion

And it's like, "Well, L. A.

And it's like, you know, social media,

And it's not just a money grab.

And it's not just going to go away.

And it's not like I'm saying, "Okay, snap out of it."

And it's really well timed out.

And it's very, very helpful.

And just being confident with it.

And just what's gonna come after that.

And just, endgame is to be happy,

And just, like, be fine, you know,

And just, like, be normal for like five seconds.

And keep my life a little bit sane.

And kind of just always feeling alone

And kind of my only consistent part of my life.

And knowing how to deal with it has helped.

And like, I felt pretty confident about it,

And like...

And make her feel special.

And make it, like, a negative thing.

And make sure all this social‐media stuff

And marketing plans, really everything,

And my comments would switch up with that.

And my family set up a little surprise for me

And my mom loves working out,

And my Vogue video.

And navigating the waters

And never want to touch my phone again.

And no one would be like, "What did you say?!"

And no one's going to say anything about it.

And no one's gonna believe something

And not anyone else.

And not have, like, our head on a swivel

And now I don't like it.

And now I just have so much energy.

And now I'm here with all of you, and my own sister,

And now the upcoming Vogue video, the anxiety,

And now we feel like people rely on our relationship.

And now we have a whole bunch of new family around us.

And obviously I couldn't do that due to COVID.

And one of the first things on my calendar

And people are just like, "Let's hate on Avani today."

And people are just, like, such insane characters that, like,

And people hating you.

And people that I should be able to trust,

And physical health all together.

And physically tired,

And put all of my energy into this.

And put me on it... QUEN: [ laughs ]

And put out songs that you love, you're gonna say no?

And put the comments away.

And realizes the opportunity she has right now

And realizing that it's not scary to be open with it.

And really use ‐‐ you want to squeeze the abs.

And said he missed me. Lookit, it's you!

And she always wants the best for me.

And she can't even, like, bring herself to do that.

And she can't redo that with people she's met here.

And she said, yes.

And she was also a personal trainer.

And she was damning ‐‐ she was actually ‐‐

And she was like, "I don't see it," and just walked away.

And she was like, "You're the ‐‐"

And she was shaking.

And she'll get mad at Madi,

And she'll send it to me and be like, "Ha ha ha ha. Loser."

And she's also Avani and Chase's manager,

And she's been through a lot.

And she's there for me,

And she's very shy at first and, like, timid.

And singers.

And so am I.

And so I'll get the calendar completely cleared.

And so when they're ‐‐ when they find things

And so, like, my brain has created these archetypes

And social media could, like, go away like this.

And somebody that she can open up to

And somehow they still manage to spell the word wrong

And sometimes people need breaks.

And sometimes you just need some time...

And still being so tired.

And technically you came in last because two tied.

And thank you. Push, move.

And that made me work so much harder to get to,

And that really sucks 'cause I'm so excited

And that's been super awesome, and with Hollister.

And that's frustrating because, like, I'm a great girlfriend.

And that's so frustrating 'cause I really want to be on my A game

And that's super exciting.

And that's the greatest thing.

And that's what's so frustrating.

And that's when both of us grew so much.

And that's where we're gonna dance from today.

And that's who she's kind of lost.

And that's why we're doing ‐‐ why we have cameras on us,

And that's why you're on the list.

And the fact that it's most likely

And the fact that you got to that point, like, is serious.

And the other music that I have is just going to take me away

And the person that writes about you is Jennifer Lopez.

And the reason that we haven't, like, spiraled out of control.

And the second I can get a handle on that,

And the thing is, everyone knows a [bleep] boy.

And the way I look and ‐‐ It's ‐‐

And the way to feel in control of other things

And the whole idea has been brought to life

And their first launch of their clothing line,

And then be embarrassed.

And then both get upset.

And then gain a bunch of weight and then lose it.

And then he drops this thing.

And then he wanted to put me in a muzzle.

And then I called them out and then I ended up apologizing.

And then I come to, like, the entertainment industry

And then I have to, like, set everyone straight

And then I just stopped everything.

And then I leaked more parts last night.

And then I lose that job?"

And then I'm gonna get burnt out.

And then it got really heavy.

And then it kind of did, so...

And then it's like, "Don't eat,"

And then leave.

And then maybe there's one nice one.

And then my sister started posting.

And then no one gets to see

And then run into the open.

And then see where you are now.

And then someone commented, "Can't [bleep] stand her.

And then the earrings.

And then the main person

And then the people will make fun of us.

And then the rise on social media was...

And then they got to a certain point, and...

And then they posted a video of just that 15‐second clip,

And then they posted about the Grammys with me

And then they were like, "Oh, she lost so much weight.

And then they're ‐‐ they'll, like, snap.

And then think it's all gonna go back to normal.

And then three hours later,

And then we drop the body of work, right?

And then we're all gonna call out the person

And then we're going to sleep at my apartment,

And then we're gonna go axe throwing.

And then when you, like, crack her shell,

And then you add millions of eyes on top of that.

And then you have books and TV shows.

And then you turn off your phone."

And then you're just like... "Ohh."

And then, like, I'm in one.

And then, like, there's this next one after.

And there's a way to get out of it.

And there's baby food.

And there's cameras with us

And there's nothing wrong with me.

And they ‐‐ they break up every single thing I do

And they don't understand why we're not happy.

And they hate that I do that

And they kind of helped me navigate

And they know she's 16 and they know

And they really know they have each other's back.

And they screenshotted it and posted it on Twitter.

And they want me to speak up for myself.

And they would never say this to your face, so...

And they'd be like, "Charli, literally kill yourself.

And they're gonna cause it to trend

And they're like, "Oh, my God. She's so musty."

And they're primarily

And they're saying that. I don't know, just some people

And thing number one, we have no idea who else is on the list.

And this is a risk.

And this is like it's a nice little opening.

And this is such an amazing opportunity?

And to have, like, do‐nothing time with all of this?

And to make time for dance?"

And today is the first time we announce the brand,

And update them how the treatments

And was like, "Why the [bleep]

And we can get through it."

And we need a title, though.

And we really put a lot of effort

And we want to do something for her birthday,

And we wouldn't trade the position we're in

And we'll take your lead on how you want to present it.

And whack.

And what an honor to be chosen to be on that list.

And what I actually enjoy.

And what I do on TikTok

And why I look so bad that day.

And you are still proud of it?

And you dated someone, of course I'm not gonna date them.

And you get to go spend time with J. Lo and meet J. Lo

And you have to worry about how things are going to play out.

And you make a lot of people happy.

And you were getting a lot of hate from her fans like,

And you work super hard

And you'd be like, "You're doing so good.

And you're doing a ton of great work.

And you're enough, and you don't have to

And your music and all of that is just so awesome.

And, I don't know, it doesn't happen as often as I'd like.

And, like, "You're alive, so I hate you."

And, like, everyone's just waiting

And, like, how far I've come even in the past year.

And, like, I don't ‐‐

And, like, I haven't gotten back to, like, normalcy.

And, like, I just think I kind of need that.

And, like, I loved being a part of that.

And, like, it is all the time.

And, like, kind of find himself

And, like, out of it.

And, like, romantic wise,

And, like, the kind of cheating‐ish ‐‐

And, like, try to forgive myself as much as I can.

And, like, use that as a way to get ahead in life.

And, like... so proud of them.

And, you know, I wish I would have figured that out earlier.

And, you know, picking styles and telling us what to do.

And...

Anything I don't know, I don't want to know about.

Are ‐‐ are ‐‐ are created.

Are definitely Social Tourist...

Are gonna be like, oh, it was so this or so that.

Are happiest selves in a relationship,

Are messed up.

Are the songs emotional or happy?

Are we walking weird? Do I sound stupid?

Are you actually ‐‐ ‐ Give me it.

Are you embarrassed to post about us

Are you excited for writing camp tonight?

Are you okay? DIXIE: Don't touch me. Ow.

Are, like, natural selection or something, you know?

Are, like, really good,

Aren't gonna ask me every day to hang out.

Around that will stick by you.

As an artist, I think I'm continuing to learn my voice.

As being really positive,

As if someone is looking at us, only focusing on us.

As in, like, our relationship?

As it would with anyone.

As somebody that she can trust

As young female entrepreneurs,

As, like, a positive thing.

At a little writing camp. And I'm super excited

At least now I have, like, friends that I can talk to

At some fine ‐‐ HEIDI: What people think that?

At the end of May.

At these times

AVANI: Charli?

AVANI: I think theirs was the worst.

AVANI: I'm so conscious about what I like versus what I save.

AVANI: It's getting weird.

AVANI: Okay! DIXIE: Okay, I'm done.

AVANI: Post it and take her phone away.

AVANI: That would be better.

AVANI: Was it fun?

AVANI: Where do I put this?

AVANI: Why did you pick it up like that?

AVANI: You're so swag right now.

Average is boring.

Aw. Thanks, Dixie Doodlecup.

Away.

Awesome. Other side.

Aww, that's so sad.

Aww! ‐ Oh, these are cute.

Back pain, migraines, all due to anxiety.

Back to the mental health thing.

Bam! Thank you!

Be a messy girl.

Be careful.

Be careful. ‐ [ whines ]

Be like, "Hey, I've ‐‐ I've been working on this.

Be part of the change.

Be part of the group of people

Be unapologetically herself, because her place

Beautiful young lady.

Beautiful. And back down.

Because being able to be part of the songwriting process

Because everyone uses it.

Because he's gonna mess around."

Because I am a really shy person.

Because I can only do so much to help her.

Because I can't ‐‐

Because I didn't feel like dealing with

Because I didn't want to, like, do something stupid.

Because I don't know how.

Because I don't talk just

Because I feel like it's my fault.

Because I get to use my real emotions, but at the beginning,

Because I used to not be a judgmental person at all.

Because I used to not.

Because I'm like,

Because I've had, like, really bad chronic pain.

Because it would have saved me many a heartache.

Because it's ‐‐ they're not dating Anthony.

Because my mom wants me to do it.

Because no matter what we say, no one's gonna believe us.

Because no one feels in control,

Because now it's like we have shared custody over my child,

Because of getting cheated on publicly.

Because of her shyness and how quiet she is,

Because of social media, you know?

Because of what other people say.

Because of, like, what the situation's about.

Because outside of the house is scary a little bit.

Because over time, it was feeling like a lot.

Because people don't know our relationships with other people.

Because people don't understand that social media

Because she decided to be old,

Because she needs to rest.

Because she thinks I'm gonna, like, fall off the deep end

Because she used to just keep going

Because she's very sensitive and fragile.

Because so many people out here are here solely

Because so much of their life is public.

Because that was super frustrating

Because that's what real friendship is.

Because that's what you think is best?

Because that's what's gonna speak to your fans.

Because that's who she was before all of this

Because then it's just like you're always disappointed.

Because there are times, "Oh, my God.

Because there's so many for L. A.

Because these writers have worked with me before,

Because they want to, like, get ahead.

Because we don't always know what we're doing

Because we have a strong family unit,

Because we've all been there.

Because yeah, I trusted a lot of people,

Because you are a mom and your child does dance.

Because you guys support me every day and love me.

Because your daughter's a fan and she should make me happy

Because your schedule is literally bananas,

Because, like, I'm nervy. ‐ You're nervy?

Because, quite honestly, I don't care.

Before he could be with someone else.

Before I knew it was going to come out, but...

Before social media

Before they even got their permit.

Before we had come out publicly that we broke up,

Before you do it, and you'll be good to go.

Behind it ‐‐ behind the screen of the phone,

Being a dancer my entire life,

Being at such an amazing photo shoot for our own brand

Being like, "You need to practice, you need to do this."

Being pushed a little bit is a good thing.

Between Mark and I helping her get a therapist

Between music and your own dog

Billie Eilish stans.

BLAKE: [ claps hands ] Okay. Where's my music?

BLAKE: [ exhales deeply ]

BLAKE: [ laughs ]

BLAKE: Alright. Always before we start,

BLAKE: And constantly having to prove yourself

BLAKE: And stretch it up.

BLAKE: Elongate this line.

BLAKE: Hello.

BLAKE: Leg. Good. Now go.

BLAKE: Nice.

BLAKE: Okay, so you don't have to,

BLAKE: So let's do one more again.

BLAKE: Well, it's not bad now, so flex.

BLAKE: You are enough.

Bless you.

BOTH: ♪ And I just can't imagine ♪

BOTH: ♪ And I just can't imagine ♪

BOTH: ♪ Nobody knows ♪

BRAD: Are you sleeping better

BRAD: As long as I can remember, Dixie's had anxiety.

BRAD: Heard the horror stories where young people rise

BRAD: I mean, from her YouTube channel

BRAD: It really went from like 0 to 100 like that,

BRAD: Knowing what I know about our family,

BRAD: Let's not do that, Belle.

BRAD: Like...

BRAD: The new term is bop. ‐ It's a bop.

BRAD: We had the conversation,

BRAD: We're here for you, babe.

BRAD: Yeah, it's a little chilly.

Breathe out. [ exhales slowly ]

Bringing dance back into my life is mostly

Brushed my hair in a video,

But 100 million people

But a good surprise.

But also a crazy liar.

But also being in the public eye,

But also my life is something that I'm still getting used to.

But any time I talk about, like, literal shit I've been through,

But at the end of the day,

But at the same time,

But at the same time, a lot of the people I trusted

But at the same time, I am in touch with reality

But at the same time, I want to be perfect.

But at the same time, I'm getting to do things

But at the same time, it's ‐‐ it's Hollywood,

But at the same time, it's like I have to deal

But being on calls with CEOs of companies, I'm like ‐‐

But being really involved in the process is gonna be fun.

But can't take it at all.

But Charli and Madi are completely opposite sides.

But Dixie and I's clothing line, Social Tourist,

But Dixie...

But everything just kind of hit me at once.

But for the most part,

But for the most part, I think everyone is happier today

But having more control over it

But he walked in with a cane and sunglasses

But hopefully one day

But I ‐‐ for me personally, a little push helps sometimes.

But I also don't want to over‐push her.

But I also know that they always do want to help other people.

But I also think it was a good storyline

But I can't do ‐‐ ‐ You are.

But I did all the heavy work of finding a house

But I do, um, get very upset.

But I don't believe in, like, the whole, like,

But I don't believe it.

But I don't know.

But I don't really hold on to things for that long.

But I don't think I could put out

But I don't think it's really hit me

But I feel like it's just waves.

But I get it.

But I got cheated on a lot. QUEN: You went off the rails.

But I guess that's what trying it is going to be about.

But I have had a lot of those moments

But I hope that that won't be a problem with dance.

But I just literally don't have time.

But I just want to do my best

But I just want to put it out.

But I know sometimes

But I love him.

But I never did.

But I still always have my guard up, I think.

But I tend to get a lot of social anxiety,

But I think ‐‐ ‐ Just fixing your eyelashes.

But I think it was good that I stuck to

But I think no one can change the fact

But I think social media really robbed me of that.

But I think that it's a...

But I think this is really important to you.

But I think we're in a good place now

But I want you to "rawr!"

But I would tell you if I knew.

But I'd love to have you over.

But I'm secure, and I know that she loves me.

But I'm very excited with how it went.

But I'm writing my own songs now.

But I've had a continuous wave like this through my whole life.

But if I don't stop now,

But if I quit, every hate page, every rude tweet,

But if I was upset that she is moving forward

But if not, like, Greg and I can help you.

But if you do have the means to go to therapy,

But if you're a friend of a friend, like,

But instead of dying, I posted a dance video, so...

But it always depends on the day and how I'm feeling.

But it does make it a little bit better.

But it got worse with social media.

But it hurts so much because I'm...

But it is hard to think about that when ‐‐

But it was just like once I posted it,

But it was like that.

But it was never, like, you in the studio with me

But it works. I guess it just works out.

But it's almost turned into this, like,

But it's also at the same time, you have to think

But it's also I've just felt this way my whole life.

But it's just leggings, so you're just gonna ‐‐

But it's like at a certain point, I can't control it.

But it's like I don't want to prove them wrong.

But it's like things are different now.

But it's not like I'm just sitting home doing nothing.

But it's not what I thought it was.

But it's not with, like, ill intentions.

But it's pretty fun.

But it's tiring.

But it's, like ‐‐ it's, like, in your head all the time.

But keep your foot on the brake.

But like, now, like, you're showing off.

But making sure you're happy first

But no, I feel like that's going to change.

But Noah threw me for a loop.

But not like... "You're not pretty enough

But not that one, because that's not real talent.

But now being in the public eye,

But now I feel like I can handle it more.

But now I'm all insecure 'cause I got cheated on.

But now it's a lot more now that I'm writing my own songs

But now we have to go back to regular work.

But now, with TikTok, and having all these opportunities,

But once you're in it, good luck.

But she can't do that on social media,

But she has to feel it.

But she'll be like, "Charli, that's so cute."

But she's amazing when you get to know her.

But she's not going to help a chemical imbalance in my brain.

But since COVID,

But sometimes she'll see, like, a hate comment